I'm not sure if I'm meant to stay in Thailand any longer

[RealSurgerymax]

I've been a year and it healed and grew me so much.
It was my plan to stay for another year or 2 at least, and I would still like to.
But I'm having to honestly face that might be incompatible with things I want more.
On Thanksgiving I reflected on this last year, fully realized God's power. I want God to use me, I want to submit to his plan whatever it is.
After realizing this, the week which played out here seemed to have even more meaning. 2 main characters came into my life over the last week. 1 bicurious South African who lead me on and broke my heart in the end. Another, a straight chad and I think we both made eachother more comfortable in our skin, especially going to parties. He provided me stability and validation while the South African did the opposite.
The whole situation made me realize if I want to find a stable, nice, emotionally available husband-candidate, maybe I shouldn't be looking on Party Island.

I wish I could have it all at once. I wish I could stay here, find a boyfriend, and for God to use me in his plan. But all 3 of those might not be here.

As much as I love it here, I'm more than willing to move on if I have to. I have no idea where I would go next.

 

[Node]

Dnrd

 

[Orka]

hymen

 

[Orka]

Dnrd

fuck

 

[sub5mumbaifinalboss]

ive seen a lot of beautiful olaces in thailand, it seems lretty good and beautiful

and weed is legal too

 

[RealSurgerymax]

ive seen a lot of beautiful olaces in thailand, it seems lretty good and beautiful

and weed is legal too

It's very nice, but I dont like weed.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I've been a year and it healed and grew me so much.
It was my plan to stay for another year or 2 at least, and I would still like to.
But I'm having to honestly face that might be incompatible with things I want more.
On Thanksgiving I reflected on this last year, fully realized God's power. I want God to use me, I want to submit to his plan whatever it is.
After realizing this, the week which played out here seemed to have even more meaning. 2 main characters came into my life over the last week. 1 bicurious South African who lead me on and broke my heart in the end. Another, a straight chad and I think we both made eachother more comfortable in our skin, especially going to parties. He provided me stability and validation while the South African did the opposite.
The whole situation made me realize if I want to find a stable, nice, emotionally available husband-candidate, maybe I shouldn't be looking on Party Island.

I wish I could have it all at once. I wish I could stay here, find a boyfriend, and for God to use me in his plan. But all 3 of those might not be here.

As much as I love it here, I'm more than willing to move on if I have to. I have no idea where I would go next.

You're talking about submitting to God and being a fag in the same thread. Being a finoc is not submitting to God.

 

[childishkillah]

Don't put pressure on yourself or rush things. I think you're simply feeling emotional over the southafrican chad making so confussed and the other guy making you feel better, which is why you're in this situation. I'm going through the same thing with my oneitis. Give yourself some time and relax, then make a decision or make a realistic plan of what you want to do.

 

[childishkillah]

You're talking about submitting to God and being a fag in the same thread. Being a finoc is not submitting to God.

Niggas cope in whatever way they need tbh

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Don't put pressure on yourself or rush things. I think you're simply feeling emotional over the southafrican chad making so confussed and the other guy making you feel better, which is why you're in this situation. I'm going through the same thing with my oneitis. Give yourself some time and relax, then make a decision or make a realistic plan of what you want to do.

The only advice he needs is to quit being a faggot.

 

[sarmatian]

On Thanksgiving I reflected on this last year, fully realized God's power. I want God to use me, I want to submit to his plan whatever it is.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Niggas cope in whatever way they need tbh

Yes, but he's talking about submitting to God.

 

[sarmatian]

Tf Did I just read?

 

[RealSurgerymax]

You're talking about submitting to God and being a fag in the same thread. Being a finoc is not submitting to God.

Ignorant and devilish.

People like you hyper focus on a single bible verse out of context and try to separate people from God over it.
YOU dont need to worry about it. God will judge me, and he will judge you too.
The Leviticus passage is completely irrelevant.
All others are contextual. Prostitututes, ritualistic orgies, etc. Not just 2 guys in love. Anyone who tries to stretch the meaning to broadly apply to homosexuals are separating people from God for no excusable reason.

Being gay is fine. I doubt God wants me to be alone or be with a woman I'm not attracted to and cant love. God gave people their attractions to naturally bring people together and keep people together through hard times....

