I'm incredibly good at faking on first impressions

[SecularIslamist]

I can act NT as fuck. But as soon I connect with people on a deeper level my autism and aspieness shines through.

I just got feedback from a couple of interviews. I didn't get the job, but one theme across both of them was 'I come across well' and have sound friendly and approachable ( )Some of the feedback was I basically talking too much and needed to get to the point - this could be construed as autism or confidence tbh.

But either way I realised my body language in interviews changes. I'm always smiling, making a (overused) joke when I can. I come across well. I got my current job like this, by acing the interview and being sociable with two foids... But little did they know I am a rotting autist who crawls into his hole when given a permanent contract JFL.

 

[BrendioEEE]

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[Deleted member 24789]

And what's stopping you from continuing on the same path after?

 

[SecularIslamist]

And what's stopping you from continuing on the same path after?

It's when I speak about my personal life/outside that work environment. I have nothing to say or take part in.

Ngl I'm not socially awkward when it comes to first impressions. But after that it becomes obvious I'm just a rotter.

When people are talking about their weekends, personal lives, what they're doing with their significant other, normie culture (Netflix, concerts). I have no right to speak tbh. What am I gonna say, I'm going home to post on looksmax.org

 

[Deleted member 24789]

It's when I speak about my personal life/outside that work environment. I have nothing to say or take part in.

Ngl I'm not socially awkward when it comes to first impressions. But after that it becomes obvious I'm just a rotter.

When people are talking about their weekends, personal lives, what they're doing with their significant other, normie culture (Netflix, concerts). I have no right to speak tbh. What am I gonna say, I'm going home to post on looksmax.org

Literally me

 

[SecularIslamist]

Literally me

If you still have friends, studying and not in that 'grown-up' environment you can change things this.

I'm locationcel, wagie and live 200 miles from my nearest 'friends' - in a similar position. This circle of friends who are as 'free' as you gets lower as you get older.