I’m not a fed. I just am extremely neurodivergent and my life is hellish . I’m sick of life (ventish GTFIH)

[CookieGuy]

I fucking just. I’m at my breaking point. I don’t get how all you guys can just rot on here and not “break”

The cycle is really getting to me, I wake up, do some bullshit, and just. It’s a waste of time. Went to school a foid mocked me in the lunch line. Went to my classes, nobody cares as usual. I’m just alone, shoved in a corner. All just to come back home on my messy room with an unkept bed, to play videogames that slightly engage me.

I’m really sick of life. I never lose my acne and chubby cheeks no matter how hard I try.

Anyone else feel that even “Fixes” can’t help them. Like a sign from the universe stating that you will never succeed.

All this pain is only a bullet away. But the only reason I am hesitant is because that would mean I never got anything in my life… and I just can’t die with nothing.

 

[CookieGuy]

@davidlaidisme67 @SnowyWeather @Meteor21

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I fucking just. I’m at my breaking point. I don’t get how all you guys can just rot on here and not “break”

The cycle is really getting to me, I wake up, do some bullshit, and just. It’s a waste of time. Went to school a foid mocked me in the lunch line. Went to my classes, nobody cares as usual. I’m just alone, shoved in a corner. All just to come back home on my messy room with an unkept bed, to play videogames that slightly engage me.

I’m really sick of life. I never lose my acne and chubby cheeks no matter how hard I try.

Anyone else feel that even “Fixes” can’t help them. Like a sign from the universe stating that you will never succeed.

All this pain is only a bullet away. But the only reason I am hesitant is because that would mean I never got anything in my life… and I just can’t die with nothing.

You’re just realizing your life like the rest of ours is determined by your genetics mostly. We all live in a cycle and we will stay within it unless our looks level or monetary value increases

 

[CookieGuy]

You’re just realizing your life like the rest of ours is determined by your genetics mostly. We all live in a cycle and we will stay within it unless our looks level or monetary value increases

I’m well aware of this cycle.

However I try. I really do. I lose weight, stubborn fat. I’m even slightly underweight and still have chubby cheeks and fat around my body.

Tried hopping on Trey. My skin is still fucking shit. I just feel fucked.

 

[Overrated]

Go Adam Lanza (in Minecraft)

 

[HundredManSlayer]

you gotta like stand up for yourself, have some dignity brah

make the change

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I’m well aware of this cycle.

However I try. I really do. I lose weight, stubborn fat. I’m even slightly underweight and still have chubby cheeks and fat around my body.

Tried hopping on Trey. My skin is still fucking shit. I just feel fucked.

Bro fuck trying ngl. Nothing will work if your genes don’t allow it to

 

[SnowyWeather]

I fucking just. I’m at my breaking point. I don’t get how all you guys can just rot on here and not “break”

The cycle is really getting to me, I wake up, do some bullshit, and just. It’s a waste of time. Went to school a foid mocked me in the lunch line. Went to my classes, nobody cares as usual. I’m just alone, shoved in a corner. All just to come back home on my messy room with an unkept bed, to play videogames that slightly engage me.

I’m really sick of life. I never lose my acne and chubby cheeks no matter how hard I try.

Anyone else feel that even “Fixes” can’t help them. Like a sign from the universe stating that you will never succeed.

Mentally yeah. every day for me is the same, no matter what

My efforts to be happy, be loved, be cared for all seem fruitless. I could yap but this is your vent. I'm sorry you feel this way, maybe try changing up your routine, but I'm kinda in the same boat as you

All this pain is only a bullet away. But the only reason I am hesitant is because that would mean I never got anything in my life… and I just can’t die with nothing.

Wtv reason you have to not ctb, stick with it. I really hope you feel better and start being treated better soon

 

[CookieGuy]

Mentally yeah. every day for me is the same, no matter what
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My efforts to be happy, be loved, be cared for all seem fruitless. I could yap but this is your vent. I'm sorry you feel this way, maybe try changing up your routine, but I'm kinda in the same boat as you

Wtv reason you have to not ctb, stick with it. I really hope you feel better and start being treated better soon

Thank you bro. I hope we make it out of here

Ref? When can we stop thugging it out and get to enjoy life?

 

[CookieGuy]

Go Adam Lanza (in Minecraft)

Agh. I really understand why people do it man… I really do

 

[CookieGuy]

you gotta like stand up for yourself, have some dignity brah

make the change

If I fucking hit a foid that won’t go well for me. Sub 5 hitting foid is like. Holy the punishment would be so bad

 

[CookieGuy]

Bro fuck trying ngl. Nothing will work if your genes don’t allow it to

I’m starting to regret trying again

 

[Prøphet]

Blackpill perspective is inherently self destructing

I wish I was still delusional in times like these

 

[CookieGuy]

Blackpill perspective is inherently self destructing

I wish I was still delusional in times like these

Self fulfilling prophecy that was already going to happen you were just made aware of it

 

[HundredManSlayer]

If I fucking hit a foid that won’t go well for me. Sub 5 hitting foid is like. Holy the punishment would be so bad

i meant like making changes in your life

but that works too, do what you want

 

[Prøphet]

Self fulfilling prophecy that was already going to happen you were just made aware of it

“If there is even a 1% chance, fight”

I used to think like this, now I don’t even bother. Every animal on Earth, even nature itself is meant to hope. To abandon hope is to abandon your humanity. Bp is anti life, and the most dangerous part of it is that it’s true. That’s why it grips on your mind so intensely. Because you realize your whole life was already blackpilled before you even knew.

 

[CookieGuy]

i meant like making changes in your life

but that works too, do what you want

So far the tret and weight loss aren’t getting rid of my chubby fuckin cheeks

 

[HundredManSlayer]

So far the tret and weight loss aren’t getting rid of my chubby fuckin cheeks

aqualyx

 

[CookieGuy]

aqualyx

If they don’t go away by 130 lbs (I’m 6ft btw. I’m buying the Aqualyx

 

[CookieGuy]

“If there is even a 1% chance, fight”

I used to think like this, now I don’t even bother. Every animal on Earth, even nature itself is meant to hope. To abandon hope is to abandon your humanity. Bp is anti life, and the most dangerous part of it is that it’s true. That’s why it grips on your mind so intensely. Because you realize your whole life was already blackpilled before you even knew.

I guess. I sincerely feel as there is a point of failure I will always hit

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I fucking just. I’m at my breaking point. I don’t get how all you guys can just rot on here and not “break”

The cycle is really getting to me, I wake up, do some bullshit, and just. It’s a waste of time. Went to school a foid mocked me in the lunch line. Went to my classes, nobody cares as usual. I’m just alone, shoved in a corner. All just to come back home on my messy room with an unkept bed, to play videogames that slightly engage me.

I’m really sick of life. I never lose my acne and chubby cheeks no matter how hard I try.

Anyone else feel that even “Fixes” can’t help them. Like a sign from the universe stating that you will never succeed.

All this pain is only a bullet away. But the only reason I am hesitant is because that would mean I never got anything in my life… and I just can’t die with nothing.

Captain America over here trying to buy crack