I’m lost and helpless, I hate my life and I’m scared of the outcome in 10 years from now.

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I’ve gone my whole life thinking i’m special and have something that others don’t, a delusional fantasy that pushed me to become better and maybe even more happier.

Everything is coming to an end now that i’ll be 20 yo in less than a month, it’s insane that I became totally the same as the people I used to redicule (wagies and my coworkers).

This morning I stopped when I was getting in my workplace to see all the other employees walk in and I asked my self, am I just the same as them? Am I really better? Am I worse than them?

And the answer is pretty straightforward: I’m like them if not worse. Atleast they were walking talking to other people or looking in front of them, I was hunched down on my phone doom scrolling even when I was walking in.

My brain is completely fried, I have no energy, nothing. I have no discipline nor motivation to do the stuff i’m supposed to do to become better and not end up in 10 years in the same place like everyone else.

What can I do? What’s there to do it for someone like me? Is there someone who feels exactly like me? Am I the only one?
 
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Just get fat and pop out some kids tbh
 
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Feel the same way bruh 😔

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I think that everyone feels like future somebody, to be told like jeff bezos, started amazon at 45 or something and suceeded...
 
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1.learn blender 2.make furry porn 3. that will give u 10k dollars monthly if ur really really good.

then earn 200 k dollar. AND PUT IT ALL ON RED.

that's the only way to win in thsi life. take a risk.
 
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I feel the same but you can not give up hope, i think you need to look for hope and stop being in negative circles. It can get better, but the belief need to be there no matter what. Im also 19 and i think its far too earlt to give up hope. Watch some motivational shit whatever that is for you. Watch this clip
 
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I feel the same but you can not give up hope, i think you need to look for hope and stop being in negative circles. It can get better, but the belief need to be there no matter what. Im also 19 and i think its far too earlt to give up hope. Watch some motivational shit whatever that is for you. Watch this clip

i’m not in any circles, im alone, completely.
 
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Did you go to university or further education?
 
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i’m not in any circles, im alone, completely.
Internet bro. Anything that make your thoughts negative. It might sound like cope but this is true

"Thinking and brain chemistry is a two-way street. While your thoughts influence your brain chemistry, your brain chemistry also influences your thoughts. For example, if you're thinking about things that make you feel anxious, your brain releases more cortisol, which can make you feel even more anxious."

As for the Alone part i dont know how to solve that either Yet
 
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You always post how you're 9-5 job is draining you and you don't want to work when work is finished. If this is the case you will never change because you are trapped right now.

If I was you I would quit the job move in with parents if possible and start taking any mental stimulant possible and taking extreme risk with sports betting and day trading :feelshah: at least this way theres a chance of you hitting something big
 
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No risk no reward in this life... our parents didnt take the risk of injecting hormones during the pregnancy and now we are subhuman
 
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Did you go to university or further education?
No, i’m working
Internet bro. Anything that make your thoughts negative. It might sound like cope but this is true

"Thinking and brain chemistry is a two-way street. While your thoughts influence your brain chemistry, your brain chemistry also influences your thoughts. For example, if you're thinking about things that make you feel anxious, your brain releases more cortisol, which can make you feel even more anxious."

As for the Alone part i dont know how to solve that either Yet
So what I should do? I don’t watch too much depressed stuff on social media…
You always post how you're 9-5 job is draining you and you don't want to work when work is finished. If this is the case you will never change because you are trapped right now.

If I was you I would quit the job move in with parents if possible and start taking any mental stimulant possible and taking extreme risk with sports betting and day trading :feelshah: at least this way theres a chance of you hitting something big
I already live with my parents, they won’t let me not work in their home. They don’t believe i’ll work cuz they say im lazy, and that’s true I don’t even know if i’ll work cuz I know im a lazy piece of shit.
 
No, i’m working

So what I should do? I don’t watch too much depressed stuff on social media…

I already live with my parents, they won’t let me not work in their home. They don’t believe i’ll work cuz they say im lazy, and that’s true I don’t even know if i’ll work cuz I know im a lazy piece of shit.
Start NoFap and escape the Matrix.

On a real note, just make enough money, move to SEA, live for dirt cheap, fuck Bitches, and then retire with a life in the forest away from modern society turning you subhuman.

Problem solved.
 
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So what I should do? I don’t watch too much depressed stuff on social media…
Inject T
This is my last resort if im on my last legs tbh i wasnt joking @PseudoMaxxer
 
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Atleast they were walking talking to other people or looking in front of them, I was hunched down on my phone doom scrolling even when I was walking in.
I relate heavy to this I'm completely antisocial
 
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I’ve gone my whole life thinking i’m special and have something that others don’t, a delusional fantasy that pushed me to become better and maybe even more happier.

