I’m a huge dick. why did I do this (true story)

[CookieGuy]

There is this girl I was talking too for a while, she would give me ioi’s and she considers me her bestie. We both young but she is religious and under strict family and all that. Last night she calls we with her other female friend. We would usually call once every 2 days but lately I’ve been busier. 30 minutes into calling she says she has to leave, and it’s a little disappointing because I want to know her more. It was a group call on messenger too. I decide to play with with the other girl for a little bit just because we were playing Roblox and I honestly didn’t think much of it, if anything I thought she would be happy at me being friends with her friends because I don’t have any friends. She texts me at 12:00 and starts venting and how it upset her….. I think I was the problem. But not only that


I’ve realized I’ve nearly lost interest in women completely, I don’t care about LTR’s or Slaying. I just need one person in my life who can understand me, a best friend.

On top of all this I’ve noticed how all I care about is ascending. I obsess over surgeries daily that I know I am going to get. But even then since there are so many procedures I want sometimes I doubt I’ll even get them. Like
(Trimax: definitely getting
Supra orbitals: definitely getting
Rhinoplasty: Yes I guess
Infraorbital implants: Yes I guess
Jaw fillers; Maybe
Zygo fillers; Maybe.

And I hate every day where there are multiple girls who show interest in me even tho I’m not GL enough.

 

[Snoofy]

no one cares

 

[CookieGuy]

Bump

 

[CookieGuy]

Bump

 

[Outerz14]

Coool

 

[project ael]

jealousy

 

[craven]

retarded faggot

 

[AustrianMogger]

There is this girl I was talking too for a while, she would give me ioi’s and she considers me her bestie. We both young but she is religious and under strict family and all that. Last night she calls we with her other female friend. We would usually call once every 2 days but lately I’ve been busier. 30 minutes into calling she says she has to leave, and it’s a little disappointing because I want to know her more. It was a group call on messenger too. I decide to play with with the other girl for a little bit just because we were playing Roblox and I honestly didn’t think much of it, if anything I thought she would be happy at me being friends with her friends because I don’t have any friends. She texts me at 12:00 and starts venting and how it upset her….. I think I was the problem. But not only that


I’ve realized I’ve nearly lost interest in women completely, I don’t care about LTR’s or Slaying. I just need one person in my life who can understand me, a best friend.

On top of all this I’ve noticed how all I care about is ascending. I obsess over surgeries daily that I know I am going to get. But even then since there are so many procedures I want sometimes I doubt I’ll even get them. Like
(Trimax: definitely getting
Supra orbitals: definitely getting
Rhinoplasty: Yes I guess
Infraorbital implants: Yes I guess
Jaw fillers; Maybe
Zygo fillers; Maybe.

And I hate every day where there are multiple girls who show interest in me even tho I’m not GL enough.

tales

 

[CookieGuy]

tales

Not tales.

 

[MoggerM]

There is this girl I was talking too for a while, she would give me ioi’s and she considers me her bestie. We both young but she is religious and under strict family and all that. Last night she calls we with her other female friend. We would usually call once every 2 days but lately I’ve been busier. 30 minutes into calling she says she has to leave, and it’s a little disappointing because I want to know her more. It was a group call on messenger too. I decide to play with with the other girl for a little bit just because we were playing Roblox and I honestly didn’t think much of it, if anything I thought she would be happy at me being friends with her friends because I don’t have any friends. She texts me at 12:00 and starts venting and how it upset her….. I think I was the problem. But not only that


I’ve realized I’ve nearly lost interest in women completely, I don’t care about LTR’s or Slaying. I just need one person in my life who can understand me, a best friend.

On top of all this I’ve noticed how all I care about is ascending. I obsess over surgeries daily that I know I am going to get. But even then since there are so many procedures I want sometimes I doubt I’ll even get them. Like
(Trimax: definitely getting
Supra orbitals: definitely getting
Rhinoplasty: Yes I guess
Infraorbital implants: Yes I guess
Jaw fillers; Maybe
Zygo fillers; Maybe.

And I hate every day where there are multiple girls who show interest in me even tho I’m not GL enough.

