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I started consuming blackpill content in october and even though I think it'll be good for me in the long term, since having this knowledge is really useful, it has ruined my mental health for the past 4 months. I've had crazy mood swings (although tbf I already did before) and at times I've felt completely hopeless, depressed or even suicidal. there have been a few days when, for example, I was bored, I had nothing to do, so I watched a tails video. day (or even week) ruined, and I start rotting bc I don't see the point anymore in doing anything. I'm gonna stop consuming bp content or reading this forum, I know most things I need to know and being here does to me much more harm than good. and if I need to learn anything about looksmaxxing, I can just search it on youtube or this forum, skipping the suifuel blackpill content.

I have to work to become the best version of myself. I'm not gonna kms bc I wanna live even though I've felt like shit lately, and I'm not gonna ldar forever. And deep down I know that my height (5'5", 4.5" below avg in my country) isn't my only problem, but also being non NT, late bloomer (I'm 20 rn, and yes in my experience it has been a disadvantage), wasting my teen years playing video games, not socialising nearly as much as I could have, not giving a shit about my clothes or hair... yes, I'm very genetically disadvantaged and probably mentally ill, but I'm not gonna give up. and if I ever can afford it, I'll consider getting LL.

Last thing I wanna add: the main reason why the blackpill has made me depressed af isn't that life isn't fair (water), that "chads" have it easier or thinking that I'll remain virgin forever despite trying; again, deep down I've always known this wouldn't be true if I actually tried, I'm not ugly, I have htn potential after looksmaxxing, yeah I'll never slay stacies but it is what it is. it's feeling like I'm a genetic failure, it doesn't matter if we have absolutely zero control over our genetics, it made me feel like shit. our value, from a biological perspective, is tied to our genes and therefore I have no reason to live, is what I thought some days. it was mentally devastating. being pretty much socially isolated since september doesn't help either. I legit believed that it doesn't matter how much I work, I will never be happy, have the life I want or be who I wanna be.

tomorrow I'm going to the gym after 3 weeks of rotting. I'm deleting the account later today, maybe in the future I'll come back once I'm not mentally insane
 
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I started consuming blackpill content in october and even though I think it'll be good for me in the long term, since having this knowledge is really useful, it has ruined my mental health for the past 4 months. I've had crazy mood swings (although tbf I already did before) and at times I've felt completely hopeless, depressed or even suicidal. there have been a few days when, for example, I was bored, I had nothing to do, so I watched a tails video. day (or even week) ruined, and I start rotting bc I don't see the point anymore in doing anything. I'm gonna stop consuming bp content or reading this forum, I know most things I need to know and being here does to me much more harm than good. and if I need to learn anything about looksmaxxing, I can just search it on youtube or this forum, skipping the suifuel blackpill content.

I have to work to become the best version of myself. I'm not gonna kms bc I wanna live even though I've felt like shit lately, and I'm not gonna ldar forever. And deep down I know that my height (5'5", 4.5" below avg in my country) isn't my only problem, but also being non NT, late bloomer (I'm 20 rn, and yes in my experience it has been a disadvantage), wasting my teen years playing video games, not socialising nearly as much as I could have, not giving a shit about my clothes or hair... yes, I'm very genetically disadvantaged and probably mentally ill, but I'm not gonna give up. and if I ever can afford it, I'll consider getting LL.

Last thing I wanna add: the main reason why the blackpill has made me depressed af isn't that life isn't fair (water), that "chads" have it easier or thinking that I'll remain virgin forever despite trying; again, deep down I've always known this wouldn't be true if I actually tried, I'm not ugly, I have htn potential after looksmaxxing, yeah I'll never slay stacies but it is what it is. it's feeling like I'm a genetic failure, it doesn't matter if we have absolutely zero control over our genetics, it made me feel like shit. our value, from a biological perspective, is tied to our genes and therefore I have no reason to live, is what I thought some days. it was mentally devastating. being pretty much socially isolated since september doesn't help either. I legit believed that it doesn't matter how much I work, I will never be happy, have the life I want or be who I wanna be.

tomorrow I'm going to the gym after 3 weeks of rotting. I'm deleting the account later today, maybe in the future I'll come back once I'm not mentally insane
Good luck!

