If only I could go back to 2022

[Lonenely sigma]

Calling it "the last happy year of my life" would be kinda stupid, as 2021, 2020, 2019 etc... all the way back to around 2014, when I was 9, all sucked.


2022 was, instead, a burst of hope. Things just so aligned in my head and in my surroundings that allowed me to truly feel happy.


I was very delusional, of course, but I was happy. I look better now, or rather, I looked even worse back then, but I had hope. Every day was special, every day was to be better than the previous one. That was, in my mind.


I had so many friends in highschool man. So many good friends. We were playing billiard every day after school, drinking, playing video games and, obviously, improooooving.

This one tall chadlite friend brought me with him to the gym every other day. Man I can go on and on and ooonnn forever. This was a great period. I was sooo fucking happy man.


I couldn't change anything ofc. I was just an edgy 16 year old at the time. But I want to enjoy it once again, obviously, without the knowledge and awareness I hold now

 

[mightbecooked123]

Calling it "the last happy year of my life" would be kinda stupid, as 2021, 2020, 2019 etc... all the way back to around 2014, when I was 9, all sucked.


2022 was, instead, a burst of hope. Things just so aligned in my head and in my surroundings that allowed me to truly feel happy.


I was very delusional, of course, but I was happy. I look better now, or rather, I looked even worse back then, but I had hope. Every day was special, every day was to be better than the previous one. That was, in my mind.


I had so many friends in highschool man. So many good friends. We were playing billiard every day after school, drinking, playing video games and, obviously, improooooving.

This one tall chadlite friend brought me with him to the gym every other day. Man I can go on and on and ooonnn forever. This was a great period. I was sooo fucking happy man.


I couldn't change anything ofc. I was just an edgy 16 year old at the time. But I want to enjoy it once again, obviously, without the knowledge and awareness I hold now

It’s ok bro we will make it out

 

[Lonenely sigma]

It’s ok bro we will make it out

No coming out for me. Unless 65k euros fall from the sky into my currently non-existent bank account. Perhaps then I could afford surgeries

 

[Underdog9494]

I would eant to be your friend

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I would eant to be your friend

We are online friends tho, aren't we? And its not like you will tell me from which continent you are coming from, to avoid getting doxxed, right

 

[Underdog9494]

We are online friends tho, aren't we? And its not like you will tell me from which continent you are coming from, to avoid getting doxxed, right

Greece nigga

 

[Patrick Star]

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Greece nigga

You are close broski. If you remember from our chat, I am basically next to you.

Greece is ideal for rotting imo

 

[Underdog9494]

You are close broski. If you remember from our chat, I am basically next to you.

Greece is ideal for rotting imo

I don't remember

 

[PARISIEN]

you a youngcel my file been garbage since 2008

 

[Lonenely sigma]

you a youngcel my file been garbage since 2008

How old are you, if you don't mind me asking?

 

[PARISIEN]

How old are you, if you don't mind me asking?

32

 

[Lonenely sigma]

32

I mean I am 19 and my ship has already sailed.

Perhaps I am young enough to still see it at the horizon but yeah, its not like I am going to catch it or whatever

 

[silently_said]

fuck i was so motivated during 2021-2022, i was blackpilled back then but i didn't throw the towel in as i was a fatcel and didn't know how i really looked like. fast forward to now where i'm finally lean but i never ascended cause im still ltn
leanmaxxing to still look like shit because you've always had shit bones has to be one of the most soul crushing experiences, all that effort for nothing

 

[Lonenely sigma]

fuck i was so motivated during 2021-2022, i was blackpilled back then but i didn't throw the towel in as i was a fatcel and didn't know how i really looked like. fast forward to now where i'm finally lean but i never ascended cause im still ltn
leanmaxxing to still look like shit because you've always had shit bones has to be one of the most soul crushing experiences

I experienced the opposite. I was very skinny.

I was 177cm tall and 56kg heavy lmao. Now I am 178 and 69. I gained soo much weight in those year and a half of bulking and lifting but yeah, no muscles for your face

 

[我需要阴部]

Calling it "the last happy year of my life" would be kinda stupid, as 2021, 2020, 2019 etc... all the way back to around 2014, when I was 9, all sucked.


2022 was, instead, a burst of hope. Things just so aligned in my head and in my surroundings that allowed me to truly feel happy.


I was very delusional, of course, but I was happy. I look better now, or rather, I looked even worse back then, but I had hope. Every day was special, every day was to be better than the previous one. That was, in my mind.


I had so many friends in highschool man. So many good friends. We were playing billiard every day after school, drinking, playing video games and, obviously, improooooving.

This one tall chadlite friend brought me with him to the gym every other day. Man I can go on and on and ooonnn forever. This was a great period. I was sooo fucking happy man.


