i’m gonna purposely destroy myself

[swt]

from today on, i won’t be eating anymore and am gonna try to go as long as possible without sleeping

i genuinely don’t give a shit about the consequences, my body gave me eternal punishment by making me look ugly, so i’m gonna punish my body back, even us being one, i deserve misery

 

[Bug]

counter productive torture yourself some other way like in the gym or running like how goggins does it

 

[Carbine]

5 days max before you can't control your hormones anymore, much longer if your drinking water

 

[swt]

whoever goes out their way to call me an autist for this clearly never felt a day as a truecel, you’ll never understand this level of self hatred

 

[Bug]

whoever goes out their way to call me an autist for this clearly never felt a day as a truecel, you’ll never understand this level of self hatred

nigga i been doing neck curls for 3 hours now because i am mad at my subhumanity its a difference between hating yourself and doing some stupid shit with zero gain in the end only negative

 

[R@m@]

You will go through ego death

 

[Bug]

listen to this and feel better

 

[swt]

nigga i been doing neck curls for 3 hours now because i am mad at my subhumanity its a difference between hating yourself and doing some stupid shit with zero gain in the end only negative

this lowkey feels like a slap in the face, holy shit bro neck curls for 3 hours is another level of self torture

 

[swt]

You will go through ego death

what does that mean? what will this do to me

 

[Bug]

this lowkey feels like a slap in the face, holy shit bro neck curls for 3 hours is another level of self torture

i have a neck harness on while typing this and i have not taken it off my neck is brutally sore but i will keep going for another hour at least. i am suffering but in the end i get something out of it. u dont want to suffer and get nothing out of it

 

[swt]

You will go through ego death

can you tell me what this will do to me and what it is

 

[swt]

listen to this and feel better

already did years ago, song carried me thru life in 2022

 

[GhostBoySwag]

can you tell me what this will do to me and what it is

common sense, im just gonna guess that you are gonna die ego death, that the huge ego that you have teeling you dont care and will simply do it because why not, its just the ego taking over you and the act you are going to commit can lead to death

 

[R@m@]

can you tell me what this will do to me and what it is

Loss of self identity, who you are in your mind

 

[first snow]

You will go through ego death

i've yet to experience it