And c u back here tomorrow! :feelsokman:
 
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I started consuming blackpill content in october and even though I think it'll be good for me in the long term, since having this knowledge is really useful, it has ruined my mental health for the past 4 months. I've had crazy mood swings (although tbf I already did before) and at times I've felt completely hopeless, depressed or even suicidal. there have been a few days when, for example, I was bored, I had nothing to do, so I watched a tails video. day (or even week) ruined, and I start rotting bc I don't see the point anymore in doing anything. I'm gonna stop consuming bp content or reading this forum, I know most things I need to know and being here does to me much more harm than good. and if I need to learn anything about looksmaxxing, I can just search it on youtube or this forum, skipping the suifuel blackpill content.

I have to work to become the best version of myself. I'm not gonna kms bc I wanna live even though I've felt like shit lately, and I'm not gonna ldar forever. And deep down I know that my height (5'5", 4.5" below avg in my country) isn't my only problem, but also being non NT, late bloomer (I'm 20 rn, and yes in my experience it has been a disadvantage), wasting my teen years playing video games, not socialising nearly as much as I could have, not giving a shit about my clothes or hair... yes, I'm very genetically disadvantaged and probably mentally ill, but I'm not gonna give up. and if I ever can afford it, I'll consider getting LL.

Last thing I wanna add: the main reason why the blackpill has made me depressed af isn't that life isn't fair (water), that "chads" have it easier or thinking that I'll remain virgin forever despite trying; again, deep down I've always known this wouldn't be true if I actually tried, I'm not ugly, I have htn potential after looksmaxxing, yeah I'll never slay stacies but it is what it is. it's feeling like I'm a genetic failure, it doesn't matter if we have absolutely zero control over our genetics, it made me feel like shit. our value, from a biological perspective, is tied to our genes and therefore I have no reason to live, is what I thought some days. it was mentally devastating. being pretty much socially isolated since september doesn't help either. I legit believed that it doesn't matter how much I work, I will never be happy, have the life I want or be who I wanna be.

tomorrow I'm going to the gym after 3 weeks of rotting. I'm deleting the account later today, maybe in the future I'll come back once I'm not mentally insane
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I started consuming blackpill content in october and even though I think it'll be good for me in the long term, since having this knowledge is really useful, it has ruined my mental health for the past 4 months. I've had crazy mood swings (although tbf I already did before) and at times I've felt completely hopeless, depressed or even suicidal. there have been a few days when, for example, I was bored, I had nothing to do, so I watched a tails video. day (or even week) ruined, and I start rotting bc I don't see the point anymore in doing anything. I'm gonna stop consuming bp content or reading this forum, I know most things I need to know and being here does to me much more harm than good. and if I need to learn anything about looksmaxxing, I can just search it on youtube or this forum, skipping the suifuel blackpill content.

I have to work to become the best version of myself. I'm not gonna kms bc I wanna live even though I've felt like shit lately, and I'm not gonna ldar forever. And deep down I know that my height (5'5", 4.5" below avg in my country) isn't my only problem, but also being non NT, late bloomer (I'm 20 rn, and yes in my experience it has been a disadvantage), wasting my teen years playing video games, not socialising nearly as much as I could have, not giving a shit about my clothes or hair... yes, I'm very genetically disadvantaged and probably mentally ill, but I'm not gonna give up. and if I ever can afford it, I'll consider getting LL.

