I'm not even gunna enjoy Christmas

[Turtle]

I'm just so fucking paranoid about someone coming to my house again because of me being a fucking spazmoid, wether it be the police or one of those two guys again, I'm just gunna be on constant high alert looking for any cars pulling up and listening for any knock on the door.

I always shit myself whenever I hear a knock on the door or see car lights pulling up on our driveway cuz I think they're here to talk to me, but tomorrow is gunna be especially bad, cuz my whole fucking family is coming over and if someone does end up coming to my house it would completely ruin Christmas, just imagine that, my families Christmas fucking ruined because of my mental illness (which was caused by bullying)

If anyone comes to our house because of me then im literally gunna fucking kill myself, no two ways about it, if I don't rope I'd never be able to look my family in the eyes again

 

[Deleted member 5818]

Grow some bollocks you faggot

 

[chance]

thanks for the looksmaxing advice bro

 

[FastBananaCEO]

one of those two guys again

This is literally why you don't post them on the internet asking "wHy aRe ThEy BeTtEr thAn MeEE"

 

[alligatordude]

You really need to strengthen your mind

You are being really pathetic

stop being a pussy and call them and say that you have been having a lot of mental problems and say you apologize

because then they are the ones who are dicks if they continue to disrespect

and then you can finally forgive yourself as you know you did the right thing

 

[sdmaster]

why would they go to your house?
Nvm

 

[Deleted member 4430]

you gunna die

 

[Turtle]

thanks for the looksmaxing advice bro

Grow some bollocks you faggot

I have the right to be fucking worried, this is Christmas with my whole family coming over, I really don't want my whole family and friends to see how fucked up I really am that people come to my fucking house to have a word with me

 

[Turtle]

I'm just so fucking paranoid about someone coming to my house again because of me being a fucking spazmoid, wether it be the police or one of those two guys again, I'm just gunna be on constant high alert looking for any cars pulling up and listening for any knock on the door.

I always shit myself whenever I hear a knock on the door or see car lights pulling up on our driveway cuz I think they're here to talk to me, but tomorrow is gunna be especially bad, cuz my whole fucking family is coming over and if someone does end up coming to my house it would completely ruin Christmas, just imagine that, my families Christmas fucking ruined because of my mental illness (which was caused by bullying)

If anyone comes to our house because of me then im literally gunna fucking kill myself, no two ways about it, if I don't rope I'd never be able to look my family in the eyes again

You really need to strengthen your mind

You are being really pathetic

stop being a pussy and call them and say that you have been having a lot of mental problems and say you apologize

because then they are the ones who are dicks if they continue to disrespect

and then you can finally forgive yourself as you know you did the right thing

Why should I fucking *APOLOGIZE* to the people who bullied me and gave me a hard time?

 

[alligatordude]

Why should I fucking *APOLOGIZE* to the people who bullied me and gave me a hard time?

you simply apologize for spamming their pictures on a incel forum countless times you spaz

I’m not saying you gotta lick their fucking toes and be best buddies and forgive them for treating u like shit

I’m saying do the minimum that will allow you to stop being a paranoid freak about it

 

[alligatordude]

Like you are starting to annoy everyone the fuck out that I am literally willing to call these people myself and to talk on your behalf and explain the situation that you are mentally challenged

 

[Turtle]

you simply apologize for spamming their pictures on a incel forum countless times you spaz

I’m not saying you gotta lick their fucking toes and be best buddies and forgive them for treating u like shit

I’m saying do the minimum that will allow you to stop being a paranoid freak about it

If I message him to apologize I'm worried he'll just come to my house anyway with his fucking normie friend

 

[alligatordude]

If I message him to apologize I'm worried he'll just come to my house anyway with his fucking normie friend

not if u explain the situation that you’re clearly suffering from some of social Aspergers or autism and that you aren’t right in the head and should never have done what you did and that you are trying to better yourself and get help

which could all be a result from
Being bullied and a social outcast nontheless you aren’t healthy in the mind

 

[Turtle]

not if u explain the situation that you’re clearly suffering from some of social Aspergers or autism and that you aren’t right in the head and should never have done what you did and that you are trying to better yourself and get help

which could all be a result from
Being bullied and a social outcast nontheless you aren’t healthy in the mind

I asked him why everyone took the piss out of me and they both just fucking denied it, pieces of shit, I know for a fact they atleast witnessed people mocking me, but they just stood there and said it never happened

 

[sergeant blackpill]

Brutal guiltpill.

 

[Turtle]

Brutal guiltpill.

I'm not even joking whenever I hear a knock at my door my heart fucking drops cuz I think it's the police or something, it's like a surge of adrenaline every time I hear it

 

[alligatordude]

I asked him why everyone took the piss out of me and they both just fucking denied it, pieces of shit, I know for a fact they atleast witnessed people mocking me, but they just stood there and said it never happened

Ok whatever if they’re cunts they are cunts

but a lot of it is misunderstanding
If they understand your situation and mental state
they have no reason to fuck with u in person like going to ur house lmao

 

[sergeant blackpill]

I'm not even joking whenever I hear a knock at my door my heart fucking drops cuz I think it's the police or something, it's like a surge of adrenaline every time I hear it

ok so you're literally just crazy.

 

[Turtle]

ok so you're literally just crazy.

No I just REALLY don't wanna fucking go through that shit again, it was humiliating as fuck