I'm A Predator

[greenboat]

I've been without healthy social interaction for too long. Now, every time someone so much as breathes in my direction, I'll find myself searching for their social media and trying to learn as much as possible about them. And because I'm so autistic, any sort of "friendship" that developed fizzles out very quickly. When people here complain about not having a girlfriend or female interaction, it's sort of mind boggling to me. I don't even have one close friend. I don't know how to talk to people and because I'm a subhuman, no one makes the effort to interact with me. Forget women, other guys can smell my autism from miles away. It hurts the most to hear random people in class exchanging numbers and having conversations about their hobbies and interests. I imagine that every time I look at someone (like in class or public transit), they're seeing a beggar or predator watching them. That's the sort of impression I have. Of course my bad genetics are to blame but there is something else I lack. Regardless, It's Over.

 

[stuckneworleans]

I'm in the exact same situation as you bro, it's over for us