Arbuscular
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So, I was talking to a bunch of foids and I got to trading nudes with this one girl
After post nut clarity hit I was like
Man, I thought this would make me happy, a foid complimenting my body and shit, and it did. But it was temporary and shallow
Then I got to thinking, when was I happy? Truly happy? Fulfilled
And I went back to 2023, when I was waking up at 4:30 am, doing runs, meditating, studying, dedicating myself to something
I was truly fulfilled back then
Now im not
So the solution must be for me to go back to that mindset!
And it is what I will and must do!
Starting today I will do ts everyday:
1: Wake up at 5 am (Have time to do shit without my family screaming)
2: Take atleast a 30 sec cold shower (Wake me up in the morning, im not used to waking this early)
3: Meditate for 5 mins (it genuinely helps me with anxiety and shit)
4: Do 10 practice questions for each topic on my upcoming exams (I need to clutch or else I will fail this year)
5: Run 1km (Ik its little but I have asthma and I literally haven't ever done any form of cardio since 2023, I only do weightlifting)
6: Go to the gym everyday regardless of how I feel (Even if it is to just move light weight around, if I don't go one day I don't go the entire week)
7: Video editing for 1 hour (Its cool)
8: Work on my Roblox game for 1 hour (Me and a friend are working on a Roblox game so we can make money and shit)
(almost forgot to mention but I will delete all social media, im too stuck doomscrolling on tiktok nowadays to do anything productive)
I will try to post daily updates for y'all
At the end of the year I will give a final verdict if this truly made me happy. If it wasn't doing this shit, I will try doing other shit I did when I was younger!
Much love
- Arbuscular
@FramePillGymMaxx @hax @sillybilly
After post nut clarity hit I was like
Man, I thought this would make me happy, a foid complimenting my body and shit, and it did. But it was temporary and shallow
Then I got to thinking, when was I happy? Truly happy? Fulfilled
And I went back to 2023, when I was waking up at 4:30 am, doing runs, meditating, studying, dedicating myself to something
I was truly fulfilled back then
Now im not
So the solution must be for me to go back to that mindset!
And it is what I will and must do!
Starting today I will do ts everyday:
1: Wake up at 5 am (Have time to do shit without my family screaming)
2: Take atleast a 30 sec cold shower (Wake me up in the morning, im not used to waking this early)
3: Meditate for 5 mins (it genuinely helps me with anxiety and shit)
4: Do 10 practice questions for each topic on my upcoming exams (I need to clutch or else I will fail this year
)5: Run 1km (Ik its little but I have asthma and I literally haven't ever done any form of cardio since 2023, I only do weightlifting)
6: Go to the gym everyday regardless of how I feel (Even if it is to just move light weight around, if I don't go one day I don't go the entire week
)7: Video editing for 1 hour
(Its cool)8: Work on my Roblox game for 1 hour (Me and a friend are working on a Roblox game so we can make money and shit
)(almost forgot to mention but I will delete all social media, im too stuck doomscrolling on tiktok nowadays to do anything productive
)I will try to post daily updates for y'all
At the end of the year I will give a final verdict if this truly made me happy. If it wasn't doing this shit, I will try doing other shit I did when I was younger!
Much love
- Arbuscular
@FramePillGymMaxx @hax @sillybilly
