I'm an ugly girl

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Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
 
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Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
Best of luck
 
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omg so true marry me
 
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Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
Just ignore the shit and try to enjoy other aspects of life
 
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Schizo man
 
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Dnrd @Gengar ban this foid sir
 
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Foid deteced
 
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Then he should have written a more logical title.
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@homovirgin madarchod
 
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Not a foid just a faggot
 
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Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
I delight in her Suffering.
 
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Not true please marry me
 
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Niggers negros cannot be this retarded negrito :forcedsmile::feelsohgod:
 
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Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
U a girl?:ogre:
 
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Oh :lul:
 
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Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
woman woman 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️marry me baby
 
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woman woman 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️marry me baby
@JeanneDArcAlter you have no other choice to or else ill find u and do what indians do to foreigner women who are alone
 
Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
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Please just kill every retard the torment is too much niggers reptilians being too spared!
 
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scammer fucking kill urself whore i hope you uave the worst year of your fucking life u little shit i hope u get doxxed and get fucked in ur little hole u whore fuck u fucking bitch u should die now
Ill show face in dms (im white not filipina)
 
Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
Jfl you have it easier than the average Indian curry boy, stop complaining
 
Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
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Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
Lies lies lies,there is always an offy doffy normie out there,there a lot of ugly old women whom earned millions in porn never believe a women complaining it is bogus
 
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Not entirely sure why I wanted to share this with the world, I think I just needed to vent it out to the world because I would just make all my peers uncomfortable. I'm ugly, and it kills me sometimes. Boys were never interested in me. Up to now they will often ask out my prettier friends right in front of me. Either that or entirely ignore my existence while trying to get my friends' attention. It's not as if I want those boys in particular to seek my attention out my attention too, but I'd rather not have them treat me like a cockroach in the way of their possible fling when I was only just mid-conversation with the girl they're trying to talk to. In elementary I'd stare at myself in the mirror wondering why I wasn't as pretty as other girls, until it finally hit me; my nose. When I was little, girls would always tell me how big my nose was, and I never felt insulted by it, until I realized how I was viewed by other people because of it. I'm Filipino-American, if you were wondering. We naturally have wide noses. Sometimes people will mistake me for a boy, they will always ask me my gender. When I was seven, I was confronted by a McDonald's employee in the women's bathroom, asking if I were a man. Me, with my teal glittery butterfly shirt. Asked if I were a man. They mean no harm in it, but I would always get hurt by their questions. I suppose it wasn't so bad when I was younger, but as I got older the more I realized how unconventional my looks really were. And no matter how I tried to modify my appearance, nothing ever worked. 'I looked like a boy with short hair; okay, I'll grow it out'-- the first day I walked into my middle school with my long hair, that was the first time I was blatantly called ugly. Suppose it's because people finally recognized me as a girl. My eyebrows were thick, bushy, and angry-looking, so I trimmed them down-- it affected how my facial proportions looked, and somehow made my jaw look longer and more masculine than it already was. I tried every Tiktok beauty trend, to no avail. Gloss, eyeliner, all kinds of lipstick colors, mascara, lash extensions, prominent eyebags, no eyebags-- makeup just made me look like I was trying too hard; I looked uglier. Just today I went to Walmart and tried on a gorgeous dress, only to find that I looked like my uncle in drag. My conventionally attractive friends would always tell me I was beautiful, and I appreciate their compliments immensely. But it made me realize how only girls will ever recognize me as beautiful. Every time they'd complain about constantly getting attention from men, I couldn't help but go green with envy. It's gotten to the point where I would treasure any male attention I get. Even harassment made me feel validated and I know it's absolutely sickening and sad, but it's the only instances where I've genuinely felt wanted, desired. Anyways, I'm sorry that this was a long fruitless rant about how I will never be perceived as pretty because of the euro-centric beauty standards in the US. Hopefully someone like me will see this post and feel seen.
Get your butt off this site you vagina having butthole.

Vaginas make me sick, eeewwww!

You and that vagina.
 
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Get your butt off this site you vagina having butthole.

Vaginas make me sick, eeewwww!

You and that vagina.
Oldcel cannot comprehend what copying and pasting a story from reddit is
 
Oldcel cannot comprehend what copying and pasting a story from reddit is
Go make a photocopy of your vagina with the printer at your local library. Just take your panties and pantaloons off then straddle the machine like you're riding a horse.
 
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DNR, you’re a foid. Opinions rejected.
 
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Go make a photocopy of your vagina with the printer at your local library. Just take your panties and pantaloons off then straddle the machine like you're riding a horse.
Pretending Season 5 GIF by The Simpsons
 

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