I'm 23 & IDK what to do

[imabadman02]

Since I was in high school, I never knew what job I was gonna get, or how I was going to make a living. I went to career fairs and still don't know what to do. I got a job at Panda Express a few years ago and just kind of ended up in this restaurant rabbithole. I went to a local tech college for culinary/hospitality because I was unemployed for a year and that PMO (Pissed Mom Off). I was there for like a year and I was the slowest cutter and least passionate, but since I passed the safety exam, showed up everyday, and didn't have financial issues, I managed to pass even if I wasn't able to come up with a plate or anything. My teacher got me a job washing plates and doing salads since I'm too slow for the line, but I don't want to do this shit anymore. IDGAF about being a Chef. I don't watch bonappetit or Eater or w/e in my free time. I don't think about garnishes. It's not my passon. My only interest is playing games, hating Israel, and thinking about how ugly I am The only thing I want to be is handsome and the only thing I want is have skinny white HTB+ love me. I have nothing productive to offer the world; I just want to love and be loved. I'm just wage slaving to death for $14 either way hoping for a surgery that won't ascend me whatsoever.

 

[larpcel]

Go do anything else bud

 

[azot]

Since I was in high school, I never knew what job I was gonna get, or how I was going to make a living. I went to career fairs and still don't know what to do. I got a job at Panda Express a few years ago and just kind of ended up in this restaurant rabbithole. I went to a local tech college for culinary/hospitality because I was unemployed for a year and that PMO (Pissed Mom Off). I was there for like a year and I was the slowest cutter and least passionate, but since I passed the safety exam, showed up everyday, and didn't have financial issues, I managed to pass even if I wasn't able to come up with a plate or anything. My teacher got me a job washing plates and doing salads since I'm too slow for the line, but I don't want to do this shit anymore. IDGAF about being a Chef. I don't watch bonappetit or Eater or w/e in my free time. I don't think about garnishes. It's not my passon. My only interest is playing games, hating Israel, and thinking about how ugly I am The only thing I want to be is handsome and the only thing I want is have skinny white HTB+ love me. I have nothing productive to offer the world; I just want to love and be loved. I'm just wage slaving to death for $14 either way hoping for a surgery that won't ascend me whatsoever.

i just wanna be loved... brutal

 

[imabadman02]

Here are some old photos from the time

This was me when my childhood dog died that morning and one of my friends snapped a pic. It does go hard.

Here's me 5'11 getting heightmogged by a 6 foot something Jewish nigga

 

[imabadman02]

bump

 

[trump]

go gym

 

[imabadman02]

go gym

I've been going sporadically for like 2 years, but I really need to lock in. I don't think my face fat will melt away, but being stronger and leaner is always good