if god is real why is it never enough

[fearandhunger]

why do people look at me so much i walk and walk and walk and they all stare at me like if i wasnt human i can feel thier judgments through every stare i hate and i mean i hate everyone no human has real love no one has any reason to care to love its all just fake its fake when your so ugly i wanted to kill myself to burn off this ugly face to make this body dissapear from this world i want to kill everyone who has thought poorly of me i wanted to be a god but i was simply not born good enough to work to live to die i must i never was good looking or funny or anything of all the people i meant they all just felt bad about me is my face that fucked up cant you see me as a another human another person with feelings what could i ever bring to the table whats good about me to pick me i dont want love i want to be human i want to feel like a person who is cared for by others to be liked to not feel ugly to able to speak up why god why make me suffer i font desrve to live like this i deserve to live a better life these girls that said they "liked" me i really dont believe it out of everyone why pick me so many better people why me im not near good enough my parents are embarrassed to walk with me in public that said a lot even if time has passed i still feel ugly im still hurting from the words from before and now im still ugly and short i dont know why i havent killed myself i have no future im doing bad in school i cant lift up my head i cant do anything i have hallucinations when im in school my mind goes insane i skip because i felt so ugly so inferior to everyone im short dumb ugly no social skills high fucking anxiety i have all anxiety subtypes they all feel so bad they treat me like im some dog like some hurt animal LIKE IM NOT FUCKING HUMAN LIKE IF I DONT HAVE FEELINGS FUCK MY BRAINS AND KYS just know dont end up like me pin surgery anything just dont get this low i dont even write this much in english class

 

[UrFavSub5]

Dnr nigger

 

[alexias]

why do people look at me so much i walk and walk and walk and they all stare at me like if i wasnt human i can feel thier judgments through every stare i hate and i mean i hate everyone no human has real love no one has any reason to care to love its all just fake its fake when your so ugly i wanted to kill myself to burn off this ugly face to make this body dissapear from this world i want to kill everyone who has thought poorly of me i wanted to be a god but i was simply not born good enough to work to live to die i must i never was good looking or funny or anything of all the people i meant they all just felt bad about me is my face that fucked up cant you see me as a another human another person with feelings what could i ever bring to the table whats good about me to pick me i dont want love i want to be human i want to feel like a person who is cared for by others to be liked to not feel ugly to able to speak up why god why make me suffer i font desrve to live like this i deserve to live a better life these girls that said they "liked" me i really dont believe it out of everyone why pick me so many better people why me im not near good enough my parents are embarrassed to walk with me in public that said a lot even if time has passed i still feel ugly im still hurting from the words from before and now im still ugly and short i dont know why i havent killed myself i have no future im doing bad in school i cant lift up my head i cant do anything i have hallucinations when im in school my mind goes insane i skip because i felt so ugly so inferior to everyone im short dumb ugly no social skills high fucking anxiety i have all anxiety subtypes they all feel so bad they treat me like im some dog like some hurt animal LIKE IM NOT FUCKING HUMAN LIKE IF I DONT HAVE FEELINGS FUCK MY BRAINS AND KYS just know dont end up like me pin surgery anything just dont get this low i dont even write this much in english class

Did you even try to improve?

 

[fearandhunger]

Did you even try to improve?

what im tryna do im js venting

 

[iamnotaracist]

There's no way you're that ugly to the point you think like this

 

[fearandhunger]

There's no way you're that ugly to the point you think like this

life as a hltn u wouldnt understand

 

[fearandhunger]

life as a hltn u wouldnt understand

i go on rubmaps for pussy cuz i cant get any at school

 

[iamnotaracist]

life as a hltn u wouldnt understand

I'm lmtn-mmtn bro. Just because you can't get a girlfriend doesn't mean every mother fucking hates you. If you mean sub 5 that makes more sense, but hltn is like the average man.

 

[fearandhunger]

I'm lmtn-mmtn bro. Just because you can't get a girlfriend doesn't mean every mother fucking hates you. If you mean sub 5 that makes more sense, but hltn is like the average man.

its not about getting a gf its about people stop judging me and take me like an actual person tbh i might be mtn at this point i dont even know i had two gf this year but my reasons are still the same why pick me and i just want the people to stop giving me weird looks but i truly do feel like everyone hates me cuz of my looks if this makes any sense

 

[Sovereign]

It’s because you don’t use paragraphs.

Joking aside, please attend to your mental health. Even if you “ascend,” you’ll still have the same mind that you have now.

 

[iamnotaracist]

its not about getting a gf its about people stop judging me and take me like an actual person tbh i might be mtn at this point i dont even know i had two gf this year but my reasons are still the same why pick me and i just want the people to stop giving me weird looks but i truly do feel like everyone hates me cuz of my looks if this makes any sense

You can't be Mtn and get constantly judged by your looks. You're a mentalcel and have consumed content that made you think so. Only way to fix that is fixing your fucked up hormones. You probably have low t.

 

[fearandhunger]

It’s because you don’t use paragraphs.

Joking aside, please attend to your mental health. Even if you “ascend,” you’ll still have the same mind that you have now.

thanks ill try to attend.

