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Fml I fucked up big time today because of my autism. It was my final day at collage and I got my degree , but because I have this thing about me that makes it so when things go very well for me i get super depressed and become negative (idk wtf is wrong with me, it is what it is) so I came back home in a super shit mood and started going full blackpill on my parents ranting about how it's over for me, that I'm a mentaly ill subhuman and shit like that. So it turns out my mom wanted to make me a party but I just fucked up her whole day by going on a crazy blackpill rant,she legit started crying at the end. My dad just left the house in the middle of my rant too jfl. The worst thing is it turns out it was her birthday (tbh I had 0 idea) and she took some of the things I said very personaly. She just came to me room 2 hours later and told me she is done with me and when I leave ( I was planing to move in with my friends for a bit) I shouldn't come back. She also sugested I should be put in a mental institution jfl, at this point my dad is the only person in my family who actually likes me, he is super chill even after this whole clusterfuck. How the fuck do I stop myself from nuking my own life, I legit just probably lost a ton of money and support from my parents for literally no reason.
Tldr: went on a blackpill rant and made my mom cry on her birthday.
Tldr: went on a blackpill rant and made my mom cry on her birthday.