I'm gonna kill myself I think

[Deleted member 31072]

I've been functionally addicted to zolpidem for quite some time now. I'm 27, 81kg, 175cm, sedentary, I have overactive bladder syndrome meaning I need to piss all the time especially at night which renders it impossible for me to get sleep without knocking myself the fuck out with zolpidem,

also I get these HUGE unbearable cramps in my feet and calves, like, completely impossible to sleep due to them as well not just due to the OBS

I feel dizzy and nauseous way too often. I have a feeling I'm gonna die soon. Also, doctors don't give a shit. Worst of all is that if I go to a private doc and pay huge sums of money out of pocket to get quality service, well, even they can't find anything wrong with me.

I mean, I'm just fucked. So fucked. I'm tryna be optimistic, but if I'm going to be realistic, things ain't looking good

 

[TechnoBoss]

Don't do it bro. Just think of all the PAWGs you will miss out on if you aren't around.

Look at her. She's BUILT for @WeiWei

 

[Deleted member 31072]

Don't do it bro. Just think of all the PAWGs you will miss out on if you aren't around.

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Look at her. She's BUILT for @WeiWei

I didn't mean I am going to actively kill myself. I meant to say that it looks like Imma die soon. I mean read my post, my health is fucking trash

 

[Deleted member 31072]

Don't do it bro. Just think of all the PAWGs you will miss out on if you aren't around.

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Look at her. She's BUILT for @WeiWei

ngl fuck i love pawgs like that. mirin

 

[Swarthy Knight]

I'm 27, 81kg, 175cm,

Wtf, are we the same people

 

[Deleted member 65825]

I didn't mean I am going to actively kill myself. I meant to say that it looks like Imma die soon. I mean read my post, my health is fucking trash

I literally have the same issues related to the bladder

I also can't sleep normally without going to the bathroom multiple times since I was 13