Dnr

 

[Vermilioncore]

I’m bout to fuck me a methhead

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

no one cares

My favorite greycel this year

 

[AustrianMogger]

There is this girl I was talking too for a while, she would give me ioi’s and she considers me her bestie. We both young but she is religious and under strict family and all that. Last night she calls we with her other female friend. We would usually call once every 2 days but lately I’ve been busier. 30 minutes into calling she says she has to leave, and it’s a little disappointing because I want to know her more. It was a group call on messenger too. I decide to play with with the other girl for a little bit just because we were playing Roblox and I honestly didn’t think much of it, if anything I thought she would be happy at me being friends with her friends because I don’t have any friends. She texts me at 12:00 and starts venting and how it upset her….. I think I was the problem. But not only that


I’ve realized I’ve nearly lost interest in women completely, I don’t care about LTR’s or Slaying. I just need one person in my life who can understand me, a best friend.

On top of all this I’ve noticed how all I care about is ascending. I obsess over surgeries daily that I know I am going to get. But even then since there are so many procedures I want sometimes I doubt I’ll even get them. Like
(Trimax: definitely getting
Supra orbitals: definitely getting
Rhinoplasty: Yes I guess
Infraorbital implants: Yes I guess
Jaw fillers; Maybe
Zygo fillers; Maybe.

And I hate every day where there are multiple girls who show interest in me even tho I’m not GL enough.

Do i mog you or do you mog me? Can it be that confidence is real?

 

[AustrianMogger]

There is this girl I was talking too for a while, she would give me ioi’s and she considers me her bestie. We both young but she is religious and under strict family and all that. Last night she calls we with her other female friend. We would usually call once every 2 days but lately I’ve been busier. 30 minutes into calling she says she has to leave, and it’s a little disappointing because I want to know her more. It was a group call on messenger too. I decide to play with with the other girl for a little bit just because we were playing Roblox and I honestly didn’t think much of it, if anything I thought she would be happy at me being friends with her friends because I don’t have any friends. She texts me at 12:00 and starts venting and how it upset her….. I think I was the problem. But not only that


I’ve realized I’ve nearly lost interest in women completely, I don’t care about LTR’s or Slaying. I just need one person in my life who can understand me, a best friend.

On top of all this I’ve noticed how all I care about is ascending. I obsess over surgeries daily that I know I am going to get. But even then since there are so many procedures I want sometimes I doubt I’ll even get them. Like
(Trimax: definitely getting
Supra orbitals: definitely getting
Rhinoplasty: Yes I guess
Infraorbital implants: Yes I guess
Jaw fillers; Maybe
Zygo fillers; Maybe.

And I hate every day where there are multiple girls who show interest in me even tho I’m not GL enough.

Also i actually read your post and i think the same i want to get many surgerys but not sure if i can get them all to become 180 cl

 

[truthhurts]

Your best friend is your future surgeon. ‍⚕

 

[AustrianMogger]

Your best friend is your future surgeon. ‍⚕

My father is best friends with rhino surgeon

 

[CookieGuy]

My father is best friends with rhino surgeon

Woah

 

[AustrianMogger]

Woah

Can this help me ?

 

[pirichichuchuchu]

Holy yappatroni
Jk that prbbly means she really likes you

 

[jestor]

But you do realize women are Succubus and only want to drain attractice men, right? The whole "personality" aspect is just a ploy to keep their victims for decades.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Npd ramblings

 

[omnilegent]

its over for you ethniccel not even surgery can save u.

Accept your punishment and go back to sub5 hell

 

[CookieGuy]

its over for you ethniccel not even surgery can save u.

Accept your punishment and go back to sub5 hell

Im
Not the guy in my pfp.I look very white

 

[CookieGuy]

its over for you ethniccel not even surgery can save u.

Accept your punishment and go back to sub5 hell

Leonardo dicaprio was ethnic, so was Johnny depp, so are many PSLs. Nothing wrong with ethnic, it can just turn bad sometimes

 

[NoaA99]

Yeah you fell into the perfection and obsession trap, just like 95% of user here do.
But you’re trying to convince yourself that it’s just about attracting women, when the real issue goes much deeper.

 

[CookieGuy]

Yeah you fell into the perfection and obsession trap, just like 95% of user here do.
But you’re trying to convince yourself that it’s just about attracting women, when the real issue goes much deeper.

What’s this?

