try2beme
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TLDR: My family is all women. They have much more frequent relationships than me and i hate it
I met my ex the summer of 22. She was the main girl to me even until now despite me rotting and being highly depressive. until now shes more or less the most important woman for me, because shes mtb-htb and innocent/HQNP which is not possible to replace, especially for someone like me unless i want an ugly girl
Sure i went on random dates or whatever and had fleeting crushes on any girl who gives me attention but when youre as non nt as me, u can only really have one girl who likes ur personality and who u are. She knows of my addictions, my traumas, and i always spoke my mind to her.
While i have been fixated on the same girl for a long time, the girl before that was for 2+ years long, so its clear im loyal and stick with one person in the long run
Now if we use the same time frame for women in my family, while i was focussed on that ONE girl since 2022 summer until now ….
My sister had 4 boyfriends
My AUTISTIC female cousin had 3 boyfriends
My other female cousin had 2 boyfriends (mirin hqnp)
Women actually make me feel like a failure, why cant i have bitchless brothers. Women all around me have it so easy and unlimited options and opportunities. God forbid i touch upon the even worse subject of social circles and friendships
I met my ex the summer of 22. She was the main girl to me even until now despite me rotting and being highly depressive. until now shes more or less the most important woman for me, because shes mtb-htb and innocent/HQNP which is not possible to replace, especially for someone like me unless i want an ugly girl
Sure i went on random dates or whatever and had fleeting crushes on any girl who gives me attention but when youre as non nt as me, u can only really have one girl who likes ur personality and who u are. She knows of my addictions, my traumas, and i always spoke my mind to her.
While i have been fixated on the same girl for a long time, the girl before that was for 2+ years long, so its clear im loyal and stick with one person in the long run
Now if we use the same time frame for women in my family, while i was focussed on that ONE girl since 2022 summer until now ….
My sister had 4 boyfriends
My AUTISTIC female cousin had 3 boyfriends
My other female cousin had 2 boyfriends (mirin hqnp)
Women actually make me feel like a failure, why cant i have bitchless brothers. Women all around me have it so easy and unlimited options and opportunities. God forbid i touch upon the even worse subject of social circles and friendships