im finally getting therapy

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

some of you may have already seen my schizo posts, and how i was planning on roping soon.
ngl blackpill did kind of rape my mindset, especially at 15 where im retard teenager, but honestly i still knew lookism existed before i even stumbled across "looksmaxxing" so ig i cant blame this forum for making me a mentalcel

ive basically given up all reason to live any longer. i was so close to dying and i didnt even realize it.

so finally, im getting therapy, to try one last time to stop being a mentalcel and trying to kms every single day. idk about it though, a lot of people on SS got therapy and roped anyway

if therapy doesnt work and my hgh doesnt do shit i will post my suicide on this forum in around six months

 

[notplayer22]

some of you may have already seen my schizo posts, and how i was planning on roping soon.
ngl blackpill did kind of rape my mindset, especially at 15 where im retard teenager, but honestly i still knew lookism existed before i even stumbled across "looksmaxxing" so ig i cant blame this forum for making me a mentalcel

ive basically given up all reason to live any longer. i was so close to dying and i didnt even realize it.

so finally, im getting therapy, to try one last time to stop being a mentalcel and trying to kms every single day. idk about it though, a lot of people on SS got therapy and roped anyway

if therapy doesnt work and my hgh doesnt do shit i will post my suicide on this forum in around six months

Therapy lies are not going to change reality.

 

[Kroker]

With your current state of suicide ideation I reckon you'll be put on meds

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Therapy lies are not going to change reality.

its worth a shot to try and bluepill myself anyways to keep myself from roping anyways

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

With your current state of suicide ideation I reckon you'll be put on meds

fuck meds ill rope

 

[noodlelover]

some of you may have already seen my schizo posts, and how i was planning on roping soon.
ngl blackpill did kind of rape my mindset, especially at 15 where im retard teenager, but honestly i still knew lookism existed before i even stumbled across "looksmaxxing" so ig i cant blame this forum for making me a mentalcel

ive basically given up all reason to live any longer. i was so close to dying and i didnt even realize it.

so finally, im getting therapy, to try one last time to stop being a mentalcel and trying to kms every single day. idk about it though, a lot of people on SS got therapy and roped anyway

if therapy doesnt work and my hgh doesnt do shit i will post my suicide on this forum in around six months

Avoid better help, it's a scam.

Also you may want to get a male therapist because men will better understand the struggles of men. Even better if he looks ugly.

A life coach or fitness coach is another option.

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

some of you may have already seen my schizo posts, and how i was planning on roping soon.
ngl blackpill did kind of rape my mindset, especially at 15 where im retard teenager, but honestly i still knew lookism existed before i even stumbled across "looksmaxxing" so ig i cant blame this forum for making me a mentalcel

ive basically given up all reason to live any longer. i was so close to dying and i didnt even realize it.

so finally, im getting therapy, to try one last time to stop being a mentalcel and trying to kms every single day. idk about it though, a lot of people on SS got therapy and roped anyway

if therapy doesnt work and my hgh doesnt do shit i will post my suicide on this forum in around six months

gay

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

With your current state of suicide ideation I reckon you'll be put on meds

you dont think they would send me to a mental hospital if i told them i was planning on kms right?

 

[BigBoy]

With your current state of suicide ideation I reckon you'll be put on meds

Meds aren’t bad. I’m on SSRIs and some other meds rn and the only side effect I have is a kind of numb dick when I jack off

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Avoid better help, it's a scam.

Also you may want to get a male therapist because men will better understand the struggles of men. Even better if he looks ugly.

A life coach or fitness coach is another option.

yeah your right. also ngl idk about fitness coach cuz i used to work out for a year but it raped my mental health and body dysmorphia

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Meds aren’t bad. I’m on SSRIs and some other meds rn and the only side effect I have is a kind of numb dick when I jack off

im already on some pubertymaxxing meds tho and they might interfere with my shit

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

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ok

 

[2025cel]

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This is fucked up.

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

This is fucked up.

Nigga shut yo bitch ass up

 

[2025cel]

Nigga shut yo bitch ass up

You're just projecting bruv.

 

[noodlelover]

yeah your right. also ngl idk about fitness coach cuz i used to work out for a year but it raped my mental health and body dysmorphia

How did working how decrease your mental health? I don't get it.

 

[noodlelover]

im already on some pubertymaxxing meds tho and they might interfere with my shit

Wait, you're a child?

Instead of working out you could join a sports team, or other team for the social aspect. Socializing fixes a lot of mental health problems.

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

You're just projecting bruv.

