imabetanumale
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I think the blackpill cant be tolerated by everyone...
Since i discovered the blackpill in youtube by watching first redpilled videos at 14 im feeling depressed, also maybe it could be that st the same time i was using isotretinoin for acne and that medication has depression as a side effect,I stopped taking it before completing the treatment.Now im 16 and still feel depressed although i take SSRI but i lowered the dose becuase i couldnt fap and fap is one of the best copes for me.I dropped high school because of my social anxiety and now im a NEET that dosnt want anything with life,im comfy in my house and dont want to live life anymore i just want to be in my house and dont leave,i dont feel motivation or desire to have a life because i think 24/7 about that i will not be truly loved because of my looks and the only future with a woman thats wait for me is beign a betabuxx to a used by many chads woman that doesnt love me and is settling for me or non even that,maybe i will alone forever because of my null desire to live.
Any advice on how to overcome this?
Have you overcome a similar situation?
Since i discovered the blackpill in youtube by watching first redpilled videos at 14 im feeling depressed, also maybe it could be that st the same time i was using isotretinoin for acne and that medication has depression as a side effect,I stopped taking it before completing the treatment.Now im 16 and still feel depressed although i take SSRI but i lowered the dose becuase i couldnt fap and fap is one of the best copes for me.I dropped high school because of my social anxiety and now im a NEET that dosnt want anything with life,im comfy in my house and dont want to live life anymore i just want to be in my house and dont leave,i dont feel motivation or desire to have a life because i think 24/7 about that i will not be truly loved because of my looks and the only future with a woman thats wait for me is beign a betabuxx to a used by many chads woman that doesnt love me and is settling for me or non even that,maybe i will alone forever because of my null desire to live.
Any advice on how to overcome this?
Have you overcome a similar situation?