im gonna get checked for sleep apnea

[bignosesmallchin]

My breathing and sleep is so fucked up and has been my entire life, gonna go see a doctor soon and see if I can get a septoplasty as well as get tested for sleep apnea. I can't handle this any longer tbh, I wish my parents would have taken my breathing seriously as a child lmfao, imagine having a kid that is recessed, has asthma, pectus excavatum, can't breathe thru their nose, is always tired, and is allergic to dust/being around cats, I have literally every breathing issue in the book and they've always known its been horrible but have done nothing, don't you just love being neglected and allowed for your health to get 10x worse so you never even have a proper chance at life, but you are still expected to perform the same as everyone else?

I need to stop thinking about this shit, I get so fucking mad jfl