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chud
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im fking goneidk what to do, im 18 and recently i lost basckally my only friends over some bullshit and then earlier this week i foudn out that my gf of 2 year( the only thing i had left, theonly person who would even talk to me and somtimes reply to messages) has been cheating on me and is involved with some other dude. i dont think sexual cheatting,yet, but ive seen more than enough to confirm shes atleast been thothgougly messaging this dude- cheating on me for a while now. im currently recovering from having drunk more than 300ml of isopropyl alchohol its like rubing alchohol - ive been basically bed ridden past 3 days and i have no one to talk to or idk laugh with or anything. my ex gf is completely fine without me she seemd to have found the situation quite comical, even tho it has literally torn a hole in my heart. though she does have bpd so i bet in like a week shell be crying beging for me back but im done with that bs. as a lil cherry on the cake i have my alevels in 2 months and im ontrack to failing them cause the only thing that actually helps me revise is adderall, which after the only reliable plug stopped selling ive been scammed out of like 600 dubloons from diff 'sellers'. anyone have advice on how i can turn my life around before i rope?