Last thing I wanna add: the main reason why the blackpill has made me depressed af isn't that life isn't fair (water), that "chads" have it easier or thinking that I'll remain virgin forever despite trying; again, deep down I've always known this wouldn't be true if I actually tried, I'm not ugly, I have htn potential after looksmaxxing, yeah I'll never slay stacies but it is what it is. it's feeling like I'm a genetic failure, it doesn't matter if we have absolutely zero control over our genetics, it made me feel like shit. our value, from a biological perspective, is tied to our genes and therefore I have no reason to live, is what I thought some days. it was mentally devastating. being pretty much socially isolated since september doesn't help either. I legit believed that it doesn't matter how much I work, I will never be happy, have the life I want or be who I wanna be.

tomorrow I'm going to the gym after 3 weeks of rotting. I'm deleting the account later today, maybe in the future I'll come back once I'm not mentally insane
what was wrong with being here though

u can hit gym and still lurk .org
 
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Good luck and see you tommorow
 
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I started consuming blackpill content in october and even though I think it'll be good for me in the long term, since having this knowledge is really useful, it has ruined my mental health for the past 4 months. I've had crazy mood swings (although tbf I already did before) and at times I've felt completely hopeless, depressed or even suicidal. there have been a few days when, for example, I was bored, I had nothing to do, so I watched a tails video. day (or even week) ruined, and I start rotting bc I don't see the point anymore in doing anything. I'm gonna stop consuming bp content or reading this forum, I know most things I need to know and being here does to me much more harm than good. and if I need to learn anything about looksmaxxing, I can just search it on youtube or this forum, skipping the suifuel blackpill content.

I have to work to become the best version of myself. I'm not gonna kms bc I wanna live even though I've felt like shit lately, and I'm not gonna ldar forever. And deep down I know that my height (5'5", 4.5" below avg in my country) isn't my only problem, but also being non NT, late bloomer (I'm 20 rn, and yes in my experience it has been a disadvantage), wasting my teen years playing video games, not socialising nearly as much as I could have, not giving a shit about my clothes or hair... yes, I'm very genetically disadvantaged and probably mentally ill, but I'm not gonna give up. and if I ever can afford it, I'll consider getting LL.

Last thing I wanna add: the main reason why the blackpill has made me depressed af isn't that life isn't fair (water), that "chads" have it easier or thinking that I'll remain virgin forever despite trying; again, deep down I've always known this wouldn't be true if I actually tried, I'm not ugly, I have htn potential after looksmaxxing, yeah I'll never slay stacies but it is what it is. it's feeling like I'm a genetic failure, it doesn't matter if we have absolutely zero control over our genetics, it made me feel like shit. our value, from a biological perspective, is tied to our genes and therefore I have no reason to live, is what I thought some days. it was mentally devastating. being pretty much socially isolated since september doesn't help either. I legit believed that it doesn't matter how much I work, I will never be happy, have the life I want or be who I wanna be.

tomorrow I'm going to the gym after 3 weeks of rotting. I'm deleting the account later today, maybe in the future I'll come back once I'm not mentally insane
I've quite alcohol and smoking but my addiction to this site is harder then either of those


Farewell space cowboy
 
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what was wrong with being here though

u can hit gym and still lurk .org
incels like us who dont leavew ouyr rooms need this. BTW, i saw my 5'7 truecel SEA friend with infinite fizz pull a whhite mtb. Been dating for months
 
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I started consuming blackpill content in october and even though I think it'll be good for me in the long term, since having this knowledge is really useful, it has ruined my mental health for the past 4 months. I've had crazy mood swings (although tbf I already did before) and at times I've felt completely hopeless, depressed or even suicidal. there have been a few days when, for example, I was bored, I had nothing to do, so I watched a tails video. day (or even week) ruined, and I start rotting bc I don't see the point anymore in doing anything. I'm gonna stop consuming bp content or reading this forum, I know most things I need to know and being here does to me much more harm than good. and if I need to learn anything about looksmaxxing, I can just search it on youtube or this forum, skipping the suifuel blackpill content.