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[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

How did working how decrease your mental health? I don't get it.

basically i started lifting at around 13-14 for like a year, but i had really bad anxiety that it was stunting my growth/height. like bad to the point where i literally looked up does lifting stunt growth EVERY signle day for two hours sstraight, not overexxagerating.


so i asked actual doctors for advice and half of them said it does and half said it doesnt. was causing too much stress and i didnt want to take the risk when i could workout in the future anyways so i just stopped.

also i got body dysmorphia because it made me look more stocky = more short

 

[2025cel]

Joined Jan 1. 2025
Posts 5,262

Nigga please, offer a rebuttal like a normal person.

 

[BigBoy]

im already on some pubertymaxxing meds tho and they might interfere with my shit

All I’m gonna say is don’t rope bro. Socialize with your peers. You’re only 15, enjoy the high school years before you become an adult. You only have one try.

Wait, you're a child?

Instead of working out you could join a sports team, or other team for the social aspect. Socializing fixes a lot of mental health problems.

this is good advice. If I could go back to high school I would join a sports team.

 

[afroheadluke]

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Wait, you're a child?

Instead of working out you could join a sports team, or other team for the social aspect. Socializing fixes a lot of mental health problems.

nah i tried doing that and joined basketball trained rlly hard to make my freshmen team and it fucked up my mental health even more cuz my coach lowk hated me idk why even though i worked hard and would just constantlly diss me and never play me in game or practice

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

All I’m gonna say is don’t rope bro. Socialize with your peers. You’re only 15, enjoy the high school years before you become an adult. You only have one try.

this is good advice. If I could go back to high school I would join a sports team.

naw nothing to enjoy boyo. its been like this since i was thirteen. every day is like suffering for me ngl and i lost joy in everything. i hate vacations, my birthdays, eating, sleeping, just feels like everything im doing is forced. cant stand to live like this anymore, but maybe if i was a little taller i would have the confidence to start socializing more

 

[BigBoy]

naw nothing to enjoy boyo. its been like this since i was thirteen. every day is like suffering for me ngl and i lost joy in everything. i hate vacations, my birthdays, eating, sleeping, just feels like everything im doing is forced. cant stand to live like this anymore, but maybe if i was a little taller i would have the confidence to start socializing more

you could socialize even without height, its very important

also it sounds like you have depression

 

[noodlelover]

nah i tried doing that and joined basketball trained rlly hard to make my freshmen team and it fucked up my mental health even more cuz my coach lowk hated me idk why even though i worked hard and would just constantlly diss me and never play me in game or practice

The coach sounds mean. You could join a club or team that doesn't have him, chess club, year book club, theater club.

 

[noodlelover]

basically i started lifting at around 13-14 for like a year, but i had really bad anxiety that it was stunting my growth/height. like bad to the point where i literally looked up does lifting stunt growth EVERY signle day for two hours sstraight, not overexxagerating.


so i asked actual doctors for advice and half of them said it does and half said it doesnt. was causing too much stress and i didnt want to take the risk when i could workout in the future anyways so i just stopped.

also i got body dysmorphia because it made me look more stocky = more short

Got it. You can do exercise that's not lifting. Running, Swimming, any sports team that's not primarily lifting.

Save lifting for when you're older. Cardio releases endorphins that improve mental health.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

you could socialize even without height, its very important

also it sounds like you have depression

maybe, but the way i grew up i dont have the nt skills to socialize. and ngl i hate socializing ayways. i was hella popular for literally no reason in middle school jfl, i didnt pplay any sports, just hung out with some friends who were popular. but i was still awkard ngl and i lowkey fucked up some friendships because i wouldnt go to any parties or "functions"


and ye maybe i have some sort of mental illness but idk tbh just feels like i recognized how brutal the real world is at a young age

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

The coach sounds mean. You could join a club or team that doesn't have him, chess club, year book club, theater club.

yeah ngl i wanna join a yearbook club next year and start a photography hobby if i live past summer.

and idk abt the coach. he called me a little midget infront of my entire team and that the center should be drilling me.
this was crazy because i was bigger or same size then more than half my team, but he decided to pick me to insult for no reason.
also I was LITERALLY TALLER then him too

 

[BigBoy]

maybe, but the way i grew up i dont have the nt skills to socialize. and ngl i hate socializing ayways. i was hella popular for literally no reason in middle school jfl, i didnt pplay any sports, just hung out with some friends who were popular. but i was still awkard ngl and i lowkey fucked up some friendships because i wouldnt go to any parties or "functions"


and ye maybe i have some sort of mental illness but idk tbh just feels like i recognized how brutal the real world is at a young age

i feel you i got blackpilled at 16 and lifes been pretty brutal. but dont let the blackpill destroy your school life like it did mine. you were popular before so you can be social rn and join clubs. thatll be beneficial to your mental health.

you should probably get help for your depression.

