If you're dead inside, ascension is mostly pointless

[UnderTheKnife]

I am writing this post after a drunk white legit stacy jb sat on my lap for a couple of seconds on the metro, yet I didn't feel anything!!! No boner, no excitement, not even a reaction (I just stood there like nothing was happening). Obviously, she wouldn't have looked into my direction if she were sober. She was fucked up, and her friend had to move her away.

I am dead inside. The tons of rejections, LDARing most of life, being an abused dog, and especially the blackpill revelations, have turned me into a zombie.
I thought by looksmaxxing my life will change; and it did, for example now I get more dates than ever and they almost always end with a ONS.
But here's the thing. I don't enjoy any of it. I would be kissing the girl but I am not getting that boner like before. Heck, even the kiss just feels like putting my flesh against someone's flesh.
Once you realize that this girl would not have kissed you before you looksmaxxed (and even now she would ditch you the second she finds a better guy), you find no point in feeling anything towards her.

 

[Deleted member 22063]

post ascension abused dog syndrome

 

[DarkLoner94]

It ain't easy

 

[UnderTheKnife]

It ain't easy

It's over

 

[sigmasss]

BOO HOO so sad that a stacy sat on your lap. Hope you good OP

 

[UnderTheKnife]

BOO HOO so sad that a stacy sat on your lap. Hope you good OP

Not sad. But not excited either. I just felt... nothing... and this is worrying me. I hope other users here don't reach that point.

 

[sigmasss]

Not sad. But not excited either. I just felt... nothing... and this is worrying me. I hope other users here don't reach that point.

I pretty much have reached that point I dont give zero fucks about stacies or females and I feel nothing.

I just know ascension gives me better life quality and prospects in terms of social life and success cuz at the end of the day even chad get cucked occasionally that just tells the rigged nature of life so i dont give a fuck if some bitch sits on my lap.

I ascend for the sole purpose of mogging everyone in my my radius I only feel comfortable if I mog everyone not just for some bitches and stacies.
So what you felt nothing its good you didnt cuz in reality the stacy didnt give af about you do you think sober stacy would have sat on you? Not to say she wont do that when sober but realistcally the chance is zero.

 

[UnderTheKnife]

I pretty much have reached that point I dont give zero fucks about stacies or females and I feel nothing.

I just know ascension gives me better life quality and prospects in terms of social life and success cuz at the end of the day even chad get cucked occasionally that just tells the rigged nature of life so i dont give a fuck if some bitch sits on my lap.

I ascend for the sole purpose of mogging everyone in my my radius I only feel comfortable if I mog everyone not just for some bitches and stacies.
So what you felt nothing its good you didnt cuz in reality the stacy didnt give af about you do you think sober stacy would have sat on you? Not to say she wont do that when sober but realistcally the chance is zero.

Exactly.

And yeah, I also consider the point of life to first be mogging others rather than getting laid (the latter will come alone anw if you have the first).
That's why you should never hang out with men with higher SMV than you, but rather a bit lower than yours (of course not total losers, you will look retarted if you hang out with zero smv guys just to mog).

 

[sigmasss]

Exactly.

And yeah, I also consider the point of life to first be mogging others rather than getting laid (the latter will come alone anw if you have the first).
That's why you should never hang out with men with higher SMV than you, but rather a bit lower than yours (of course not total losers, you will look retarted if you hang out with zero smv guys just to mog).

Exactly bro the dopamine spike you would get from mogging doesn't even come close to fucking sex or anything.

Like firstly even a subhuman can accidentally fuck a stacy but at the end of the day it doesn't change the fact he is subhuman pile of shit and in everyday life he will constantly be disrespected like no one knows this guys gets pussy everyone views the guy like an outcast regardless of his pure intentions and whatever success he may have achieved he still will be an outcast till the day he gets buried in his funeral.
Even then people wont care about him and wont have anything to say about him. Except RIP.

So you cant expect to feel anything at all when you know the shallow reality of life when your perceived life is your looks.

Thus, there is no greater pleasure than mogging cuz essentially are a superior being to the next person.

 

[TheAbyssinian]

Cope after I ascend I will no longer be dead on the inside I will have a sovl again.

 

[MoggerGaston]

The trauma and rejection over the decades has caused my ability to enjoy life, sex, relationships to diminish to the point of almost-zero.

 

[Deleted member 21735]

i cant do anything

 

[UnderTheKnife]

Cope after I ascend I will no longer be dead on the inside I will have a sovl again.

I really wish that for you