I'm going insane I mean really

[Willmogulater]

It's all over i feel so bad all the trauma I been hiding it haunts me i show I been ok but I'm not it's all stacking up and I don't know if I can't hold it in anymore I will either burst rage or something bad
U would never know because it's the worst thing that happened in my life and I wish to die so soon all this meaningless shit job doesn't matter once u see what life is

 

[sub5outsider]

getting old really starting to fuck my mental health

 

[buddyboyos]

maybe u should leave this forum, focus on other things

 

[Willmogulater]

getting old really starting to fuck my mental health

It's not even getting old it's seeing my sister die right before me and happening too quick I can't forget it

 

[Willmogulater]

maybe u should leave this forum, focus on other things

There's no thing to focus on because in the end it doesn't matter

 

[buddyboyos]

There's no thing to focus on because in the end it doesn't matter

don’t be so nihilistic
take the white pill

 

[Willmogulater]

don’t be so nihilistic
take the white pill

Because truly it doesn't once u see it from my perspective

 

[buddyboyos]

Because truly it doesn't once u see it from my perspective

i’ve seen it from your perspective once before
it’s about self overcoming truly
learn to embrace the struggles in life
time will heal you bhai
it’s never over

 

[Willmogulater]

i’ve seen it from your perspective once before
it’s about self overcoming truly
learn to embrace the struggles in life
time will heal you bhai
it’s never over

It's over I don't care about anything it should end

 

[Bittersweet]

It's not even getting old it's seeing my sister die right before me and happening too quick I can't forget it

I’m sorry for your loss.

 

[buddyboyos]

It's over I don't care about anything it should end

I’ve been in your position before
i promise you can still find meaning or purpose within life, however unfortunate you may be
i’m here for u

 

[Willmogulater]

I’ve been in your position before
i promise you can still find meaning or purpose within life, however unfortunate you may be
i’m here for u

But it's the worst thing that happened I don't think there's any meaning to life everyone seems happy and enjoying I am struggling losing my family seeing myself and my family fall it's like watching a building u built just break into pieces but that too slowly

 

[buddyboyos]

But it's the worst thing that happened I don't think there's any meaning to life everyone seems happy and enjoying I am struggling losing my family seeing myself and my family fall it's like watching a building u built just break into pieces but that too slowly

there will always be dark times in your life, you have to learn to accept suffering
i believe that you can get through this, no matter how tough it feels