I’m never going to stop hating myself until I get surgery

[Prøphet]

And I’m never gonna be able to raise the funds for surgery if I don’t stop hating myself. I’ve been so exhausted just from doing the bare minimum in life almost NEETing atp. Only purpose and self love can drag me out of this pit. But I can’t find anywhere that offers that, because I’m neurodivergent and ugly. If I was born not deformed or neurotypical I wouldn’t suffer so much in my invisible retreatist cage. Instead I had to be both. I think god hate me.

 

[Prøphet]

“Truecel’s Paradox”

 

[Chungus]

I would hate myself more after surgeries because I’d feel like a fraud

 

[Prøphet]

I would hate myself more after surgeries because I’d feel like a fraud

I would feel 100x better as a fraud than the genetic failure I am now

 

[oofydoofy88]

And I’m never gonna be able to raise the funds for surgery if I don’t stop hating myself. I’ve been so exhausted just from doing the bare minimum in life almost NEETing atp. Only purpose and self love can drag me out of this pit. But I can’t find anywhere that offers that, because I’m neurodivergent and ugly. If I was born not deformed or neurotypical I wouldn’t suffer so much in my invisible retreatist cage. Instead I had to be both. I think god hates me

i feel you bro, atleast we have good copes and goyslop + NAV.

 

[mogdanoff]

get an adderall script, you'll be able to crawl out of the demotivated abyss and will inevitably make some money doing SOMETHING!

we are ALL amphetaminemaxxing here, its either fake adhd (fake disorder anyways btw) or continue doing nothing

 

[Deleted member 302622]

You'll never stop hating yourself, even after surgery, that's the punishment for the sin of being born as a truecel