PsychoDsk
I'm like really really desperate for sex, I need i
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Yea we wuz homeless nd sheit now we up
So a lot of shit happened in the past few weeks, a week ago I quit all drugs cold turkey and found a place to stay. 4 days ago I moved back in with my mom. I’ve had this ex girlfriend for 5yrs now. We were on and off for a long long time.
Couple days ago I saw her again and immediately the spark came back. I fell in love in seconds. When we were younger we were crazily in love. She’s the kindest, most beautiful and funniest girl on the entire planet. @Gaygymmaxx can confirm. I took her virginity and it stayed that way the entire 5 years.
We were texting for a couple days, today she finally came over. I’m not joking, not even 5 seconds after seeing her I fell more in love than ever before. I’ve had a lot of girls but nothing compares to actual love. I don’t feel dirty cuddling with her, I actually feel peace and accepted. Laying in her arms is the most calm I’ve ever felt. She is the one.
We spent 5 hours laying in my bed talking and eating pizza. I was myself again, which I haven’t been in a long ass time. She’s perfect, everything about her. She doesn’t judge, she cries, she laughs, she’s all I ever wanted. We were talking and out of nowhere she started crying, she was scared it wouldn’t last again and we would break up like we’ve done 5 times now. I assured her we won’t. It was just the wrong timing these past few times, now it’s perfect. We’re almost grown up, I’m trying to get my life together and she’s supportive asf.
I love her to death. No blackpill or ascension for the feeling of love.
I’m officially quitting slaying and the degenerate lifestyle, it was fun but it isn’t who I am deep down. I’m starting to get bluepilled again, looks don’t matter as much anymore and all I want is to build a happy life with this girl.
I love you all
So a lot of shit happened in the past few weeks, a week ago I quit all drugs cold turkey and found a place to stay. 4 days ago I moved back in with my mom. I’ve had this ex girlfriend for 5yrs now. We were on and off for a long long time.
Couple days ago I saw her again and immediately the spark came back. I fell in love in seconds. When we were younger we were crazily in love. She’s the kindest, most beautiful and funniest girl on the entire planet. @Gaygymmaxx can confirm. I took her virginity and it stayed that way the entire 5 years.
We were texting for a couple days, today she finally came over. I’m not joking, not even 5 seconds after seeing her I fell more in love than ever before. I’ve had a lot of girls but nothing compares to actual love. I don’t feel dirty cuddling with her, I actually feel peace and accepted. Laying in her arms is the most calm I’ve ever felt. She is the one.
We spent 5 hours laying in my bed talking and eating pizza. I was myself again, which I haven’t been in a long ass time. She’s perfect, everything about her. She doesn’t judge, she cries, she laughs, she’s all I ever wanted. We were talking and out of nowhere she started crying, she was scared it wouldn’t last again and we would break up like we’ve done 5 times now. I assured her we won’t. It was just the wrong timing these past few times, now it’s perfect. We’re almost grown up, I’m trying to get my life together and she’s supportive asf.
I love her to death. No blackpill or ascension for the feeling of love.
I’m officially quitting slaying and the degenerate lifestyle, it was fun but it isn’t who I am deep down. I’m starting to get bluepilled again, looks don’t matter as much anymore and all I want is to build a happy life with this girl.
I love you all