I'm losing my faith in God(16)

[kaelenquinn]

Im 16 years old and I genuinely do not know what to do. I get that I'm still supposed to grow and develop, Im not trying to come across as a troll or an autist but I cannot bear to look at my face. Im recessed and have terrible downward growth (like a 140 degree gonial angle) a crooked nose, things that are all insanely hard to fix. What sucks the most is that I attract girls, and it confuses me because I genuinely hate my face. My friends say im mtn but i think im high ltn at best. I'll go out with friends or go on ome tv and its just so brutal because they look so much better than me. I can't get a palate expander because my mom said if I bring up my looks again shes taking my internet access. I eat well enough, work out, etc., but I have no clue what to do, everything I see nowadays is either cope or just bullshit. Is it possible to fix downward growth/my gonial angle? Its getting to the point where I am questioning my faith in God. I can attach photos if needed.

 

[vincentzygo]

im not reading greycell venting tbh

 

[superpsycho]

im not reading greycell venting tbh

 

[iblamemandible7]

Post photos of side profile I'll help

 

[kaelenquinn]

im not reading greycell venting tbh

Post photos of side profile I'll help

The last photo is me from a few months ago and im frauding. Just wanna improve my downward growth a little outside of surgery idk if its possible tho

 

[WonkyChin186]

God is fake

Follow goatis

 

[BENPO]

Im 16 years old and I genuinely do not know what to do. I get that I'm still supposed to grow and develop, Im not trying to come across as a troll or an autist but I cannot bear to look at my face. Im recessed and have terrible downward growth (like a 140 degree gonial angle) a crooked nose, things that are all insanely hard to fix. What sucks the most is that I attract girls, and it confuses me because I genuinely hate my face. My friends say im mtn but i think im high ltn at best. I'll go out with friends or go on ome tv and its just so brutal because they look so much better than me. I can't get a palate expander because my mom said if I bring up my looks again shes taking my internet access. I eat well enough, work out, etc., but I have no clue what to do, everything I see nowadays is either cope or just bullshit. Is it possible to fix downward growth/my gonial angle? Its getting to the point where I am questioning my faith in God. I can attach photos if needed.

i assume youre christian, BP is the opposite of what god told us, im kinda active in my cruch and if i can help you, here what im gonna say.

in God eyes youre perfect. "b-b-b-b-but its so blue pill", No, god is not same as human, he dont see us based on looks, based on high, voice and other.
he see us as his son, his son that he created, his son that he has hope, future, plans.

I know your struggles, like even king david pray to god to calm his soul(read pslam)
he IS SO SHORT. like super short than his all brother, hes not good looking, but he has faith on god, so god bless him. i think you and king david has the same situations tbh, same as me, i think im ugly, but girls still look at me, but other people is much better than me.

What can you do?
1.Find a good cruch, find a cruch that has good community, Vent on your pastor(not on .org lol, most these people just dont care), then active on that cruch, Dont scared to try going yo other cruch,
Find a cruch that the pastor is so open to us, had a loving family, had no secret to us.

2.Just do simple prayer first, vent to god, act like god is your best friend, do long prayer just to vent with god, and just stand there, dont do anything, just reflect on yourselff, i swear god will answear your prayer on that silents.

3. if u feel more closer to god, Read bible, sing worsip song, just make your self closer to him.
Find a purpose(im 16 too), Find what do you like(God give us talent)

But if u want to improve your looks is ok, i want to improve too, but dont make look your god.
Hope your understand

 

[kaelenquinn]

i assume youre christian, BP is the opposite of what god told us, im kinda active in my cruch and if i can help you, here what im gonna say.

in God eyes youre perfect. "b-b-b-b-but its so blue pill", No, god is not same as human, he dont see us based on looks, based on high, voice and other.
he see us as his son, his son that he created, his son that he has hope, future, plans.

I know your struggles, like even king david pray to god to calm his soul(read pslam)
he IS SO SHORT. like super short than his all brother, hes not good looking, but he has faith on god, so god bless him. i think you and king david has the same situations tbh, same as me, i think im ugly, but girls still look at me, but other people is much better than me.

What can you do?
1.Find a good cruch, find a cruch that has good community, Vent on your pastor(not on .org lol, most these people just dont care), then active on that cruch, Dont scared to try going yo other cruch,
Find a cruch that the pastor is so open to us, had a loving family, had no secret to us.

2.Just do simple prayer first, vent to god, act like god is your best friend, do long prayer just to vent with god, and just stand there, dont do anything, just reflect on yourselff, i swear god will answear your prayer on that silents.

3. if u feel more closer to god, Read bible, sing worsip song, just make your self closer to him.
Find a purpose(im 16 too), Find what do you like(God give us talent)

But if u want to improve your looks is ok, i want to improve too, but dont make look your god.
Hope your understand

cope cope cope i need to reach the potential god gave me

 

[TrveShortcel]

Its getting to the point where I am questioning my faith in God

God doesn’t have moral obligations, stop apostatising over your looks. My grandfather died recently yet that’s not a reason to leave God. Calm tf down.

 

[merpXD]

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The last photo is me from a few months ago and im frauding. Just wanna improve my downward growth a little outside of surgery idk if its possible tho

mfers be the most normal okay looking guy talking abt sum kms

 

[BENPO]

cope cope cope i need to reach the potential god gave me

i understand, tbh i feel the same, but you dont need to leave god.
your literally lonely if u vent on .org, you need god as much god need you.

im here to study all possiblity to improve my looks but i dont forget god, because of that im not so depress

just try my advice dude, if u cant do the frist one, try the second one

 

[BENPO]

cope cope cope i need to reach the potential god gave me

do you think god want you to think like this? sure you can improbe your looks, he want you to improve your looks too, but not on that mindset.

give your self silent moment, let god talk to you(read my other reply)

 

[kaelenquinn]

mfers be the most normal okay looking guy talking abt sum kms

people tell me i look good and fine and its funny cuz i attract girls but i just think i look disgusting

 

[merpXD]

people tell me i look good and fine and its funny cuz i attract girls but i just think i look disgusting

go on grindr and get topped itll clear your mind