PsychoDsk
I'm like really really desperate for sex, I need i
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I act incredibly narcy on here and irl
I act like I’m better than everyone, like I deserve the world and no one deserves better than me.
I treat people like shit, I hurt ppl I love
I quite literally nuke their brain chemistry
I’m actually a sensitive and very insecure dude tbh
I don’t experience guilt or have many regrets. I just know I put on a façade
People love me, they really do
And all I do is hurt them because I don’t want them to see how insecure I really am
I’m the most jealous dude ever
My dad’s exactly like me. He once beat up 5 of his neighbours because he deluded himself that they were in love with his gf
That could honestly very well be me
I have thought about heinous and extremely evil things just cuz I deluded myself into thinking everyone can do better than me
Deep down I believe my gf deserves better than me and I’ll never be good enough for her, I don’t want her to know that so I do stupid shit and hurt her
Which is not a good thing
I just want to feel like I did when I was a kid tbh
I was truly nice back then, I could actually love people and feel for them
Now all I do is think about myself, about how I am better than everyone and how I should rule the world and everything in it. Like everyone on this planet is a slave to me. Which is so fucked tbh
Deep down it’s not who I am and I think I’m doing better honestly
My girl makes me whole again and she can bring my good side out, I actually feel loved sometimes. I’ve never left loved ever if not for her.
But yea I hurt her and she probably hates me now which is understandable
I just wish she could know how much I love her and how much of a better person she makes me. I would never intentially hurt her, it just happens. Probably cuz I’m scared and insecurities and lalalaa
I feel way too sentimental rn what is this dogshit feeling
Can’t a nigga just be ignorant about his own feelings and thought goddamn
I act like I’m better than everyone, like I deserve the world and no one deserves better than me.
I treat people like shit, I hurt ppl I love
I quite literally nuke their brain chemistry
I’m actually a sensitive and very insecure dude tbh
I don’t experience guilt or have many regrets. I just know I put on a façade
People love me, they really do
And all I do is hurt them because I don’t want them to see how insecure I really am
I’m the most jealous dude ever
My dad’s exactly like me. He once beat up 5 of his neighbours because he deluded himself that they were in love with his gf
That could honestly very well be me
I have thought about heinous and extremely evil things just cuz I deluded myself into thinking everyone can do better than me
Deep down I believe my gf deserves better than me and I’ll never be good enough for her, I don’t want her to know that so I do stupid shit and hurt her
Which is not a good thing
I just want to feel like I did when I was a kid tbh
I was truly nice back then, I could actually love people and feel for them
Now all I do is think about myself, about how I am better than everyone and how I should rule the world and everything in it. Like everyone on this planet is a slave to me. Which is so fucked tbh
Deep down it’s not who I am and I think I’m doing better honestly
My girl makes me whole again and she can bring my good side out, I actually feel loved sometimes. I’ve never left loved ever if not for her.
But yea I hurt her and she probably hates me now which is understandable
I just wish she could know how much I love her and how much of a better person she makes me. I would never intentially hurt her, it just happens. Probably cuz I’m scared and insecurities and lalalaa
I feel way too sentimental rn what is this dogshit feeling
Can’t a nigga just be ignorant about his own feelings and thought goddamn
