I’m not who I portray myself to be

[PsychoDsk]

I act incredibly narcy on here and irl
I act like I’m better than everyone, like I deserve the world and no one deserves better than me.

I treat people like shit, I hurt ppl I love
I quite literally nuke their brain chemistry

I’m actually a sensitive and very insecure dude tbh
I don’t experience guilt or have many regrets. I just know I put on a façade
People love me, they really do
And all I do is hurt them because I don’t want them to see how insecure I really am

I’m the most jealous dude ever
My dad’s exactly like me. He once beat up 5 of his neighbours because he deluded himself that they were in love with his gf

That could honestly very well be me
I have thought about heinous and extremely evil things just cuz I deluded myself into thinking everyone can do better than me

Deep down I believe my gf deserves better than me and I’ll never be good enough for her, I don’t want her to know that so I do stupid shit and hurt her
Which is not a good thing

I just want to feel like I did when I was a kid tbh
I was truly nice back then, I could actually love people and feel for them
Now all I do is think about myself, about how I am better than everyone and how I should rule the world and everything in it. Like everyone on this planet is a slave to me. Which is so fucked tbh

Deep down it’s not who I am and I think I’m doing better honestly
My girl makes me whole again and she can bring my good side out, I actually feel loved sometimes. I’ve never left loved ever if not for her.

But yea I hurt her and she probably hates me now which is understandable
I just wish she could know how much I love her and how much of a better person she makes me. I would never intentially hurt her, it just happens. Probably cuz I’m scared and insecurities and lalalaa

I feel way too sentimental rn what is this dogshit feeling
Can’t a nigga just be ignorant about his own feelings and thought goddamn

 

[asdvek]

 

[PsychoDsk]

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Unironically in shipping
Should arrive in 2 weeks

 

[Deleted member 58755]

dnrd but same tbh

 

[NorwoodAscender]

Unironically in shipping
Should arrive in 2 weeks

 

[asdvek]

Unironically in shipping
Should arrive in 2 weeks

dose? inject everyday

 

[PsychoDsk]

It’s okay
I couldn’t handle it couple months ago so I need revenge

 

[PsychoDsk]

dose? inject everyday

100 EOD
300 weekly
Good dose?

 

[asdvek]

100 EOD
300 weekly
Good dose?

yes inject ed tbh

 

[PsychoDsk]

yes inject ed tbh

Why?
Should I keep cruising anadrol while on it or drop it for a while

 

[asdvek]

Why?
Should I keep cruising anadrol while on it or drop it for a while

Inject ED. Makes sides much more manageable i heard and doesnt give cough

 

[incel-at-heart]

I act incredibly narcy on here and irl
I act like I’m better than everyone, like I deserve the world and no one deserves better than me.

I treat people like shit, I hurt ppl I love
I quite literally nuke their brain chemistry

I’m actually a sensitive and very insecure dude tbh
I don’t experience guilt or have many regrets. I just know I put on a façade
People love me, they really do
And all I do is hurt them because I don’t want them to see how insecure I really am

I’m the most jealous dude ever
My dad’s exactly like me. He once beat up 5 of his neighbours because he deluded himself that they were in love with his gf

That could honestly very well be me
I have thought about heinous and extremely evil things just cuz I deluded myself into thinking everyone can do better than me

Deep down I believe my gf deserves better than me and I’ll never be good enough for her, I don’t want her to know that so I do stupid shit and hurt her
Which is not a good thing

I just want to feel like I did when I was a kid tbh
I was truly nice back then, I could actually love people and feel for them
Now all I do is think about myself, about how I am better than everyone and how I should rule the world and everything in it. Like everyone on this planet is a slave to me. Which is so fucked tbh

Deep down it’s not who I am and I think I’m doing better honestly
My girl makes me whole again and she can bring my good side out, I actually feel loved sometimes. I’ve never left loved ever if not for her.

But yea I hurt her and she probably hates me now which is understandable
I just wish she could know how much I love her and how much of a better person she makes me. I would never intentially hurt her, it just happens. Probably cuz I’m scared and insecurities and lalalaa

I feel way too sentimental rn what is this dogshit feeling
Can’t a nigga just be ignorant about his own feelings and thought goddamn

Have you ever sought professional medical help for your behavior and mental state?

 

[PsychoDsk]

Have you ever sought professional medical help for your behavior and mental state?

No

 

[fuxkdakikez]

on org im a big cocked son of a gun who sticks his cock into any and everything. in real life im a shy incel loser with a micropenis who gets shoved into the lockers by the chads and gets water and milk thrown at me, that’s the reality of it.

 

[ChetCrispy]

just stop doing drugs

 

[Kroker]

100 EOD
300 weekly
Good dose?

Can your hair handle roids?

 

[TitusA]

I act incredibly narcy on here and irl
I act like I’m better than everyone, like I deserve the world and no one deserves better than me.

