IM GOING SCHIZOPHRENIC (NOT LARP / JOKE)

[Gaygymmaxx]

noesis @imontheloose

after beginning to meditate

I now get "pre-night" terrors

They aren't really that scary

But I see, and feel things that make it hard to sleep,

When meditating, the only thing that startles me is when I see faces

But now it happens when I'm just trying to go to sleep, I'll see normal faces, I'll see scary deformed faces, slug monsters and creatures that don't make sense

They begin at a distance and grow closer in an instant, like a Jumpscare

This reference gif is actually way worse

They usually aren't that tangible, and the environment isn't vivid,

It's just a flash of a face, that's pulled into me and goes away

It doesn't last, and it doesn't do anything when it gets to me

In addition, it's just a wave of fear

As though my father just knocked on my door while I'm smoking a doobie, just a half second wave of being petrified

I'm not actually petrified because I expect and am conditioned to it, but that's the best explanation I can muster...

I'm losing it

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Guys help me @Jatt

 

[FaceandBBC]

Nigga lost the no fap aura and is fighting his demons

 

[Jatt]

Guys help me @Jatt

I kinda get it when I’m laying down trying to sleep but it think it’s vertigo

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Nigga lost the no fap aura and is fighting his demons

I kinda get it when I’m laying down trying to sleep but it think it’s vertigo

No it's too similar to the meditation experiences it's not vertigo

 

[Uehdbwidbfngj]

noesis @imontheloose

after beginning to meditate

I now get "pre-night" terrors

They aren't really that scary

But I see, and feel things that make it hard to sleep,

When meditating, the only thing that startles me is when I see faces

But now it happens when I'm just trying to go to sleep, I'll see normal faces, I'll see scary deformed faces, slug monsters and creatures that don't make sense

They begin at a distance and grow closer in an instant, like a Jumpscare
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This reference gif is actually way worse

They usually aren't that tangible, and the environment isn't vivid,

It's just a flash of a face, that's pulled into me and goes away

It doesn't last, and it doesn't do anything when it gets to me

In addition, it's just a wave of fear

As though my father just knocked on my door while I'm smoking a doobie, just a half second wave of being petrified

I'm not actually petrified because I expect and am conditioned to it, but that's the best explanation I can muster...

I'm losing it
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I don’t get sleep paralysis i get wet dreams of me fucking tanned slight orange color white girls with sweaty big asses and tight pussy

On god I got bricked up typing this. Just saw a foid like this at the gym. Fuck she was so hot. Im gonna goon to her with my imagination.

 

[Lewisleslie]

wish I had that

 

[Tigermoggerlol]

noesis @imontheloose

after beginning to meditate

I now get "pre-night" terrors

They aren't really that scary

But I see, and feel things that make it hard to sleep,

When meditating, the only thing that startles me is when I see faces

But now it happens when I'm just trying to go to sleep, I'll see normal faces, I'll see scary deformed faces, slug monsters and creatures that don't make sense

They begin at a distance and grow closer in an instant, like a Jumpscare
View attachment 4084317

This reference gif is actually way worse

They usually aren't that tangible, and the environment isn't vivid,

It's just a flash of a face, that's pulled into me and goes away

It doesn't last, and it doesn't do anything when it gets to me

In addition, it's just a wave of fear

As though my father just knocked on my door while I'm smoking a doobie, just a half second wave of being petrified

I'm not actually petrified because I expect and am conditioned to it, but that's the best explanation I can muster...

I'm losing it
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It’s not schizo it’s just your mind playing in tricks on u when you’re all alone. Personally I just get high asf before bed to avoid this. Try it out

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

It’s not schizo it’s just your mind playing in tricks on u when you’re all alone. Personally I just get high asf before bed to avoid this. Try it out

Fuck no I'm not gonna smoke weed every night and lower my iq / lower sleep quality for something like this

 

[browncurrycel]

Sleeping next to a girl would fix this

 

[Tigermoggerlol]

Fuck no I'm not gonna smoke weed every night and lower my iq / lower sleep quality for something like this

DUDE WHAT I SLEEP AMAZING ON SOME INDICA THC. And yeah I’m a little retarted sometimes but u just gotta trust bro you’ll sleep way better and feel calmer. Make sure to crank some mommy asmr while high to shits gas

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

DUDE WHAT I SLEEP AMAZING ON SOME INDICA THC. And yeah I’m a little retarted sometimes but u just gotta trust bro you’ll sleep way better and feel calmer. Make sure to crank some mommy asmr while high to shits gas

Sleep is important

You can't fuck it up with exogenous chemicals bro

I love weed I wish I could smoke up like I used to I'm clean now only special occasions

 

[Tigermoggerlol]

Sleep is important

You can't fuck it up with exogenous chemicals bro

I love weed I wish I could smoke up like I used to I'm clean now only special occasions

Your not fucking it up tho like when I go to bed high I sleep 8 hours easy of deep sleep to

 

[nobodylovesme]

I had similar stuff 5 years ago, about a month after a shroom trip (terrors lasted for a month). Ngl, I thought I was gonna develop schizophrenia.

Thankfully, it never came back.