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NTmaxxed pajeet
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I woke up today in rage and anger. I am never an angry person, but this is one of those rare moments where I wake up pissed off. I had a dream, a dream where I got mogged to hell by chad. It reminded me of this meme
I say "meme" when it really is reality. Women most likely see me as some beta cuck faggot. I have to gymcel. I already had decentish lifts, benching bw for 5 reps etc. I had this "autistic rage" moment before, and started deleting girls I was speaking to and blocking their numbers. I think I might pull the same shit again. My need to destroy/isolate myself is probably one of my non-NT traits, but fuck it. I'll be gymcelling hard and trying to build value. I'm tired of being treated like a 2nd class citizen/normie.
It's a fucking miracle I'm not treated like an incel since I am NT, but fuck this life. I hate everything about it, I only feel normal when I'm training. Normies piss me off with their fucking consumerist bullshit talk, "hurr have u seen peaky blinders?! What do you mean you don't consume popular media failednormiemanlet??". All fucking UK normies know is football, rugby, pub and fucking whatever popular shit is on netflix - I even had a jewflix subscription and couldn't even tolerate watching any shows, nature documentaries mog.
To all the niggas ready to type their responses "but failednormiemanlet, you're 5'5 the gym won't save you". Post fucking physique. If you want to hate on the gym post your body.
I don't even want to go near women tbh, pajeet girls check me out at house parties and mog most pajeets but that isn't enough. The demographics pill is looming above me, it's literally going to be over for me if I don't gymcel. I am not even a fucking subhuman jfl. IT'S GYM OR DEATH.
1 perm managed to boost me pretty hard, building a decent lean physique will help me hopefully, prettyboy maxxing will help me too since there is no chance I can be a masc mogger. I've already got fashion and skin done, I will argue that I dress better than most pajeets and dress in a very NT way which makes me look friendly as fuck, my skin is smooth and looks young - high collagen.
Only physique is left. If gymcelling doesn't save me, I'll find another fucking solution. I embrace this difficult life, I could leave this game right now and get a fucking arranged marriage to a virgin if I wanted to - heck my paki female friend fucking offered to marry me. But fuck that, the game does not end now. If I die as a fucking failure, I want to die at least knowing I fucking tried. To run away from pain is to cope, embrace suffering. That's the only good part of my fucking non-NT features.
I will carry curries on this site...
I say "meme" when it really is reality. Women most likely see me as some beta cuck faggot. I have to gymcel. I already had decentish lifts, benching bw for 5 reps etc. I had this "autistic rage" moment before, and started deleting girls I was speaking to and blocking their numbers. I think I might pull the same shit again. My need to destroy/isolate myself is probably one of my non-NT traits, but fuck it. I'll be gymcelling hard and trying to build value. I'm tired of being treated like a 2nd class citizen/normie.
It's a fucking miracle I'm not treated like an incel since I am NT, but fuck this life. I hate everything about it, I only feel normal when I'm training. Normies piss me off with their fucking consumerist bullshit talk, "hurr have u seen peaky blinders?! What do you mean you don't consume popular media failednormiemanlet??". All fucking UK normies know is football, rugby, pub and fucking whatever popular shit is on netflix - I even had a jewflix subscription and couldn't even tolerate watching any shows, nature documentaries mog.
To all the niggas ready to type their responses "but failednormiemanlet, you're 5'5 the gym won't save you". Post fucking physique. If you want to hate on the gym post your body.
I don't even want to go near women tbh, pajeet girls check me out at house parties and mog most pajeets but that isn't enough. The demographics pill is looming above me, it's literally going to be over for me if I don't gymcel. I am not even a fucking subhuman jfl. IT'S GYM OR DEATH.
1 perm managed to boost me pretty hard, building a decent lean physique will help me hopefully, prettyboy maxxing will help me too since there is no chance I can be a masc mogger. I've already got fashion and skin done, I will argue that I dress better than most pajeets and dress in a very NT way which makes me look friendly as fuck, my skin is smooth and looks young - high collagen.
Only physique is left. If gymcelling doesn't save me, I'll find another fucking solution. I embrace this difficult life, I could leave this game right now and get a fucking arranged marriage to a virgin if I wanted to - heck my paki female friend fucking offered to marry me. But fuck that, the game does not end now. If I die as a fucking failure, I want to die at least knowing I fucking tried. To run away from pain is to cope, embrace suffering. That's the only good part of my fucking non-NT features.
I will carry curries on this site...
