soulless_npc
ángeles y demonios
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Everyone stops caring at some point
Your friends will stop caring and abandon you and then after awhile your own family will stop caring, you are the forgotten son whose own father once told him that he wanted to pretend he never had a son
You just sort of fade into the background and people avoid talking about you
The years go by and you're still living the same life you were living thirteen years ago, still stuck at the bottom of the hierarchy of needs, your life becoming a shitty parody of a better one, your thought processes are juvenile
People you knew from years ago have long since gotten married and gotten on with their lives while your biggest problem is that you can't put your penis in the vagina of a woman who wants you to put your penis in her
In other words, you have the same problem as a high schooler and you are basically a chimpanzee
Believe it or not this has a ripple effect in all areas of your life, because when you're depressed, lonely and can't focus on anything, advancement in other areas of your life takes a backseat
That's why I didn't stay in college, that's why I never got a solid career, that's why I have nothing to show for my time
Because I was bullied, mocked, unpopular and never got enough sex and attention I genuinely just believed I wasn't worth it as a male
I wish I could just hit the reset button and do it all again and do it better, I would know exactly what to do and how to do it, but I can't
Did I just have the wrong priorities? Well it's not as if you have a choice where you are being controlled by your hormones and the opinions of others and peer pressure and all the horrible things people have said about you, you're not even thinking for yourself nor thinking long term
You get old and die without ever having really lived
You die a loser and that's no way to die
Your friends will stop caring and abandon you and then after awhile your own family will stop caring, you are the forgotten son whose own father once told him that he wanted to pretend he never had a son
You just sort of fade into the background and people avoid talking about you
The years go by and you're still living the same life you were living thirteen years ago, still stuck at the bottom of the hierarchy of needs, your life becoming a shitty parody of a better one, your thought processes are juvenile
People you knew from years ago have long since gotten married and gotten on with their lives while your biggest problem is that you can't put your penis in the vagina of a woman who wants you to put your penis in her
In other words, you have the same problem as a high schooler and you are basically a chimpanzee
Believe it or not this has a ripple effect in all areas of your life, because when you're depressed, lonely and can't focus on anything, advancement in other areas of your life takes a backseat
That's why I didn't stay in college, that's why I never got a solid career, that's why I have nothing to show for my time
Because I was bullied, mocked, unpopular and never got enough sex and attention I genuinely just believed I wasn't worth it as a male
I wish I could just hit the reset button and do it all again and do it better, I would know exactly what to do and how to do it, but I can't
Did I just have the wrong priorities? Well it's not as if you have a choice where you are being controlled by your hormones and the opinions of others and peer pressure and all the horrible things people have said about you, you're not even thinking for yourself nor thinking long term
You get old and die without ever having really lived
You die a loser and that's no way to die
