I’m basically in a constant fugue state

[Pikabro]

I don’t pay attention to any of my problems or my surroundings etc etc I just go on autopilot like an NPC. I always forget about future plans and so on. Stress or urgency kicks in occasionally then I wake up and take action, which if it’s a change to my routine usually dissolves into a daily rotation I half ass and stop doing at the first obstacle/change.

I’m sure a lot of you can understand to some extent, I tend to see people on this forum who are disconnected from reality like they’re not even awake or alive

 

[gribsufer1]

i felt like this but i took bacl control