I couldn't change anything ofc. I was just an edgy 16 year old at the time. But I want to enjoy it once again, obviously, without the knowledge and awareness I hold now

I have to agree honestly 2023 was the best year for me.

 

[我需要阴部]

I swear covid truly messed so many things up for the younger generation if you were born in 2003-2006 covid really hit us hard :/

Delayed a lot of key points in life or we completely missed out.

Truly wonder how my life would be if covid didn't exist

 

[silently_said]

I experienced the opposite. I was very skinny.

I was 177cm tall and 56kg heavy lmao. Now I am 178 and 69. I gained soo much weight in those year and a half of bulking and lifting but yeah, no muscles for your face

178 in balkans is brutal, i'm around that height but in us so i'm average

 

[PARISIEN]

I mean I am 19 and my ship has already sailed.

Perhaps I am young enough to still see it at the horizon but yeah, its not like I am going to catch it or whatever

nah you can fuck and have fun, same with me im just toxic tbh

 

[Lonenely sigma]

178 in balkans is brutal, i'm around that height but in us so i'm average

It is bro ngl. Like, even if I facially mog some brachy dude here, he is like 6'4 lmao. Its brutal not gonna lie

 

[PARISIEN]

alright lonely sigma what study u do

 

[JohnDoe]

This is why i watch all time travel series/movies that ever existed, i jsut want to go back and do things differently. Brutal

 

[Entschuldigung]

Wait bro I'm gonna make a time machine just for you

 

[Entschuldigung]

This is why i watch all time travel series/movies that ever existed, i jsut want to go back and do things differently. Brutal

The only time machine you have is the present

 

[Lonenely sigma]

alright lonely sigma what study u do

Lonenely sigma*

I wanna become a lawyer but I may drop out ngl. I am really unmotivated these days

 

[Lonenely sigma]

The only time machine you have is the present

Sounds so romatic ngl. Such a shame this time machine can't get me 3 years in the past

 

[Entschuldigung]

Sounds so romatic ngl. Such a shame this time machine can't get me 3 years in the past

It can get you the life tou want in the next 3 years
Think this way: you can change your future
Also you're still young

 

[Lonenely sigma]

It can get you the life tou want in the next 3 years
Think this way: you can change your future
Also you're still young

I mean, my only hope is to earn the money for surgeries, which isn't happening in the next 7 years, lets be real here. Even that'd be amazing.

But yeah. Hs is over, it went by very quickly. I have nobody in my uni and all my friends went their own way.

 

[Entschuldigung]

I mean, my only hope is to earn the money for surgeries, which isn't happening in the next 7 years, lets be real here. Even that'd be amazing.

But yeah. Hs is over, it went by very quickly. I have nobody in my uni and all my friends went their own way.

You don't need surgeries, probably
Like 0.01% of users here get surgery

 

[PARISIEN]

Lonenely sigma*

I wanna become a lawyer but I may drop out ngl. I am really unmotivated these days

i made that mistake too, i remember.


I went for the first years of law school, but in france, i droped out cause i refused to cheat, if i had cheated i would be a lawyer right now.

if someone propose you to cheat accept it.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

You don't need surgeries, probably
Like 0.01% of users here get surgery

I have a few very fixable failos which deduct way too many points from my SMV for me to just accept them. I have to do it.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

if someone propose you to cheat accept it.

The issue is though, there is no "someone". I am fully alone.

Actually 2 of my hs friends go to the same uni with me but I cut them off both. I changed since 2022, and so have they. I have 0 topics in common with anyone really, and even if I had them with someone irl, chances are I wouldn't really open up.

So yeah, I will have to either grind this stuff alone or to just give up. There is no one coming to save me

 

[PARISIEN]

The issue is though, there is no "someone". I am fully alone.

Actually 2 of my hs friends go to the same uni with me but I cut them off both. I changed since 2022, and so have they. I have 0 topics in common with anyone really, and even if I had them with someone irl, chances are I wouldn't really open up.

So yeah, I will have to either grind this stuff alone or to just give up. There is no one coming to save me

relax,

i was alone too, everybody is alone, the group who proposed to me to cheat liked my style, just look laidback and cool and it will happen, people hate coward and afraid people, grind man, grind silently but when a group will come to you and propose you to cheat, accept.

cause its a lifetime opportunity, i refused it in law but i accepted it in IT(im a fullstack dev senior).


basically its a new world if you dont cheat u die. i'm really serious right now

 

[NEET_Emperor]

2014, when I was 9,

 

[Lonenely sigma]

relax,

i was alone too, everybody is alone, the group who proposed to me to cheat liked my style, just look laidback and cool and it will happen, people hate coward and afraid people, grind man, grind silently but when a group will come to you and propose you to cheat, accept.

cause its a lifetime opportunity, i refused it in law but i accepted it in IT(im a fullstack dev senior).


basically its a new world if you dont cheat u die. i'm really serious right now

Thanks for sharing your experience and your takes man. Its hard for me to convince you in anything opposite of what you said since you lived longer than me but I simply don't think you can just get people to like you.