 

[notplayer22]

its worth a shot to try and bluepill myself anyways to keep myself from roping anyways

bro... the blackpill is a reference to human nature and reality, use it to your advantage to avoid making mistakes, look for reasons to live, the bluepill for me is just the shit of "personality and confidence", "the appearance It doesn't matter", you can't escape the "blackpill" because it's human nature.

Therapy may be useful for you, I'm not going to lie, I'm not going to therapy because I know what's happening to me, I know what my problems are, it might be good for you if you don't know what your problems are or you don't know what do, I reflected and learned about my life, there is no therapy for my face, my financial state, my high inhibition, those are the things that make me want to do rope, I'm not going to go to a fucking therapist to get me say "oh be positive" "damn bitch" lying scammer, tell me the truth, my life is shit and it's not going to get better.
Imagine going to therapy when you are poor, ugly and everyone hates you, the problem is not you, therapy is not going to do anything.

just learn about reality

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

i feel you i got blackpilled at 16 and lifes been pretty brutal. but dont let the blackpill destroy your school life like it did mine. you were popular before so you can be social rn and join clubs. thatll be beneficial to your metal health.

you should probably get help for your depression.

thanks man im getting signed up for therapy rn, hopefully it works because i genuinely dont know if i will be alive after if it doesnt

 

[noodlelover]

maybe, but the way i grew up i dont have the nt skills to socialize. and ngl i hate socializing ayways.

You hate socializing because you're not good at it.

The only way to get good is practice, make some mistakes, and learn from those mistakes. With enough practice you get to the point where you can laugh and joke with every throughout you day, and the world becomes happier to you.

i was hella popular for literally no reason in middle school jfl, i didnt pplay any sports, just hung out with some friends who were popular. but i was still awkard ngl and i lowkey fucked up some friendships because i wouldnt go to any parties or "functions"


and ye maybe i have some sort of mental illness but idk tbh just feels like i recognized how brutal the real world is at a young age

My favorite motivational quote, that has to do with the brutality of life is "No one is coming to save you." I repeat that to myself over and over.

But you can save you, and you can make life pleasant for you.

yeah ngl i wanna join a yearbook club next year and start a photography hobby if i live past summer.

and idk abt the coach. he called me a little midget infront of my entire team and that the center should be drilling me.
this was crazy because i was bigger or same size then more than half my team, but he decided to pick me to insult for no reason.
also I was LITERALLY TALLER then him too

He sounds like a bully. Go for year book. Try and make friends. Have fun.

 

[BigBoy]

thanks man im getting signed up for therapy rn, hopefully it works because i genuinely dont know if i will be alive after if it doesnt

good luck man

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

bro... the blackpill is a reference to human nature and reality, use it to your advantage to avoid making mistakes, look for reasons to live, the bluepill for me is just the shit of "personality and confidence", "the appearance It doesn't matter", you can't escape the "blackpill" because it's human nature.

Therapy may be useful for you, I'm not going to lie, I'm not going to therapy because I know what's happening to me, I know what my problems are, it might be good for you if you don't know what your problems are or you don't know what. do, why have I reflected and learned about my life, there is no therapy for my face, my financial state, my high inhibition, those are the things that make me want to do rope, I'm not going to go to a fucking therapist to get me say "oh be positive" "damn bitch" lying scammer, tell me the truth, my life is shit and it's not going to get better.
Imagine going to therapy when you are poor, ugly and everyone hates you, the problem is not you, therapy is not going to do anything.

just learn about reality

i agree with what you said.

honestly the only reason im going to therapy is because theres still a little bit of hope for me that i can still get a growth spurt, but before i got it id already be dead. so basically im just getting therapy to try and prolong my life a little longer

 

[BigBoy]

i agree with what you said.

honestly the only reason im going to therapy is because theres still a little bit of hope for me that i can still get a growth spurt, but before i got it id already be dead. so basically im just getting therapy to try and prolong my life a little longer

how tall are you?

 

[notplayer22]

i agree with what you said.

honestly the only reason im going to therapy is because theres still a little bit of hope for me that i can still get a growth spurt, but before i got it id already be dead. so basically im just getting therapy to try and prolong my life a little longer

why do you want rope?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

You hate socializing because you're not good at it.

The only way to get good is practice, make some mistakes, and learn from those mistakes. With enough practice you get to the point where you can laugh and joke with every throughout you day, and the world becomes happier to you.

My favorite motivational quote, that has to do with the brutality of life is "No one is coming to save you." I repeat that to myself over and over.

But you can save you, and you can make life pleasant for you.



