If I kill myself in front of my oneitis, will that make her finally acknowledge me

[davidlaidisme67]

As I tear open my throat with the knife I wield in my left hand, blood dripping onto the floor like paint onto a canvas illustrating the lust, pain and suffering she’s made me go through. As I become pale and drop to the floor like a ragdoll, I want to see her face as she screams in horror as I become no longer a human but an empty vessel that harbored such resentment and misery it was too much to bear. I want her to wake up from nightmares about my death as she’s never able to fully recover and dies alone just thinking about how she made me suffer

 

[sover]

As I tear open my throat with the knife I wield in my left hand, blood dripping onto the floor like paint onto a canvas illustrating the lust, pain and suffering she’s made me go through. As I become pale and drop to the floor like a ragdoll, I want to see her face as she screams in horror as I become no longer a human but an empty vessel that harbored such resentment and misery it was too much to bear. I want her to wake up from nightmares about my death as she’s never able to fully recover and dies alone just thinking about how she made me suffer

This is incredibly pathetic immediate fix urself asap

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I should do that, just lose this life that wasn’t even worth living. I’m not even alive but this humanoid robotic vessel that stuck in this endless loop caused by the code god implemented into my genetics

 

[davidlaidisme67]

This is incredibly pathetic immediate fix urself asap

Ngl this is the most retarded post I’ve made in a while lolll

 

[HostSamurai]

No, my brother. This is such an unmanly way to go out. I was in your position once at age 13-14, but then something got to me. That girl stopped seeming attractive. And she'd be rated MTB at best here anyways without makeup. Probably not the best advice, but trust me. You will be a different person in the future.

 

[sover]

Ngl this is the most retarded post I’ve made in a while lolll

just edit it

 

[RXnd]

She probably will be more worried about the blood getting on her clothing

 

[POZZO]

Killing yourself over a girl is a very sad thing to do

 

[diditeverbegin]

I should do that, just lose this life that wasn’t even worth living. I’m not even alive but this humanoid robotic vessel that stuck in this endless loop caused by the code god implemented into my genetics

Don't kys, I don't want you to bhai. I thought about this too though. Maybe if I shot myself in the head, I'd get noticed.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

She probably will be more worried about the blood getting on her clothing

Jfl she’s pissed at me for ruining her favorite clothes (fucking hate this life)

 

[superpsycho]

she would probably forget about it after seeing a notification from an NT htn

dont rope tho

 

[diditeverbegin]

she would probably forget about it after seeing a notification from an NT htn

dont rope tho

Brutal man, we are just so disadvantaged, so obscured from the minds of others, life is truly unfair. I fantasize about her, it will never be reciprocated. Kind of whiney but what can you really do as a low value male. Your back is to the wall.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Brutal man, we are just so disadvantaged, so obscured from the minds of others, life is truly unfair. I fantasize about her, it will never be reciprocated. Kind of whiney but what can you really do as a low value male. Your back is to the wall.

real thats why im just gonna tell her straight up how i feel next time i see her and then if she rejects me, ill finally move on

 

[diditeverbegin]

real thats why im just gonna tell her straight up how i feel next time i see her and then if she rejects me, ill finally move on

Have you spoken to her? I haven't spoken to mine; we're classmates but she's two grades above me, not sure how to maneuver a conversation with her.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Have you spoken to her? I haven't spoken to mine; we're classmates but she's two grades above me, not sure how to maneuver a conversation with her.

we talked 2 days ago irl and i swear shes annoyed by me

 

[diditeverbegin]

we talked 2 days ago irl and i swear shes annoyed by me

That is unfortunate. Who is she to you? Coworker, classmate?

 

[playxiing]

less retarded org post