As you said, "act laiback and cool"... I am neither man. Even if being chill changed something, I'd still have to put an act.

Regardless, I have next to 0 responsibilites for the time being. I am LDARing to cope with my situation. Maybe a group of people, a cute woman or whoever approaches me randomly and I come out of my shell so to speak. But lets be real here, its not gonna happen. May as well be honest with myself

 

[PARISIEN]

Thanks for sharing your experience and your takes man. Its hard for me to convince you in anything opposite of what you said since you lived longer than me but I simply don't think you can just get people to like you.

As you said, "act laiback and cool"... I am neither man. Even if being chill changed something, I'd still have to put an act.

Regardless, I have next to 0 responsibilites for the time being. I am LDARing to cope with my situation. Maybe a group of people, a cute woman or whoever approaches me randomly and I come out of my shell so to speak. But lets be real here, its not gonna happen. May as well be honest with myself

to me, when you say law school, you indirectly say to me, "its over to fuck women, but i might fuck when i'm 25"

cause this is really serious studies. like what the ratio 80/20 male/female, its just over but you'll have a good pay, and after you done some job girl would lust you.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

to me, when you say law school, you indirectly say to me, "its over to fuck women, but i might fuck when i'm 25"

cause this is really serious studies. like what the ratio 80/20 male/female, its just over but you'll have a good pay, and after you done some job girl would lust you.

So, essentally become a betabuxxer? You can't buy love. I'd rather see a hooker than marry a woman who doesn't love me

 

[GabachoCopium]

Calling it "the last happy year of my life" would be kinda stupid, as 2021, 2020, 2019 etc... all the way back to around 2014, when I was 9, all sucked.


2022 was, instead, a burst of hope. Things just so aligned in my head and in my surroundings that allowed me to truly feel happy.


I was very delusional, of course, but I was happy. I look better now, or rather, I looked even worse back then, but I had hope. Every day was special, every day was to be better than the previous one. That was, in my mind.


I had so many friends in highschool man. So many good friends. We were playing billiard every day after school, drinking, playing video games and, obviously, improooooving.

This one tall chadlite friend brought me with him to the gym every other day. Man I can go on and on and ooonnn forever. This was a great period. I was sooo fucking happy man.


I couldn't change anything ofc. I was just an edgy 16 year old at the time. But I want to enjoy it once again, obviously, without the knowledge and awareness I hold now

2021 for me Tbh

 

[PARISIEN]

So, essentally become a betabuxxer? You can't buy love. I'd rather see a hooker than marry a woman who doesn't love me

betabuxxxing doesnt exists. you do that for you, cause you want a house and not an appartment, because you want to wear suits and not jogging, and because you want to eat raw beast quality meat and not mcdonalds.


when i go outside,(but i have a pretty face) and a ok situation its to easy, honestly if you hate people its better to have money because u rather live in a house then in appartement full of angry normies

 

[Lonenely sigma]

betabuxxxing doesnt exists. you do that for you, cause you want a house and not an appartment, because you want to wear suits and not jogging, and because you want to eat raw beast quality meat and not mcdonalds.


when i go outside,(but i have a pretty face) and a ok situation its to easy, honestly if you hate people its better to have money because u rather live in a house then in appartement full of angry normies

I fully agree with moneymaxxing being good, I just don't believe money attracts women. I don't want a gold digger to settle down with me.

I am nothing special lookswise. I am not the ugliest dude either but like, if those women just come out from nowhere, I'd know what the deal is

 

[PARISIEN]

Just finish your first year of law, and if you dont finish it change it,

I fully agree with moneymaxxing being good, I just don't believe money attracts women. I don't want a gold digger to settle down with me.

I am nothing special lookswise. I am not the ugliest dude either but like, if those women just come out from nowhere, I'd know what the deal is

it's not that, finishing your 5 years of law, will give you a hard self confidence. like you are toxic, and this will attract women,
but 5 years of laws, its really fuckin hard, thats why i say betabuxxing doesnt exists.



but yeah to attract women or to not being rejected, you need the redpill too (good style/perfume/clothe/body and blablabla).


but for real, when a random drop out clavicular style, start to talk and you, you are on your way, he is instantly dissapear, done it from my own eyes

 

[LancasteR]

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[valentine]

2022 everything went downhill