Everything is coming to an end now that i’ll be 20 yo in less than a month, it’s insane that I became totally the same as the people I used to redicule (wagies and my coworkers).

This morning I stopped when I was getting in my workplace to see all the other employees walk in and I asked my self, am I just the same as them? Am I really better? Am I worse than them?

And the answer is pretty straightforward: I’m like them if not worse. Atleast they were walking talking to other people or looking in front of them, I was hunched down on my phone doom scrolling even when I was walking in.

My brain is completely fried, I have no energy, nothing. I have no discipline nor motivation to do the stuff i’m supposed to do to become better and not end up in 10 years in the same place like everyone else.

What can I do? What’s there to do it for someone like me? Is there someone who feels exactly like me? Am I the only one?
I feel like this wehn im not getting that wet wet
 
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Start NoFap and escape the Matrix.

On a real note, just make enough money, move to SEA, live for dirt cheap, fuck Bitches, and then retire with a life in the forest away from modern society turning you subhuman.

Problem solved.
yeah, just skipped the whole shit and said problem solved. jfl
 
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I feel like this wehn im not getting that wet wet
I get that wet wet, doesn’t change the fact that i’m a loser lmao, it’s funny niggas measure their worth by pussy.
 
I get that wet wet, doesn’t change the fact that i’m a loser lmao, it’s funny niggas measure their worth by pussy.
It's not about worth it's about giving a thick bitch backshots and cumming buckets
 
Haha, dude. You're not even a fully-developed adult yet. You have time, but what's important is using the time you have now, rather than fearing for the future.
You are better than those people because you're aware of the life ahead that you dread to live whereas they're always in the moment.
Take action.
You got this (y)
 
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I’ve gone my whole life thinking i’m special and have something that others don’t, a delusional fantasy that pushed me to become better and maybe even more happier.

Everything is coming to an end now that i’ll be 20 yo in less than a month, it’s insane that I became totally the same as the people I used to redicule (wagies and my coworkers).

This morning I stopped when I was getting in my workplace to see all the other employees walk in and I asked my self, am I just the same as them? Am I really better? Am I worse than them?

And the answer is pretty straightforward: I’m like them if not worse. Atleast they were walking talking to other people or looking in front of them, I was hunched down on my phone doom scrolling even when I was walking in.

My brain is completely fried, I have no energy, nothing. I have no discipline nor motivation to do the stuff i’m supposed to do to become better and not end up in 10 years in the same place like everyone else.

What can I do? What’s there to do it for someone like me? Is there someone who feels exactly like me? Am I the only one?
If it makes you feel better, I ascended at 20 and my life got better with every year that passed

Pre 20 was hell on earth for me

Also quit porn and stop using your phone. Do a dopamine detox. Easier said than done
 
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If it makes you feel better, I ascended at 20 and my life got better with every year that passed

Pre 20 was hell on earth for me

Also quit porn and stop using your phone. Do a dopamine detox. Easier said than done
porn is good
 
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Fries your brain and destroys productivity

Does for me anyway
i can see that if you have lots of things you're workong on but if you just have to wageslave every day and then chill its fine
 
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Nigga youre a 28 yr old doing YouTube for a living you think you've made it? Jfl get off your high horse
Wtf are you talking about, I haven’t been doing youtueb for over a year now

You know nothing about me
 
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If it makes you feel better, I ascended at 20 and my life got better with every year that passed

Pre 20 was hell on earth for me

Also quit porn and stop using your phone. Do a dopamine detox. Easier said than done
I must quit everything I know, I need a detox so badly. I’m gonna start today when I get home i’ll try to prepare a plan for myself
 
I’ve gone my whole life thinking i’m special and have something that others don’t, a delusional fantasy that pushed me to become better and maybe even more happier.

Everything is coming to an end now that i’ll be 20 yo in less than a month, it’s insane that I became totally the same as the people I used to redicule (wagies and my coworkers).

This morning I stopped when I was getting in my workplace to see all the other employees walk in and I asked my self, am I just the same as them? Am I really better? Am I worse than them?

And the answer is pretty straightforward: I’m like them if not worse. Atleast they were walking talking to other people or looking in front of them, I was hunched down on my phone doom scrolling even when I was walking in.

My brain is completely fried, I have no energy, nothing. I have no discipline nor motivation to do the stuff i’m supposed to do to become better and not end up in 10 years in the same place like everyone else.