He sounds like a bully. Go for year book. Try and make friends. Have fun.

thanks bhaii thats actually nice advice. ill try my best to try not to be a mentalcel. also ill still be looksmaxxing to try and improve my confidence but stop getting involved with brainrot blackpull

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

how tall are you?

5'6 at 15

honestly the reason why this makes me so sad is because my parents are 6'1 and 5'5 so im just wondering what are the chances i got the bad end of the genetics. and im not a late bloomer either

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

why do you want rope?

just hate living ngl dont have purpose and shit past life experiences

 

[BigBoy]

5'6 at 15

honestly the reason why this makes me so sad is because my parents are 6'1 and 5'5 so im just wondering what are the chances i got the bad end of the genetics. and im not a late bloomer either

brutal, but not over. you still have time to grow, i grew like 2-3 inches when i was 15 and 16.

you shouldnt have issues socializing at that height tbh

 

[notplayer22]

5'6 at 15

honestly the reason why this makes me so sad is because my parents are 6'1 and 5'5 so im just wondering what are the chances i got the bad end of the genetics. and im not a late bloomer either

You can continue growing bro

 

[noodlelover]

thanks bhaii thats actually nice advice. ill try my best to try not to be a mentalcel. also ill still be looksmaxxing to try and improve my confidence but stop getting involved with brainrot blackpull

Ideally replace brainrot black pill with positive media and/or friendships. Comedy shows & movies, health & Fitness channels (It's still looksmaxing but without all the negativity), joining the year book club or another club, spending type with your parents/siblings/cousins if you have any you can spent time with.

You could also do martial arts if your parents can afford it. That won't stunt your growth. basically you want to see what community things you can get involved with. You could check if there are any volunteering opportunities with your school or community. Or church if you go to church, even if you don't believe.

These kind of things will help your mental health.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

brutal, but not over. you still have time to grow, i grew like 2-3 inches when i was 15 and 16.

you shouldnt have issues socializing at that height tbh

You can continue growing bro

idk man i havent grown in literally a year and a half. maybe like 2 cm according to my doctor but could js be a mismeasurement.

the past six months ive seen like literally 0 growth jfl. and the fact that all my growth plates are all open too just makes me more sad.
and the reason ive started to lose all hope is because i literally hopped on pharma-grad HGH like two months ago and I literally see 0 gains not even 0,1 cm

 

[AstroSky]

some of you may have already seen my schizo posts, and how i was planning on roping soon.
ngl blackpill did kind of rape my mindset, especially at 15 where im retard teenager, but honestly i still knew lookism existed before i even stumbled across "looksmaxxing" so ig i cant blame this forum for making me a mentalcel

ive basically given up all reason to live any longer. i was so close to dying and i didnt even realize it.

so finally, im getting therapy, to try one last time to stop being a mentalcel and trying to kms every single day. idk about it though, a lot of people on SS got therapy and roped anyway

if therapy doesnt work and my hgh doesnt do shit i will post my suicide on this forum in around six months

All the best bro. I went myself and it helped. No shame. This is a good thjng.

 

[BigBoy]

idk man i havent grown in literally a year and a half. maybe like 2 cm according to my doctor but could js be a mismeasurement.

the past six months ive seen like literally 0 growth jfl. and the fact that all my growth plates are all open too just makes me more sad.
and the reason ive started to lose all hope is because i literally hopped on pharma-grad HGH like two months ago and I literally see 0 gains not even 0,1 cm

idk if the hgh will work. im not an expert tho so idk

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Ideally replace brainrot black pill with positive media and/or friendships. Comedy shows & movies, health & Fitness channels (It's still looksmaxing but without all the negativity), joining the year book club or another club, spending type with your parents/siblings/cousins if you have any you can spent time with.

You could also do martial arts if your parents can afford it. That won't stunt your growth. basically you want to see what community things you can get involved with. You could check if there are any volunteering opportunities with your school or community. Or church if you go to church, even if you don't believe.

These kind of things will help your mental health.

i try. honestly i js want a reason to live right now like having a close friend i can talk to about my life or play video games with. ever since i moved schools i dont have any friends to call too.

a pretty gf will save me ngl, but my confidence is literally so horrible its crazy. like im being fr this one htb was really interested in me and told all her friends she liked me but i ghosted her and blocked her because i was insecure of my height and that she would lose interest in me soon because of that


looking baack now i realize that was kinda retarded, and makes me think i will pull the same shit if i start talking to another girl again

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

idk if the hgh will work. im not an expert tho so idk

yeah not hundred percent chance but it was worth a shot anyways

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

Nigga please, offer a rebuttal like a normal person.

Fucking shut up schizo faggot