idk what to do

[JoeNutz]

i have a few superficial pussy cuts along my wrist and forearms, and idk if i should text her anything, idek what i'd say, its too late to really reach out to any of my friends, i pretty much let my life go atp because i knew i wanted to do it eventually, i lost any ambition to attempt to achieve anything or further my life in any way, the last few months have been me distracting myself with video games youtube nicotine and alcohol but im pretty sure that i want it to happen tonight. yeah i mean i js have no one to talk to rn, idk, ive just been thinking about it the last 2 weeks, i bought some razors from home depot and i got my dick sucked by a prostitute and i was at the casino earlier and played blackjack for about an hour, all tonight, i js wanted to do sum exciting things, yeah i think im just gonna try to really get the razor to penetrate my wrist even though these small cuts stung pretty bad, i kinda wanna text her but i dont really wanna tell her im trying to kill myself so im not too sure

 

[wishicouldascend]

brooooo jerk off or something instead

 

[wishicouldascend]

 

[JoeNutz]

I love my dog, hes cute

 

[wishicouldascend]

I love my dog, hes cute

what's the breed

 

[JoeNutz]

what's the breed

shitzuand jack russel terrier, we had him since i was 6, he lives with my dad and sister so its been about a year since ive seen him but my dad puts him on the video call

 

[romanstock]

i have a few superficial pussy cuts along my wrist and forearms.

i kinda wanna text her but i dont really wanna tell her im trying to kill myself so im not too sure

I've seen a few guys run this game in my time and it always works well. Girls absolutely love the drama of it all. You should definitely tell her and show her your cuts.

 

[JoeNutz]

I've seen a few guys run this game in my time and it always works well. Girls absolutely love the drama of it all. You should definitely tell her and show her your cuts.

i rly dont think shes that type of girl, i told her that i was suicidal before we met and she didn't seem to respond very well, i think she'd view it as me trying to manipulate her

 

[romanstock]

i rly dont think shes that type of girl, i told her that i was suicidal before we met and she didn't seem to respond very well, i think she'd view it as me trying to manipulate her

All girls are the same. It's their own personal tv drama. They absolutely love it. If you don't take advantage of this you're a fool.

 

[wishicouldascend]

shitzuand jack russel terrier, we had him since i was 6, he lives with my dad and sister so its been about a year since ive seen him but my dad puts him on the video call

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I had a shih tzu for awhile he was pretty grumpy but it was prolly my fault cause when I was young used to accidently step on them and stuff he lived to like 16 tho

 

[JoeNutz]

I had a shih tzu for awhile he was pretty grumpy but it was prolly my fault cause when I was young used to accidently step on them and stuff he lived to like 16 tho

They get old man, miko is 17 rn, but hes not the grumpy type, hes still very lively in his final years

 

[JoeNutz]

All girls are the same. It's their own personal tv drama. They absolutely love it. If you don't take advantage of this you're a fool.

Yeah thass true, ig ill try it maybe, i js think shell see it as a desperate attempt but i couldnt possibly put myself in a worse situation with her rn i suppose, plus shes surely aslepp

 

[romanstock]

Yeah thass true, ig ill try it maybe, i js think shell see it as a desperate attempt but i couldnt possibly put myself in a worse situation with her rn i suppose, plus shes surely aslepp

You have to do it in a threatening way. Like, 'I swear to god if you don't come see me I'm gonna do it, I can't live without you I just can't'

(don't actually do it tho if she doesn't come)

 

[JoeNutz]

You have to do it in a threatening way. Like, 'I swear to god if you don't come see me I'm gonna do it, I can't live without you I just can't'

(don't actually do it tho if she doesn't come)

I rly dont think shed respomd well, our entire relationship i was respectful and approached problems in a non accusitive way, which i think is what she liked about me, but i rly have nothing to lose here