I’m inconsistently NT and ND

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I’m aware I’m neurodivergent genitically, but I force myself to be NT for moneymaxxing, I think I’m even on the spectrum

The thing is I am very inconsistent with how social I am

Like a few days ago I was able to casually socialize with a whole another school and basketball team, like me I became well known and good friends with people from that school in one day, 0 cortisol

But like 2 days ago when I tried socializing with my main home town for their sports game I kept stuttering and shit snd had a lot anxiety

Wonder what condition I have

@Orka @Return to Nature 🌲 @Mess @134applesauce456 @ikramy

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

Low t

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Low t

That’s why ur albino

 

[Return to Nature 🌲]

I’m aware I’m neurodivergent genitically, but I force myself to be NT for moneymaxxing, I think I’m even on the spectrum

The thing is I am very inconsistent with how social I am

Like a few days ago I was able to casually socialize with a whole another school and basketball team, like me I became well known and good friends with people from that school in one day, 0 cortisol

But like 2 days ago when I tried socializing with my main home town for their sports game I kept stuttering and shit snd had a lot anxiety

Wonder what condition I have

@Orka @Return to Nature 🌲 @Mess @134applesauce456 @ikramy

So relatable.

A couple months ago I went to that party I was talking about, and it was the most NT performance I've ever put up.

The host was giving a house tour and we went outside, and he showed the grass and someone in the following crowd said "is this grass real?", and because we live in the desert I said "heh, way to green to be real here!". It was the corniest shit ever but everyone in the group started laughing their ass off. I was resisting the urge to cringe, but I was able to pull it off successfully. I also had a bunch of jestermaxed ideas I was able to pull off. Like I had a giant bottle of peligrino sparkling water I was walking around with, and everyone was commenting on it and laughing, and it was an instant conversation starter.

I also made up a bunch of fake hobbies to talk about, and I was able to have multiple 10-15 minute conversations with normal adults.

But other days, I have no idea what to say, and I literally am autistic and have aspergers.

I just have to stay conscious, and use the autism to my advantage.

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

I’m aware I’m neurodivergent genitically, but I force myself to be NT for moneymaxxing, I think I’m even on the spectrum

The thing is I am very inconsistent with how social I am

Like a few days ago I was able to casually socialize with a whole another school and basketball team, like me I became well known and good friends with people from that school in one day, 0 cortisol

But like 2 days ago when I tried socializing with my main home town for their sports game I kept stuttering and shit snd had a lot anxiety

Wonder what condition I have

@Orka @Return to Nature 🌲 @Mess @134applesauce456 @ikramy

Nigga has an inconsistent cooked gaba-glutamate ratio

Its over.... but i still love you

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

That’s why ur albino

Retard im not albino

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Retard im not albino

Your albino

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

L

So relatable.

A couple months ago I went to that party I was talking about, and it was the most NT performance I've ever put up.

The host was giving a house tour and we went outside, and he showed the grass and someone in the following crowd said "is this grass real?", and because we live in the desert I said "heh, way to green to be real here!". It was the corniest shit ever but everyone in the group started laughing their ass off. I was resisting the urge to cringe, but I was able to pull it off successfully. I also had a bunch of jestermaxed ideas I was able to pull off. Like I had a giant bottle of peligrino sparkling water I was walking around with, and everyone was commenting on it and laughing, and it was an instant conversation starter.

I also made up a bunch of fake hobbies to talk about, and I was able to have multiple 10-15 minute conversations with normal adults.

But other days, I have no idea what to say, and I literally am autistic and have aspergers.

I just have to stay conscious, and use the autism to my advantage.

How was that party again and what was it about?

And yeah jfl stayin conscious is key

At least we’re are aware that we are autistic so we can work our way around it

Sometimes I see retarded fat 5’2 niggas who have no idea there getting made fun of

 

[OlympicSizzler]

Your using body and cardio energy/stamina to mask ND tendencies. This gets exhausting after a while, so you flip and flop. Take Adderall if you want it 24/7

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Your using body and cardio energy/stamina to mask ND tendencies. This gets exhausting after a while, so you flip and flop. Take Adderall if you want it 24/7

I used to have adderall but my parents found it

 

[Return to Nature 🌲]

How was that party again and what was it about?

Just some party with "family friends" I guess you could say

And yeah jfl stayin conscious is key

I say this in my head all the time, it's a great way to keep me calm, and aware.

If I can stay calm and conscious, I can think about everything fully and make good decisions.

It's like viewing something in retrospect like "oh I wish I would've said this instead", but in real time.

"Stay conscious", and "whatever happens happens", are my two motos

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Just some party with "family friends" I guess you could say

I say this in my head all the time, it's a great way to keep me calm, and aware.

If I can stay calm and conscious, I can think about everything fully and make good decisions.

It's like viewing something in retrospect like "oh I wish I would've said this instead", but in real time.

"Stay conscious", and "whatever happens happens", are my two motos

Mirin

We have a lot more common then I thought

ND for the win

 

[orz]

I’m aware I’m neurodivergent genitically, but I force myself to be NT for moneymaxxing, I think I’m even on the spectrum

The thing is I am very inconsistent with how social I am

Like a few days ago I was able to casually socialize with a whole another school and basketball team, like me I became well known and good friends with people from that school in one day, 0 cortisol

But like 2 days ago when I tried socializing with my main home town for their sports game I kept stuttering and shit snd had a lot anxiety

Wonder what condition I have

@Orka @Return to Nature 🌲 @Mess @134applesauce456 @ikramy

its crazy that i probably know hella people that know u irl

we just had a massive basketball game lmao

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

its crazy that i probably know hella people that know u irl

we just had a massive basketball game lmao

Where u from?

 

[Prøphet]

Nigga has an inconsistent cooked gaba-glutamate ratio

Its over.... but i still love you

Dude I was literally about to say the same exact thing you’re tapped in

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

Dude I was literally about to say the same exact thing you’re tapped in

Over for glx/gaba cels.

 

[orz]

Where u from?

I don’t think u want me to dox us

North Jerz

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I don’t think u want me to dox us

North Jerz

Oh shoot i forgot your that dude

Nah i mean jersey is a very large place its not really considered leaking

 

[alurmo]

I’m aware I’m neurodivergent genitically, but I force myself to be NT for moneymaxxing, I think I’m even on the spectrum

The thing is I am very inconsistent with how social I am

Like a few days ago I was able to casually socialize with a whole another school and basketball team, like me I became well known and good friends with people from that school in one day, 0 cortisol

But like 2 days ago when I tried socializing with my main home town for their sports game I kept stuttering and shit snd had a lot anxiety

Wonder what condition I have

@Orka @Return to Nature 🌲 @Mess @134applesauce456 @ikramy

consistently retarded

 

[orz]

Oh shoot i forgot your that dude

Nah i mean jersey is a very large place its not really considered leaking

Haha yeah that’s me

 

[Deleted member 133415]

Mirin hard that’s how everyone should be like