What can I do? What’s there to do it for someone like me? Is there someone who feels exactly like me? Am I the only one?
You're too old to do anything now

Life ends at 16 :feelswhy:
 
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Wtf are you talking about, I haven’t been doing youtueb for over a year now

You know nothing about me
You're a loser gtfo what's ur skillset nigga. I bet u don't know half of the stuff I do
 
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You're too old to do anything now

Life ends at 16 :feelswhy:
was gonna rope at 16, got better the years later.

Now it’s a new arc, it’s not about school, gym, or girls anymore.

It’s all about money.
 
if it makes you feel better you can’t reach high levels of success without being some Freemason satanist sellout with connection to the jews
 
was gonna rope at 16, got better the years later.

Now it’s a new arc, it’s not about school, gym, or girls anymore.

It’s all about money.
No money for your subhuman face, body and social skills
 
Lmao sure thing bro
you are a wagie right? How do you work on yourself after your shit bro? I can’t do shit after i’m so drained.

I work from 8am till 5pm, I thought about waking up at 4 am or 5 am (maybe 4 is better) to dedicate 2 hours on working on a business or side hustle and 1 hour for walking in nature and training.

I need to fix my body.
 
Do you have any special talents or is there any talents in your family ? Like art or some other stuff?

Do you have an actual plan ?
 
you are a wagie right? How do you work on yourself after your shit bro? I can’t do shit after i’m so drained.

I work from 8am till 5pm, I thought about waking up at 4 am or 5 am (maybe 4 is better) to dedicate 2 hours on working on a business or side hustle and 1 hour for walking in nature and training.

I need to fix my body.
I work from home 4 days a week

Wake up a 5am, gymcel then do a few hours before 9

I usually do my work fast so I have a few hours free during the day + lunch hour, then a few hours after work
 
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you are a wagie right? How do you work on yourself after your shit bro? I can’t do shit after i’m so drained.
Yeah bro u left it too late, your fully in the wagie cycle now, you need to find the motivation in yourself to get out of this. Let it sit with you that if you dont take any action you will do this for the rest of your life. You said you have an ego? Use it to your advantage.
 
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I work from home 4 days a week

Wake up a 5am, gymcel then do a few hours before 9

I usually do my work fast so I have a few hours free during the day + lunch hour, then a few hours after work
What job lets you work from home?
 
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No


lucky, how did you find a remote job?
Most office jobs in the uk are at least hybrid. My last job was 2 days in the office 3 from home, but my new one is only once a week in the office
 
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I work from home 4 days a week

Wake up a 5am, gymcel then do a few hours before 9

I usually do my work fast so I have a few hours free during the day + lunch hour, then a few hours after work
When do you sleep
 
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Fuck.. most people in 10 years would probably be fucking sentient sexbots

Richcel or DEATH Yakhis
 
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Most office jobs in the uk are at least hybrid. My last job was 2 days in the office 3 from home, but my new one is only once a week in the office
that’s so good bro, insane

Mine is office but 0 days at home, only working from the office.

But my country is also not advanced at all.
 
I’ve gone my whole life thinking i’m special and have something that others don’t, a delusional fantasy that pushed me to become better and maybe even more happier.

Everything is coming to an end now that i’ll be 20 yo in less than a month, it’s insane that I became totally the same as the people I used to redicule (wagies and my coworkers).

This morning I stopped when I was getting in my workplace to see all the other employees walk in and I asked my self, am I just the same as them? Am I really better? Am I worse than them?

And the answer is pretty straightforward: I’m like them if not worse. Atleast they were walking talking to other people or looking in front of them, I was hunched down on my phone doom scrolling even when I was walking in.

My brain is completely fried, I have no energy, nothing. I have no discipline nor motivation to do the stuff i’m supposed to do to become better and not end up in 10 years in the same place like everyone else.

What can I do? What’s there to do it for someone like me? Is there someone who feels exactly like me? Am I the only one?
smoke galaxy gas
 
I’ve gone my whole life thinking i’m special and have something that others don’t, a delusional fantasy that pushed me to become better and maybe even more happier.

Everything is coming to an end now that i’ll be 20 yo in less than a month, it’s insane that I became totally the same as the people I used to redicule (wagies and my coworkers).

This morning I stopped when I was getting in my workplace to see all the other employees walk in and I asked my self, am I just the same as them? Am I really better? Am I worse than them?

And the answer is pretty straightforward: I’m like them if not worse. Atleast they were walking talking to other people or looking in front of them, I was hunched down on my phone doom scrolling even when I was walking in.

My brain is completely fried, I have no energy, nothing. I have no discipline nor motivation to do the stuff i’m supposed to do to become better and not end up in 10 years in the same place like everyone else.

What can I do? What’s there to do it for someone like me? Is there someone who feels exactly like me? Am I the only one?
 
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