I'm forgetting my past

[Deleted member 17791]

I have no idea what my childhood best friend even looks like anymore. I know he had brown hair and eyes, was white and had a giant growth on his neck. But that's it's all a blur.

All my memories are washing away. Slowly degenerating to nothingness. I can only recall small snapshots of my youth.

I remember when I got my first videogame console. It was a DSi, it could take pictures and record sounds. I remember pressing the touch stick on the touch screen too hard and cracking it. . That's all I remember about it, I know I accidentally broke it because I couldn't beat a mario level. I still hate myself for that.

I'm like an old man. All I have are my memories of a distant past.

I remember going to a fish and chips shop near my house. There were indians working there, they would make the best chips. My friends would say they scratched their asses while cooking the food.

Now, that shop was bought out and only blond white people work there. The food is shit and they don't even make chips anymore. I don't give a shit if my food had poo in it. I want it back. I want to remember what it tasted like!

Everything I knew is going away forever. I'm not even the same person anymore.

I don't want to forget!

 

[Deleted member 19499]

I've forgotten how sex feels like after my ex ghosted me for her drug dealer.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I've forgotten how sex feels like after my ex ghosted me for her drug dealer.

Its all slipping away.

 

[Deleted member 19499]

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Delete. I mog that subhuman

 

[Deleted member 19499]

Delete. I mog that subhuman

You mog him and still rotting on this forum? It's over for non-NT Aspiecels such as ourselves.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

You mog him and still rotting on this forum? It's over for non-NT Aspiecels such as ourselves.

I don't wanna do anything. Nothing competes with my childhood, it's all grey.

 

[Deleted member 19499]

I don't wanna do anything. Nothing competes with my childhood, it's all grey.

Legit. Nothing can beat the memories of staying up all night with my neighbors playing videogames during summer and eating chips, pizza, and drinking soda. Not worrying about sex since I hadn't hit puberty yet, not worrying about paying bills, feeling like life would last forever (time perception pill), just pure innocent childhood bliss. Nothing can match that ever again, not even sex.

 

[Matthias8272]

How young we talking? My memory starts around 7 but have a few from earlier

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Legit. Nothing can beat the memories of staying up all night with my neighbors playing videogames during summer and eating chips, pizza, and drinking soda. Not worrying about sex since I hadn't hit puberty yet, not worrying about paying bills, feeling like life would last forever (time perception pill), just pure innocent childhood bliss. Nothing can match that ever again, not even sex.

It's over. I try to cope with replaying my childhood games. I got a 3ds so I can play those mario games again. It felt so good to finaly finish that game after all those years.

I wanna play black ops one again.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

How young we talking? My memory starts around 7 but have a few from earlier

I have memories around 5-6. My earliest memory was of me chasing lightning around. Idk, it kept striking outside our house for like five times. I wish I got fried to bits, stupid fuck.

 

[Deleted member 19499]

It's over. I try to cope with replaying my childhood games. I got a 3ds so I can play those mario games again. It felt so good to finaly finish that game after all those years.

I wanna play black ops one again.

I have all my old consoles (PS1/2,GameCube,Xbox,Gameboy Advance SP, NintendoDS) and I still boot up my old games, but still cannot recreate those same feelings. No friends to share them with, no more childhood innocence, I still can cope with food though. I bought a hacked 3DS to play as many games as I want for free, but haven't been able to get myself to complete them all. I like Sonic, Mario, and Spongebob games since they remind me a bit of my childhood years.

 

[Deleted member 19499]

How young we talking? My memory starts around 7 but have a few from earlier

My first memories are when I was 3 and didn't want to socialize with the other kids my age on my birthday. Didn't even get to enjoy all the huge inflatable rides my parents got for me cause I didn't want to leave my grandma's lap JFL. I have pictures of me sitting alone in my early birthdays.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I have all my old consoles (PS1/2,GameCube,Xbox,Gameboy Advance SP, NintendoDS) and I still boot up my old games, but still cannot recreate those same feelings. No friends to share them with, no more childhood innocence, I still can cope with food though. I bought a hacked 3DS to play as many games as I want for free, but haven't been able to get myself to complete them all. I like Sonic, Mario, and Spongebob games since they remind me a bit of my childhood years.

I still have my nintendo wii. I lost the power cable for it though so I can't use it right now. I wanna replay all my games that I still have.

 

[Deleted member 19499]

I still have my nintendo wii. I lost the power cable for it though so I can't use it right now. I wanna replay all my games that I still have.

The Wii gave me so many years of Mario Kart Wii, Sonic Colors/Unleashed, Dragon Ball Z Budokai Tenkaichi 3, the Mii channel (The music is nostalgic), and Super Mario Galaxy 1/2. I have fond memories of it.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

The Wii gave me so many years of Mario Kart Wii, Sonic Colors/Unleashed, Dragon Ball Z Budokai Tenkaichi 3, the Mii channel (The music is nostalgic), and Super Mario Galaxy 1/2. I have fond memories of it.

I remember playing wii sports resort with my friend. We'd play the fighting game for hours.

 

[Deleted member 19499]

I remember playing wii sports resort with my friend. We'd play the fighting game for hours.

I played the default wii sports game that came with the console, the wii sports extended game (forgot the name) that came with other games, but didn't play the wii sports resort game until I went to an old friend's house.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I played the default wii sports game that came with the console, the wii sports extended game (forgot the name) that came with other games, but didn't play the wii sports resort game until I went to an old friend's house.

I remember playing civ five with my friend. We played russia and we only produced worker units. We were the workers republic after all.

That was fun too. But he moved far away now.

Nothing lasts, I'll try my best to remember my experiences but it all falls apart.