Neonsit0
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For the last YEARS I've in love with this girl (Javi), not that every year I'm in love with her, I just feel attracted to her. (first three paragraphs are just context, skip to the fourth one if you don't need it)
Last month I felt unusually attracted to her, in love type shit, so I started talking more to her, the weird part was that she also started talking more to me.
At first, I just thought that she was being nice to me or something, then I started thinking about the possibility that she was also in love with me.
We started to talk in classes, sometimes talk during dinner, little things like that.
Last tuesday, I went to the mall with friend1 (male), friend2 (female) and Javi (ofc female). Both friends 1 and 2 had to got because they were late for their classes, so I stayed alone with Javi, we started talking but nothing more, we walked from the mall to her bus stop and then we said goodbye to each other with a hug | ngl I felt like if I was going to die right there cuz I was so fucking nervous.
That day when I got to my home, friend1 sent me messages that Javi said to him ''I opened my arms and he hugged MEEE'' ''he's a love'' ''he smells so good I can't even think straight'' and stuff like that. When I read that shit I deadass fainted out for like 10 minutes
and at that moment we both knew we were in love with each other
Btw all this was just the context for what Im about to say. Yesterday, friend1 grabbed me like if I was a sack of sand because Javi wanted to talk with me and I was so fucking embarrased that not matter what she was going to say I was NOT going but since he's like x3 times stronger than me I couldn't do shit, than, Javi grabbed me by the arm and we went to another (more private) space.
We started talking that we both know that we're in love with each other, everyone knows it but still we try to make it look like its fake — tbf I dont remeber any of this I deadass was in shock and about to faint again — I just know that we ended up being ''casi algo'' and she told me if everything went good, we would be a couple by the next month probably.
I say that I'm afraid to fuck this up because FIRST DAY we're something more than friends I left her on delivered for EIGHT HOURS
wasn't purposely cuz I fell asleep but I'm afraid if I keep doing little things like that she might get really mad with me and I'll fuck this up.
If you read it, THANKS
Last month I felt unusually attracted to her, in love type shit, so I started talking more to her, the weird part was that she also started talking more to me.
At first, I just thought that she was being nice to me or something, then I started thinking about the possibility that she was also in love with me.
We started to talk in classes, sometimes talk during dinner, little things like that.
Last tuesday, I went to the mall with friend1 (male), friend2 (female) and Javi (ofc female). Both friends 1 and 2 had to got because they were late for their classes, so I stayed alone with Javi, we started talking but nothing more, we walked from the mall to her bus stop and then we said goodbye to each other with a hug | ngl I felt like if I was going to die right there cuz I was so fucking nervous.
That day when I got to my home, friend1 sent me messages that Javi said to him ''I opened my arms and he hugged MEEE'' ''he's a love'' ''he smells so good I can't even think straight'' and stuff like that. When I read that shit I deadass fainted out for like 10 minutes
and at that moment we both knew we were in love with each otherBtw all this was just the context for what Im about to say. Yesterday, friend1 grabbed me like if I was a sack of sand because Javi wanted to talk with me and I was so fucking embarrased that not matter what she was going to say I was NOT going
but since he's like x3 times stronger than me I couldn't do shit, than, Javi grabbed me by the arm and we went to another (more private) space. We started talking that we both know that we're in love with each other, everyone knows it but still we try to make it look like its fake — tbf I dont remeber any of this I deadass was in shock and about to faint again — I just know that we ended up being ''casi algo'' and she told me if everything went good, we would be a couple by the next month probably.
I say that I'm afraid to fuck this up because FIRST DAY we're something more than friends I left her on delivered for EIGHT HOURS
wasn't purposely cuz I fell asleep but I'm afraid if I keep doing little things like that she might get really mad with me and I'll fuck this up.If you read it, THANKS