I have to work to become the best version of myself. I'm not gonna kms bc I wanna live even though I've felt like shit lately, and I'm not gonna ldar forever. And deep down I know that my height (5'5", 4.5" below avg in my country) isn't my only problem, but also being non NT, late bloomer (I'm 20 rn, and yes in my experience it has been a disadvantage), wasting my teen years playing video games, not socialising nearly as much as I could have, not giving a shit about my clothes or hair... yes, I'm very genetically disadvantaged and probably mentally ill, but I'm not gonna give up. and if I ever can afford it, I'll consider getting LL.

Last thing I wanna add: the main reason why the blackpill has made me depressed af isn't that life isn't fair (water), that "chads" have it easier or thinking that I'll remain virgin forever despite trying; again, deep down I've always known this wouldn't be true if I actually tried, I'm not ugly, I have htn potential after looksmaxxing, yeah I'll never slay stacies but it is what it is. it's feeling like I'm a genetic failure, it doesn't matter if we have absolutely zero control over our genetics, it made me feel like shit. our value, from a biological perspective, is tied to our genes and therefore I have no reason to live, is what I thought some days. it was mentally devastating. being pretty much socially isolated since september doesn't help either. I legit believed that it doesn't matter how much I work, I will never be happy, have the life I want or be who I wanna be.

tomorrow I'm going to the gym after 3 weeks of rotting. I'm deleting the account later today, maybe in the future I'll come back once I'm not mentally insane
1 year of gym + a few testosterone cycles after that (obviously you need your hair to be long and beautiful, that’s why you are using RU and MK677) would increase your SMV tremendously. I can’t really defend the age-old retarded saying of ‘bro, its not about your height; its your lacking confidence and game!’ because I’ve been short 3/4 of high school and I understand. You shouldn’t buy into the whole genetic determinism shit. Blackpill should be looked as an philosophy rather than a practical way of thinking.

Act as a bluepiller, do as a redpiller, think as a blackpiller.
 
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incels like us who dont leavew ouyr rooms need this. BTW, i saw my 5'7 truecel SEA friend with infinite fizz pull a whhite mtb. Been dating for months
nah no way bro cant be trucel tier

better looking than @thecel ?
 
incels like us who dont leavew ouyr rooms need this. BTW, i saw my 5'7 truecel SEA friend with infinite fizz pull a whhite mtb. Been dating for months
I haven't been outside in months I can only assume 6'3 guys with chad faces can slay everyone else is fucked
 
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Your high IQ don’t delete
 
incels like us who dont leavew ouyr rooms need this. BTW, i saw my 5'7 truecel SEA friend with infinite fizz pull a whhite mtb. Been dating for months
i believe that, its exactly what i was saying in the other thread ntmaxx and stop mentally cockblocking urself with phenopill bs and u will slay
 
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nah no way bro cant be trucel tier

better looking than @thecel ?
Same level bc he has worse pheno (very dark) and acne scars. Maybe a bit better
 
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Fix what u need to and come back whenever ur ready, don't delete ur account just take a break king
 
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i believe that, its exactly what i was saying in the other thread ntmaxx and stop mentally cockblocking urself with phenopill bs and u will slay
Ive given up on nt this year after I bulk and cut and get bonesmashing gains so maybve my next august i can try going outside again
 
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Ive given up on nt this year after I bulk and cut and get bonesmashing gains so maybve my next august i can try going outside again
ur just lazy and afraid bro go out rn ur losing out on valuable time in college
 
ur just lazy and afraid bro go out rn ur losing out on valuable time in college
i am lazy and afraid and im a 2nd year so its too ahrd anyways i might as well just gymcel and l;ooksmax hard and prepare a good base for surgery
 
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i am lazy and afraid and im a 2nd year so its too ahrd anyways i might as well just gymcel and l;ooksmax hard and prepare a good base for surgery
okay as long as ur actually working on something and not just rotting here
 
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:ROFLMAO: ever since I've been on this fucking website, I see dudes and in my head I think "oh yea he's a high tier normie", "he'd be better without that ugly ass UEE", "ITS OVER for him, he should rope". This forum slowly is turning to me to a fucking PSL Autist which I never thought I'd become. It has the best advice to make a man look better and helps you ascend with the actual detailed info but my mental is fucking fried being addicted to this site.
 
