
caleb555
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I feel terrible, and my anxiety is so so high I get paranoid even at my house and when I have the anxiety for awhile I feel sick I'm just miserable and feel unreal like Im Dreaming and feeling derealization and at night I have nightmares. And I'm a huge joke to the people I know and they mock me and say I have autism or that I'm retardedly slow, I may be a little slow, but I just laugh and let them mock me cause I dont know how to stand up for myself, I thought I had a best friend this summer but he was realy bullying me the whole time I was just to retarded to see it and he lied about me behind my back all the time. I feel like im almost numb to emotions besides the bad ones. And no one takes me seriously because I'm extremely incompetent