Don't put pressure on yourself or rush things. I think you're simply feeling emotional over the southafrican chad making so confussed and the other guy making you feel better, which is why you're in this situation. I'm going through the same thing with my oneitis. Give yourself some time and relax, then make a decision or make a realistic plan of what you want to do.

Thx

 

[Devon]

I've been a year and it healed and grew me so much.
It was my plan to stay for another year or 2 at least, and I would still like to.
But I'm having to honestly face that might be incompatible with things I want more.
On Thanksgiving I reflected on this last year, fully realized God's power. I want God to use me, I want to submit to his plan whatever it is.
After realizing this, the week which played out here seemed to have even more meaning. 2 main characters came into my life over the last week. 1 bicurious South African who lead me on and broke my heart in the end. Another, a straight chad and I think we both made eachother more comfortable in our skin, especially going to parties. He provided me stability and validation while the South African did the opposite.
The whole situation made me realize if I want to find a stable, nice, emotionally available husband-candidate, maybe I shouldn't be looking on Party Island.

I wish I could have it all at once. I wish I could stay here, find a boyfriend, and for God to use me in his plan. But all 3 of those might not be here.

As much as I love it here, I'm more than willing to move on if I have to. I have no idea where I would go next.

You’re so insightful bro

 

[12aff]

I wish I could have it all at once. I wish I could stay here, find a boyfriend, and for God to use me in his plan. But all 3 of those might not be here.

Who is your god?

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Ignorant and devilish.

People like you hyper focus on a single bible verse out of context and try to separate people from God over it.
YOU dont need to worry about it. God will judge me, and he will judge you too.
The Leviticus passage is completely irrelevant.
All others are contextual. Prostitututes, ritualistic orgies, etc. Not just 2 guys in love. Anyone who tries to stretch the meaning to broadly apply to homosexuals are separating people from God for no excusable reason.

Being gay is fine. I doubt God wants me to be alone or be with a woman I'm not attracted to and cant love. God gave people their attractions to naturally bring people together and keep people together through hard times....


Thx

God did not give you your same sex attractions. He turned you over to confusion, which He's not the author of, as a wage for idolatry. It might have been you, and it might have been something that an ancestor of yours did. It is a curse and an abomination. And I'm not talking about Leviticus.

Romans 1: 24-27
"Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves:

Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.

For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:

And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet."


God didn't make you the way you are. He gave you up. Removed his protection, to be manipulated by those who would destroy you. By those we are meant to wrestle against. And you think it's love.

You have changed the truth of God into a lie.

You can create your own god if you want to but you will split hell wide open when you die.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Who is your god?

Satan

 

[12aff]

Satan

Same

 

[Lefty Rankin]

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I don't love Satan

 

[Lefty Rankin]

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I don't love Satan

I'm talking about OP

 

[Acquiescence]

I’m sure you’ll continue to be a life mogger wherever you go

 

[RealSurgerymax]

God did not give you your same sex attractions. He turned you over to confusion, which He's not the author of, as a wage for idolatry. It might have been you, and it might have been something that an ancestor of yours did. It is a curse and an abomination. And I'm not talking about Leviticus.

Romans 1: 24-27
"Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves:

Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.

For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:

And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet."


God didn't make you the way you are. He gave you up. Removed his protection, to be manipulated by those who would destroy you. By those we are meant to wrestle against. And you think it's love.

You have changed the truth of God into a lie.

You can create your own god if you want to but you will split hell wide open when you die.

Youre coping hard.

 

[Coolman788]

Are u a gay Christian?

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Youre coping hard.

No you are. Wanting God to be something He's not to accommodate your sin.

 

[Hernan]

cant help, let your thoughts guide you.

 

[RealSurgerymax]

No you are. Wanting God to be something He's not to accommodate your sin.

My personal walk with God is none of your business.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

My personal walk with God is none of your business.

It's not with God though. You aren't walking with God. You've created an imaginary friend for yourself.

 

[RealSurgerymax]

It's not with God though. You aren't walking with God. You've created an imaginary friend for yourself.

Have a nice day.

 

[glizzygnasher68]

I want God to use me

I want to submit

I don't think he swings that way homoblud

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Have a nice day.

Repent of making a false god.

 

[pfl]