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my oneitis wasnt just not attracted to me. she was literally repulsed by me, she couldnt stand my presence. she was like the nicest girl in the world and i was able to bring her worst self out just by existing. and to make things worse, i was persistant with her, that really was the final straw.
because she had suggested i just left but nope, i found an excuse to stick around even though it was clearly over. Maybe if i had done as she wanted she would have kept me around as her good loyal pet. But i have this disease of refusing to lose which has ruined my life.
To her i was an annoying, ugly ethnic subhuman with 0 self awareness. But you know what? i DESERVED it for being dellusional. I deserved everything that happened to me because im emotional and retarded. I should have died when i attempted suicide a few months before meeting her. But nope, i survived and things got sooooooo much better, didnt they?
because she had suggested i just left but nope, i found an excuse to stick around even though it was clearly over. Maybe if i had done as she wanted she would have kept me around as her good loyal pet. But i have this disease of refusing to lose which has ruined my life.
To her i was an annoying, ugly ethnic subhuman with 0 self awareness. But you know what? i DESERVED it for being dellusional. I deserved everything that happened to me because im emotional and retarded. I should have died when i attempted suicide a few months before meeting her. But nope, i survived and things got sooooooo much better, didnt they?
