iblameocclusalcant
Devil In A New Dress
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Throughout my life, no one has even tried to understand me clearly except my parents, and they all abandon me to sort it out myself when I start to show my real colours.
I have had no real friends, only temporary acquaintances throughout my childhood and highschool years, who only have either stayed for entertainment or getting some work done from me.
I have never been truly complimented about my looks in my teenage years because I am a high inhib hltn.
I am literally a fucking repeller: No one wants to stay with me that long, unless I get their selfish interests achieved. Nobody truly likes me for being me, and on top of that I don't even the looks. Wherever it may be, home, school or even here, I am ignored or hated (not even criticized) for being myself and expressing my thoughts and understanding of the topic.
I know that only God truly loves me, even then I am not close to Him since I am a total degenerate.
Everybody is against me in most matters, and I feel like I am behind in life, even though I do good academically.
I have had no relationships at 17 too, and many girls look at me with disgust in their eyes, hating every second of my existence, even though I did nothing wrong to them, or to anybody of that matter.
Everybody who read this or dnred it, fuck you. It doesn't get better, believe me I still hope it does, but the truth is, only your tolerance to it gets better.
I have had no real friends, only temporary acquaintances throughout my childhood and highschool years, who only have either stayed for entertainment or getting some work done from me.
I have never been truly complimented about my looks in my teenage years because I am a high inhib hltn.
I am literally a fucking repeller: No one wants to stay with me that long, unless I get their selfish interests achieved. Nobody truly likes me for being me, and on top of that I don't even the looks. Wherever it may be, home, school or even here, I am ignored or hated (not even criticized) for being myself and expressing my thoughts and understanding of the topic.
I know that only God truly loves me, even then I am not close to Him since I am a total degenerate.
Everybody is against me in most matters, and I feel like I am behind in life, even though I do good academically.
I have had no relationships at 17 too, and many girls look at me with disgust in their eyes, hating every second of my existence, even though I did nothing wrong to them, or to anybody of that matter.
Everybody who read this or dnred it, fuck you. It doesn't get better, believe me I still hope it does, but the truth is, only your tolerance to it gets better.