 

[DeafOfADiscoDancer]

There is this girl I was talking too for a while, she would give me ioi’s and she considers me her bestie. We both young but she is religious and under strict family and all that. Last night she calls we with her other female friend. We would usually call once every 2 days but lately I’ve been busier. 30 minutes into calling she says she has to leave, and it’s a little disappointing because I want to know her more. It was a group call on messenger too. I decide to play with with the other girl for a little bit just because we were playing Roblox and I honestly didn’t think much of it, if anything I thought she would be happy at me being friends with her friends because I don’t have any friends. She texts me at 12:00 and starts venting and how it upset her….. I think I was the problem. But not only that


I’ve realized I’ve nearly lost interest in women completely, I don’t care about LTR’s or Slaying. I just need one person in my life who can understand me, a best friend.

On top of all this I’ve noticed how all I care about is ascending. I obsess over surgeries daily that I know I am going to get. But even then since there are so many procedures I want sometimes I doubt I’ll even get them. Like
(Trimax: definitely getting
Supra orbitals: definitely getting
Rhinoplasty: Yes I guess
Infraorbital implants: Yes I guess
Jaw fillers; Maybe
Zygo fillers; Maybe.

And I hate every day where there are multiple girls who show interest in me even tho I’m not GL enough.

lowkey probably best for you to spend a lot less time on this site, ruining ur mental health. care about that over everything else

 

[GhostBoySwag]

There is this girl I was talking too for a while, she would give me ioi’s and she considers me her bestie. We both young but she is religious and under strict family and all that. Last night she calls we with her other female friend. We would usually call once every 2 days but lately I’ve been busier. 30 minutes into calling she says she has to leave, and it’s a little disappointing because I want to know her more. It was a group call on messenger too. I decide to play with with the other girl for a little bit just because we were playing Roblox and I honestly didn’t think much of it, if anything I thought she would be happy at me being friends with her friends because I don’t have any friends. She texts me at 12:00 and starts venting and how it upset her….. I think I was the problem. But not only that


I’ve realized I’ve nearly lost interest in women completely, I don’t care about LTR’s or Slaying. I just need one person in my life who can understand me, a best friend.

On top of all this I’ve noticed how all I care about is ascending. I obsess over surgeries daily that I know I am going to get. But even then since there are so many procedures I want sometimes I doubt I’ll even get them. Like
(Trimax: definitely getting
Supra orbitals: definitely getting
Rhinoplasty: Yes I guess
Infraorbital implants: Yes I guess
Jaw fillers; Maybe
Zygo fillers; Maybe.

And I hate every day where there are multiple girls who show interest in me even tho I’m not GL enough.

this proves how this forum is making everyone in here a loser and just brainrott people

 

[GhostBoySwag]

lowkey probably best for you to spend a lot less time on this site, ruining ur mental health. care about that over everything else

yeah and this, i mean om on this site and it hasnt really effected my mental health other than how i see how 70-80% woman just go for looks rather than personality

 

[NoaA99]

What’s this?

It means constantly seeking ways to maximise something about you but feeling like it's never enough, even after achieving objective success or reaching initial goals, like finding a gf.
This endless pursuit eventually backfires, a sole focus on external perfection just masks underlying insecurities/ psychological issues, that won’t be resolved by gaining more attention from women.
Your self-reflection becomes distorted and you end up convincing yourself that you're doing all of this for rational or understandable reasons.
In reality though, you just miss to tackle the core problem.

Just take a look at ascended and successful user here.
Most are just as insecure about themselves as pre ascension, despite the regular external validation.

 

[CookieGuy]

It means constantly seeking ways to maximise something about you but feeling like it's never enough, even after achieving objective success or reaching initial goals, like finding a gf.
This endless pursuit eventually backfires, a sole focus on external perfection just masks underlying insecurities/ psychological issues, that won’t be resolved by gaining more attention from women.
Your self-reflection becomes distorted and you end up convincing yourself that you're doing all of this for rational or understandable reasons.
In reality though, you just miss to tackle the core problem.

Just take a look at ascended and successful user here.
Most are just as insecure about themselves as pre ascension, despite the regular external validation.

Whenever I like someone they turn into a Stacy in my eyes and I feel like I’m never enough

 

[Carbine]

Whenever I like someone they turn into a Stacy in my eyes and I feel like I’m never enough

Chadlite puts mtb on pedestal

 

[CookieGuy]

Chadlite puts mtb on pedestal

Why is this? Why does it happen?