Ill never be happy with how I look

[papalg19]

I’ve been fucked up pretty much my entire life, I grew up with poor walking habits leading me to have crazy forward head posture and dogshit posture in general, I grew up with an hgh deficiency during my teenage years ended up taking medication for it up until 17-18. IM 20 years old and I still look like I’m 12. My testosterone levels are at 637 while working out eating clean doing basically everything to improve them. Everything just feels like it’s against me. I’ve started going to physical therapy to work on my posture and I’ve scheduled an orthodontist appointment to try and help with the under development of my maxilla from the years of forward head posture and my tounge not being fully rested on my mouth. I might be meeting up with an endocrinologist to adress some of my testosterone issues. But will this even help me I’m fucking 20 I feel like I’m pretty much Ed fucked. If anyone reads this any advice is genuinely appreciated

 

[Bryce]

My testosterone levels are at 637

Remove the 3

Relax, it's called dark humor.

 

[HighIQ ubermensch]

It's not your habits
Your genes are responsible for this
have a good day

 

[papalg19]

It's not your habits
Your genes are responsible for this
have a good day

But it quite literally was my habits?

 

[papalg19]

Remove the 3

Relax, it's called dark humor.

Needed the laugh thanks

 

[mufasamufasa]

You’re not even bad looking. Hit the gym roidmaxx, tatoomax and get a tan.
And do something with that hair, try something more classy.

testosterone levels are at 637

That’s a great levels for natural. Before hopping on i has 400 with all that healthy habits.

 

[jfllcellular]

I’ve been fucked up pretty much my entire life, I grew up with poor walking habits leading me to have crazy forward head posture and dogshit posture in general, I grew up with an hgh deficiency during my teenage years ended up taking medication for it up until 17-18. IM 20 years old and I still look like I’m 12. My testosterone levels are at 637 while working out eating clean doing basically everything to improve them. Everything just feels like it’s against me. I’ve started going to physical therapy to work on my posture and I’ve scheduled an orthodontist appointment to try and help with the under development of my maxilla from the years of forward head posture and my tounge not being fully rested on my mouth. I might be meeting up with an endocrinologist to adress some of my testosterone issues. But will this even help me I’m fucking 20 I feel like I’m pretty much Ed fucked. If anyone reads this any advice is genuinely appreciated

if it makes you feel any better it is not your fault. You were just born into the world like that. There were people who grew up with shit habits too and mog. Look at people shittier than you (third world poverty and shi) and just be grateful tbh

 

[greycelfaliio]

Your face is not bad, you have a good base to start with.

however im not sure abt ortho at ur age, worth a try since but your best option is most likely surgery

Also try to change your hair to hide how skinny ur face is above your zygos (idk the correct terminology)

 

[harmonytingfam]

I’ve been fucked up pretty much my entire life, I grew up with poor walking habits leading me to have crazy forward head posture and dogshit posture in general, I grew up with an hgh deficiency during my teenage years ended up taking medication for it up until 17-18. IM 20 years old and I still look like I’m 12. My testosterone levels are at 637 while working out eating clean doing basically everything to improve them. Everything just feels like it’s against me. I’ve started going to physical therapy to work on my posture and I’ve scheduled an orthodontist appointment to try and help with the under development of my maxilla from the years of forward head posture and my tounge not being fully rested on my mouth. I might be meeting up with an endocrinologist to adress some of my testosterone issues. But will this even help me I’m fucking 20 I feel like I’m pretty much Ed fucked. If anyone reads this any advice is genuinely appreciated

 

[papalg19]

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Chill why

 

[harmonytingfam]

Chill why

none of us here are happy with how we look.

you look normal and healthy, stop acting like your life is bad- you are blessed to be alive so shut the fuck up about
"muh muh bad walking habits ruined me my life is over i'll never like myself"

you are not special.

 

[gigacumster3000]

bro first of all, 637 testosterone is literally the peak hpta level ever lol you're just delusional if you think it's low. also bro i doubt any gym rat could take steroids at 20 and still maintain a life outside lifting (you would have to live in the gym) but whatever

 

[Zephyr.psl]

I’ve been fucked up pretty much my entire life, I grew up with poor walking habits leading me to have crazy forward head posture and dogshit posture in general, I grew up with an hgh deficiency during my teenage years ended up taking medication for it up until 17-18. IM 20 years old and I still look like I’m 12. My testosterone levels are at 637 while working out eating clean doing basically everything to improve them. Everything just feels like it’s against me. I’ve started going to physical therapy to work on my posture and I’ve scheduled an orthodontist appointment to try and help with the under development of my maxilla from the years of forward head posture and my tounge not being fully rested on my mouth. I might be meeting up with an endocrinologist to adress some of my testosterone issues. But will this even help me I’m fucking 20 I feel like I’m pretty much Ed fucked. If anyone reads this any advice is genuinely appreciated

Man I feel you, I feel hopeless