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Just feeling like dirt honestly.

I was with my girl yesterday and looking at her. Then looking at myself and seeing how much better looking I am than her. Than I was like damn, I really couldn't do better could I.

Just had that realization moment.

It's been two years since I changed my life radically. Even moved out of my country to start all over.

Yet I couldn't make it. Still wage slaving, still banging a subhuman, still collecting failures.

Don't want to sound bitter and ungrateful, but such is life. You work harder than most people and still can't get anything you want.

At this point I approached over 4.000 women. Still couldn't do better than that. And that's from a guy that hear "you look like a model" from many women. What a joke.

Meanwhile everyday I see beta cuck males that look like shit with girls I can only dream of being with.

I guess that's all you can expect when you're a good for nothing 5'7 Manlet.

Can't really cope with this anymore. I'm at my limit. Things are not getting better. I'm done with collecting bad experiences and resentment.

My son is the only reason I'm still hanging on. But then again, might as well me better off with no dad than some loser manlet.

Don't me demotivated by my rant. Go out and try things for yourself. Just don't be surprised if they don't work out the way you want.

Such is life. Some of us are not meant to win.
 
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Just feeling like dirt honestly.

I was with my girl yesterday and looking at her. Then looking at myself and seeing how much better looking I am than her. Than I was like damn, I really couldn't do better could I.

Just had that realization moment.

It's been two years since I changed my life radically. Even moved out of my country to start all over.

Yet I couldn't make it. Still wage slaving, still banging a subhuman, still collecting failures.

Don't want to sound bitter and ungrateful, but such is life. You work harder than most people and still can't get anything you want.

At this point I approached over 4.000 women. Still couldn't do better than that. And that's from a guy that hear "you look like a model" from many women. What a joke.

Meanwhile everyday I see beta cuck males that look like shit with girls I can only dream of being with.

I guess that's all you can expect when you're a good for nothing 5'7 Manlet.

Can't really cope with this anymore. I'm at my limit. Things are not getting better. I'm done with collecting bad experiences and resentment.

My son is the only reason I'm still hanging on. But then again, might as well me better off with no dad than some loser manlet.

Don't me demotivated by my rant. Go out and try things for yourself. Just don't be surprised if they don't work out the way you want.

Such is life. Some of us are not meant to win.
Please tell me your going to at least try to looksmax your son and teach him right. That's the best thing you really could do for him.
 
Please tell me your going to at least try to looksmax your son and teach him right. That's the best thing you really could do for him.
I was in a bad mental state that day, my bad.

Of course, he'll be blackpilled from day 1 on women. The only reason he's alive is due to blackpilled reasons. Already made sure mama is feeding him well and avoiding toxic shit that can mess with his development.

So far, I think he won't suffer from the same fate as me (being a manlet) as he a big boy for his age.
 
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Alright. Before I go, let me give a few pieces of advice:
  • tldr. Try to subtly give him the blackpill. What I mean is make him do things that maximize his looks and his expectations regarding dating but don't be so big on it that it makes his personality alter for the worst.

  • NTpill is actually crazily underrated in these circles. Obv if you Sub5 or Chad it doesn't matter; however, if you are in between these values it does become a crucial aspect of who you are. The ability to have a large social circle not only aids in dating but also helps with job interviews, actually having friends, and also hopefully not one day creating an account on this god-forsaken forum. It also does aid in getting girls too (albeit the girl must like you a bit when it comes to it actually working).
    • Basically, when he talks about dating is like, don't go completely into the extreme even if it may be true (all women are shallow and only care about looks). Instead, talk about how most individuals are shallow, that to successfully date you need to have good looks to get into that boundary. Always generalize in a way that will make your child behave NT. You can talk about each gender's pitfalls (women's growing lack of need regarding men due to financial freedom and the false brotherhood most men possess) but don't try to take it to a direction where your son might rebel against it because he thinks it's a core value of you or get in trouble with other people because of the conterversial nature of it. (Now I don't know where you live but if it is a western country this is especially important. I would still do it in non-western countries but the risk is lower since the values present there are more traditional and regressive in some aspects.
  • Do treat your kid like a kid. This is a huge portion of what gives one NT. I'm not saying absolutely shower your son with gifts and junk food and ruin him, but sometimes bring him to eat at a restaurant, travel with him, and within some boundaries (that will be lessened as he ages and hopefully subconsciously adopts the blackpill), let him explore the world and make friends on his own. Children are a lot like many animals. You cannot put them outside in the hope that they will be like a sunflower and grow up on their own and you cannot hand-hold them on every aspect of their life lest they grow too much dependence.
    • On the nature of tough parenting: I have extremely mixed opinions on this. On one hand, I have turned out great and have a lot of my life figured out. On the other hand, none of that shit was because of getting whipped to the point of severe bleeding for missing the most trivial of things. This is what I will say though: If you are going to adopt harsh punishments for your son do add rewards if he does get things done right. Unnecessary punishment just for the sake of it will only foster resentment, anger, timidness, or other social problems in his life.
 

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