I’m incapable of being consistent for a year

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Gymcelled for 4 months, cancelled and went back to ldar because of one setback, didn’t go after ramadan because I need to get a job first (???) so wasted a couple more months, started again not really consistent then dropped after a couple months because low energy or something. Then ldared till now delaying return because idek man.

Just overcomplicating basic things. You just pick a routine, stay consistent and blot out everything else then focus on other things. I think I might be delirious tbh. My decision making is wack. And I piss weeks/months of my life away like it’s nothing
 
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Your ability to self improve is genetic.
 
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Your ability to self improve is genetic.
fr i wanted to get lean since i was 14 and im just getting lean now at 19 took me 5 years to go on a simple diet
 
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Your ability to self improve is genetic.
I procrastinate unnecessarily. It’s like I’m awake once a year. I think it’s due to social isolation. I’m too apathetic to look after myself so I need something external to keep me accountable
 
Most people don't consistently gymcel
 
Most people don't consistently gymcel
Year wasted. I’m basically starting all over again. Man. It doesn’t make sense how I was doing good then just flaked out over time. I’m disappointed this is pure self cuckery atp
 
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I have a picture of Hexum naked in my homegym that shitt gave me motivation insane dopamine boost.
 
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Same mate. Gym maxxing is hard cuz I’m inconsistent and suck at keeping an eating schedule. I actually was gym maxxing for a bit last fall but man I got into swim team again senior year despite not swimming for a long ass time.


Biggest fucking waste and mistake. I wish I didn’t man
 
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It's hard to keep myself motivated too , eventually the fire runs out and I'm lost again
 
Same mate. Gym maxxing is hard cuz I’m inconsistent and suck at keeping an eating schedule. I actually was gym maxxing for a bit last fall but man I got into swim team again senior year despite not swimming for a long ass time.


Biggest fucking waste and mistake. I wish I didn’t man
Flake as shit, but tbh I just self sabotaged by getting demotivated at the weight or lack of ‘pump’ so early on. And doing dumb shit like cancelling cardio and leg day because I feel a little something in my lower back. Then add on low IQ habits like doing a push up or one rep of exercise to convince myself I’m fit.
 
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