 

[fearandhunger]

You can't be Mtn and get constantly judged by your looks. You're a mentalcel and have consumed content that made you think so. Only way to fix that is fixing your fucked up hormones. You probably have low t.

i mean people do say that i look like a femboy might be cuz of that thanks

 

[sillybilly]

why do people look at me so much i walk and walk and walk and they all stare at me like if i wasnt human i can feel thier judgments through every stare i hate and i mean i hate everyone no human has real love no one has any reason to care to love its all just fake its fake when your so ugly i wanted to kill myself to burn off this ugly face to make this body dissapear from this world i want to kill everyone who has thought poorly of me i wanted to be a god but i was simply not born good enough to work to live to die i must i never was good looking or funny or anything of all the people i meant they all just felt bad about me is my face that fucked up cant you see me as a another human another person with feelings what could i ever bring to the table whats good about me to pick me i dont want love i want to be human i want to feel like a person who is cared for by others to be liked to not feel ugly to able to speak up why god why make me suffer i font desrve to live like this i deserve to live a better life these girls that said they "liked" me i really dont believe it out of everyone why pick me so many better people why me im not near good enough my parents are embarrassed to walk with me in public that said a lot even if time has passed i still feel ugly im still hurting from the words from before and now im still ugly and short i dont know why i havent killed myself i have no future im doing bad in school i cant lift up my head i cant do anything i have hallucinations when im in school my mind goes insane i skip because i felt so ugly so inferior to everyone im short dumb ugly no social skills high fucking anxiety i have all anxiety subtypes they all feel so bad they treat me like im some dog like some hurt animal LIKE IM NOT FUCKING HUMAN LIKE IF I DONT HAVE FEELINGS FUCK MY BRAINS AND KYS just know dont end up like me pin surgery anything just dont get this low i dont even write this much in english class

 

[snuggylion5]

Dnr but greed

 

[v.3ex]

why do people look at me so much i walk and walk and walk and they all stare at me like if i wasnt human

DNR nigger no one cares faggot

 

[134applesauce456]

1st question... why should God make you "a god"? in fact why should he even look ur direction

why do you feel entitled for God (theoretically) to make your life a living paradise and your looks top tier? you are sub HTN just like 95% of the population including me and mostly everyone else here, thats just life and it is not a big of a deal as you are making it. you can still find love because the human population couldn't grow to 10 billion+ if people were as judgemental as you make them seem. pure mentalceldom.

God does not make people ugly , and he does not make people beautiful. its pure random number generation, you just lost the lottery and so did 95% of people

 

[fearandhunger]

1st question... why should God make you "a god"? in fact why should he even look ur direction

why do you feel entitled for God (theoretically) to make your life a living paradise and your looks top tier? you are sub HTN just like 95% of the population including me and mostly everyone else here, thats just life and it is not a big of a deal as you are making it. you can still find love because the human population couldn't grow to 10 billion+ if people were as judgemental as you make them seem. pure mentalceldom.

God does not make people ugly , and he does not make people beautiful. its pure random number generation, you just lost the lottery and so did 95% of people

tbh i js wanted to be enough being a "god" is just for my personal gain its not for love its for me to feel like a human and am i really that mental i would of thought these thought would have been normal

 

[134applesauce456]

tbh i js wanted to be enough being a "god" is just for my personal gain its not for love its for me to feel like a human and am i really that mental i would of thought these thought would have been normal

you have to fix your mind internally and realize you are already "human" the way you are

because if you don't learn to accept yourself , then no physical change will ever feel good enough for you,

 

[g4rlic]

life as a hltn u wouldnt understand

hltn ppl don't stare they just do not gaf Abt you at all

 

[Brava]

why do people look at me so much i walk and walk and walk and they all stare at me like if i wasnt human i can feel thier judgments through every stare i hate and i mean i hate everyone no human has real love no one has any reason to care to love its all just fake its fake when your so ugly i wanted to kill myself to burn off this ugly face to make this body dissapear from this world i want to kill everyone who has thought poorly of me i wanted to be a god but i was simply not born good enough to work to live to die i must i never was good looking or funny or anything of all the people i meant they all just felt bad about me is my face that fucked up cant you see me as a another human another person with feelings what could i ever bring to the table whats good about me to pick me i dont want love i want to be human i want to feel like a person who is cared for by others to be liked to not feel ugly to able to speak up why god why make me suffer i font desrve to live like this i deserve to live a better life these girls that said they "liked" me i really dont believe it out of everyone why pick me so many better people why me im not near good enough my parents are embarrassed to walk with me in public that said a lot even if time has passed i still feel ugly im still hurting from the words from before and now im still ugly and short i dont know why i havent killed myself i have no future im doing bad in school i cant lift up my head i cant do anything i have hallucinations when im in school my mind goes insane i skip because i felt so ugly so inferior to everyone im short dumb ugly no social skills high fucking anxiety i have all anxiety subtypes they all feel so bad they treat me like im some dog like some hurt animal LIKE IM NOT FUCKING HUMAN LIKE IF I DONT HAVE FEELINGS FUCK MY BRAINS AND KYS just know dont end up like me pin surgery anything just dont get this low i dont even write this much in english class

Remind me to respond to this

I have to go to sleep