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:ROFLMAO: ever since I've been on this fucking website, I see dudes and in my head I think "oh yea he's a high tier normie", "he'd be better without that ugly ass UEE", "ITS OVER for him, he should rope". This forum slowly is turning to me to a fucking PSL Autist which I never thought I'd become. It has the best advice to make a man look better and helps you ascend with the actual detailed info but my mental is fucking fried being addicted to this site.
read this: https://looksmax.org/threads/looksmax-org-is-a-brainwash.667504/
 
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:ROFLMAO: ever since I've been on this fucking website, I see dudes and in my head I think "oh yea he's a high tier normie", "he'd be better without that ugly ass UEE", "ITS OVER for him, he should rope". This forum slowly is turning to me to a fucking PSL Autist which I never thought I'd become. It has the best advice to make a man look better and helps you ascend with the actual detailed info but my mental is fucking fried being addicted to this site.
There are people who say it is over if ur 6'7 and 7 psl. It really affects people's mental health in a very negative way. Since I started interacting on this website my brain chemistry, function, IQ has come to a decrease. It has got to the point where my autism is forming from all this comments I didn't deserve...
 
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I started consuming blackpill content in october and even though I think it'll be good for me in the long term, since having this knowledge is really useful, it has ruined my mental health for the past 4 months. I've had crazy mood swings (although tbf I already did before) and at times I've felt completely hopeless, depressed or even suicidal. there have been a few days when, for example, I was bored, I had nothing to do, so I watched a tails video. day (or even week) ruined, and I start rotting bc I don't see the point anymore in doing anything. I'm gonna stop consuming bp content or reading this forum, I know most things I need to know and being here does to me much more harm than good. and if I need to learn anything about looksmaxxing, I can just search it on youtube or this forum, skipping the suifuel blackpill content.

I have to work to become the best version of myself. I'm not gonna kms bc I wanna live even though I've felt like shit lately, and I'm not gonna ldar forever. And deep down I know that my height (5'5", 4.5" below avg in my country) isn't my only problem, but also being non NT, late bloomer (I'm 20 rn, and yes in my experience it has been a disadvantage), wasting my teen years playing video games, not socialising nearly as much as I could have, not giving a shit about my clothes or hair... yes, I'm very genetically disadvantaged and probably mentally ill, but I'm not gonna give up. and if I ever can afford it, I'll consider getting LL.

Last thing I wanna add: the main reason why the blackpill has made me depressed af isn't that life isn't fair (water), that "chads" have it easier or thinking that I'll remain virgin forever despite trying; again, deep down I've always known this wouldn't be true if I actually tried, I'm not ugly, I have htn potential after looksmaxxing, yeah I'll never slay stacies but it is what it is. it's feeling like I'm a genetic failure, it doesn't matter if we have absolutely zero control over our genetics, it made me feel like shit. our value, from a biological perspective, is tied to our genes and therefore I have no reason to live, is what I thought some days. it was mentally devastating. being pretty much socially isolated since september doesn't help either. I legit believed that it doesn't matter how much I work, I will never be happy, have the life I want or be who I wanna be.

tomorrow I'm going to the gym after 3 weeks of rotting. I'm deleting the account later today, maybe in the future I'll come back once I'm not mentally insane
see you tomorrow
 
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leanmax is biggest looksmax. Ate a 700grams of cake, shit ton of calories. Need to hop on starvemaxxing
 
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I'll miss you. Remember me, sometimes.
 
See you next week.
 
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good luck homie. i usually just browse this forum for 30 minutes every night for fun. u can still browse the forum without rotting here 24/7
 
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nooooo please don't leave dude

oh wait you're ethnic, ok cya
 
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I am a loser and I like being one, bhai.
I am looksmaxxing and moneymaxxing hard but I wanna remain a loser. That's what I like, JFL.

Anyways, good luck to you. Hope you ascend.
 

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