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I’ve had only two gfs and each of them cheated on me. After my first kiss with A (first gf) she fucking ghosted me for two weeks and the only person that would give me updates on her was her friend that helped us get together. I remember telling her that I was serious abt A and she told me A wanted sumn casual. It hurt to hear that but I would’ve done anything for this girl. And then A texted me one night saying how she was sorry and how she wanted to break up with me. I convinced her to stay and the next day I got a text from her saying that she doesn’t want to be with my anymore and her friend told me that she cheated on me with her guy bsf that night.
Six months later I had gotten with this new girl F. We were dating for a couple months before I told her what happened with A and after that she ghosted me for three days saying she needed to “think”. After that she was cold and distant and she didn’t talk to me as much. I tried really hard to get through it and handle it maturely but she just stopped fucking trying dude. One time when we were hanging out all she would talk about was this one fucking guy and I scooted closer to her at one point and she acted confused as if we were just friends. And a few days after she met this new dude near where she lives she’d almost always ignore me whenever they would hang out. I texted her one time asking where she was bc I wanted to just talk to her and he was on her phone and she told him not to tell me where they were. And I confronted her abt it later and we had a big fight and after we resolved it I told her I was sorry for being so jealous and I told her I loved her and she didn’t say it back. Later we agreed to just be sorta friends for a week to see if it would help our relationship and we would talk it out the Saturday after. And I texted her that Saturday and it turns out she was staying the night at his fucking house and she was keeping it a secret from me so I broke up with her and she didn’t gaf and blocked me on everything.
After a couple months I started talking to this new girl S. And we’ve hung out a few times. After yesterday there was a game happening at our school so me and her went together and when I we were walking we walked past her friends and one said “ew” to me and another said “S really, you can do better” and she looked embarrassed and we walked away.
I jsut don’t know what the fuck to do anymore. I didn’t realize I was so fucking ugly. It’s so embarrassing I don’t even want to go out anywhere anymore. Everytime I’m out with S and we see someone she knows it’s always a disgusted glance at me or someone saying how she can do better. My own sister greets me by saying ew. S is such a beautiful girl and can get any guy she wants and sometimes she’ll tell me whenever a guy is being weird to her and it makes me realize how fucking easy it is for her to cheat on me if she wanted to. I just don’t understand why. Why did A and F have to cheat. I fucking loved them as hard as I could. I loved F so much and we were so happy together why’d she have to throw it all away. If I wasn’t so fucking short, and ugly, and broke and fucking stupid none of this would’ve happened.
Six months later I had gotten with this new girl F. We were dating for a couple months before I told her what happened with A and after that she ghosted me for three days saying she needed to “think”. After that she was cold and distant and she didn’t talk to me as much. I tried really hard to get through it and handle it maturely but she just stopped fucking trying dude. One time when we were hanging out all she would talk about was this one fucking guy and I scooted closer to her at one point and she acted confused as if we were just friends. And a few days after she met this new dude near where she lives she’d almost always ignore me whenever they would hang out. I texted her one time asking where she was bc I wanted to just talk to her and he was on her phone and she told him not to tell me where they were. And I confronted her abt it later and we had a big fight and after we resolved it I told her I was sorry for being so jealous and I told her I loved her and she didn’t say it back. Later we agreed to just be sorta friends for a week to see if it would help our relationship and we would talk it out the Saturday after. And I texted her that Saturday and it turns out she was staying the night at his fucking house and she was keeping it a secret from me so I broke up with her and she didn’t gaf and blocked me on everything.
After a couple months I started talking to this new girl S. And we’ve hung out a few times. After yesterday there was a game happening at our school so me and her went together and when I we were walking we walked past her friends and one said “ew” to me and another said “S really, you can do better” and she looked embarrassed and we walked away.
I jsut don’t know what the fuck to do anymore. I didn’t realize I was so fucking ugly. It’s so embarrassing I don’t even want to go out anywhere anymore. Everytime I’m out with S and we see someone she knows it’s always a disgusted glance at me or someone saying how she can do better. My own sister greets me by saying ew. S is such a beautiful girl and can get any guy she wants and sometimes she’ll tell me whenever a guy is being weird to her and it makes me realize how fucking easy it is for her to cheat on me if she wanted to. I just don’t understand why. Why did A and F have to cheat. I fucking loved them as hard as I could. I loved F so much and we were so happy together why’d she have to throw it all away. If I wasn’t so fucking short, and ugly, and broke and fucking stupid none of this would’ve happened.
