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Lebgfinal
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I dont know why I came back, my life is under danger now. Its been 9 months of constant harrasment, bullying, people doxxing my location, telling people to hurt me, i cant handle this anymore. I joined this forum in 2022 when I was 15, back then i just wanted to improve but i slowly became insecure and my life became worse. I posted my face because I hated how I look and wanted to change, but I never did anything. I never looksmaxxed, I never did shit. I hate my face, everything about myself. Im 18, never achieved anything, never got anything good or positive in my life. My ugly ass face ruined my opportunity to do anything great. Sometimes I want to feel good about myself but I have absolutely nothing that makes me feel good. Its like my mind is stuck in a constant mode of not doing anything, of being too depressed to do the slightest action to improve my life. Its extremely shit to be in my situation. I keep trying to fix my problems and end up by making them worse, i accidentallt doxxed myself, i posted my face online despites the advice. I take risks and end up suffering the consequences even if I know they exist. Its like im so depressed that my mind wants to self destruct itself. Its like im self destined to ruin my life no matter what. All of my problems are due to me giving info about myself, because my opsec is fine. I honestly never tried to stir drama or be rude to anyone, but i get targeted like i am an actual person who deserves it.
I just want to be left alone. If you ever see my face anywhere, just know its not me. I have nothing agaisnt muslim, i was never racist, I love everyone and wish the best to everyone I will never post my face again on the internet, people now recognize me no matter where i go. Thats just the only thing i can do now. I apologize if i acted retarded on here, I think I am retarded, im both unlucky and retarded.
I just want to be left alone. If you ever see my face anywhere, just know its not me. I have nothing agaisnt muslim, i was never racist, I love everyone and wish the best to everyone I will never post my face again on the internet, people now recognize me no matter where i go. Thats just the only thing i can do now. I apologize if i acted retarded on here, I think I am retarded, im both unlucky and retarded.
Stay off the internet bro
