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say you forget about her, ok? do you know whats left? an empty world. you have no friends, you have no girls, you have nothing. doors are closed, opportunities dont exist, you are a complete loser and a sad excuse of an existance. and once you realizze that, memories gonna start popping back and you will remember EXACTLY why you are at the state you at rn and why you have suffered so much.
there is NO escape. its a vicous cycle, you can run away al you want, the emptiness will catch up to you eventually. i have lost track of how mnay times i have tried to reset it all only to get drowned by the emptiness in the end. you will ALWAYS fail, once a failure ALWAYS a failure. i have nearly killed myself many times trying to escape, it will always come back in the end.
Some things are tied to your HEART. humans arent just brains sadly, you also feel things, and these feelings can get engraved permemnty inside of you. its like muscle memory. i remember a sittuation with a girl and in my heart it felt exactly the same as what i went through with the previous one. I didnt even think about it, i felt it and it hurt....
there is NO escape. its a vicous cycle, you can run away al you want, the emptiness will catch up to you eventually. i have lost track of how mnay times i have tried to reset it all only to get drowned by the emptiness in the end. you will ALWAYS fail, once a failure ALWAYS a failure. i have nearly killed myself many times trying to escape, it will always come back in the end.
Some things are tied to your HEART. humans arent just brains sadly, you also feel things, and these feelings can get engraved permemnty inside of you. its like muscle memory. i remember a sittuation with a girl and in my heart it felt exactly the same as what i went through with the previous one. I didnt even think about it, i felt it and it hurt....