I treat people like shit, I hurt ppl I love
I quite literally nuke their brain chemistry

I’m actually a sensitive and very insecure dude tbh
I don’t experience guilt or have many regrets. I just know I put on a façade
People love me, they really do
And all I do is hurt them because I don’t want them to see how insecure I really am

I’m the most jealous dude ever
My dad’s exactly like me. He once beat up 5 of his neighbours because he deluded himself that they were in love with his gf

That could honestly very well be me
I have thought about heinous and extremely evil things just cuz I deluded myself into thinking everyone can do better than me

Deep down I believe my gf deserves better than me and I’ll never be good enough for her, I don’t want her to know that so I do stupid shit and hurt her
Which is not a good thing

I just want to feel like I did when I was a kid tbh
I was truly nice back then, I could actually love people and feel for them
Now all I do is think about myself, about how I am better than everyone and how I should rule the world and everything in it. Like everyone on this planet is a slave to me. Which is so fucked tbh

Deep down it’s not who I am and I think I’m doing better honestly
My girl makes me whole again and she can bring my good side out, I actually feel loved sometimes. I’ve never left loved ever if not for her.

But yea I hurt her and she probably hates me now which is understandable
I just wish she could know how much I love her and how much of a better person she makes me. I would never intentially hurt her, it just happens. Probably cuz I’m scared and insecurities and lalalaa

I feel way too sentimental rn what is this dogshit feeling
Can’t a nigga just be ignorant about his own feelings and thought goddamn

Kinda gayyy post bro.

 

[org3cel.RR]

I act incredibly narcy on here and irl
I act like I’m better than everyone, like I deserve the world and no one deserves better than me.

I treat people like shit, I hurt ppl I love
I quite literally nuke their brain chemistry

I’m actually a sensitive and very insecure dude tbh
I don’t experience guilt or have many regrets. I just know I put on a façade
People love me, they really do
And all I do is hurt them because I don’t want them to see how insecure I really am

I’m the most jealous dude ever
My dad’s exactly like me. He once beat up 5 of his neighbours because he deluded himself that they were in love with his gf

That could honestly very well be me
I have thought about heinous and extremely evil things just cuz I deluded myself into thinking everyone can do better than me

Deep down I believe my gf deserves better than me and I’ll never be good enough for her, I don’t want her to know that so I do stupid shit and hurt her
Which is not a good thing

I just want to feel like I did when I was a kid tbh
I was truly nice back then, I could actually love people and feel for them
Now all I do is think about myself, about how I am better than everyone and how I should rule the world and everything in it. Like everyone on this planet is a slave to me. Which is so fucked tbh

Deep down it’s not who I am and I think I’m doing better honestly
My girl makes me whole again and she can bring my good side out, I actually feel loved sometimes. I’ve never left loved ever if not for her.

But yea I hurt her and she probably hates me now which is understandable
I just wish she could know how much I love her and how much of a better person she makes me. I would never intentially hurt her, it just happens. Probably cuz I’m scared and insecurities and lalalaa

I feel way too sentimental rn what is this dogshit feeling
Can’t a nigga just be ignorant about his own feelings and thought goddamn

Thats just ur typical narcisist person lol, or high ego male, 80% of men ate like that dude
All tuff and all outside but inside they are just as weak as they were when they were abused as a child

 

[Cyrus]

Have you ever sought professional medical help for your behavior and mental state?

what is he a bitch or something?

 

[Davidproton]

Unironically in shipping
Should arrive in 2 weeks

Why not just cruise on Test?

 

[Phxx]

No longer human

 

[4lt.Real]

Did you punch ur girlfriend or what lol.
this post was weeks ago how are you doing now?

 

[narex054]

I act incredibly narcy on here and irl
I act like I’m better than everyone, like I deserve the world and no one deserves better than me.

I treat people like shit, I hurt ppl I love
I quite literally nuke their brain chemistry

I’m actually a sensitive and very insecure dude tbh
I don’t experience guilt or have many regrets. I just know I put on a façade
People love me, they really do
And all I do is hurt them because I don’t want them to see how insecure I really am

I’m the most jealous dude ever
My dad’s exactly like me. He once beat up 5 of his neighbours because he deluded himself that they were in love with his gf

That could honestly very well be me
I have thought about heinous and extremely evil things just cuz I deluded myself into thinking everyone can do better than me

Deep down I believe my gf deserves better than me and I’ll never be good enough for her, I don’t want her to know that so I do stupid shit and hurt her
Which is not a good thing

I just want to feel like I did when I was a kid tbh
I was truly nice back then, I could actually love people and feel for them
Now all I do is think about myself, about how I am better than everyone and how I should rule the world and everything in it. Like everyone on this planet is a slave to me. Which is so fucked tbh

Deep down it’s not who I am and I think I’m doing better honestly
My girl makes me whole again and she can bring my good side out, I actually feel loved sometimes. I’ve never left loved ever if not for her.

But yea I hurt her and she probably hates me now which is understandable
I just wish she could know how much I love her and how much of a better person she makes me. I would never intentially hurt her, it just happens. Probably cuz I’m scared and insecurities and lalalaa

I feel way too sentimental rn what is this dogshit feeling
Can’t a nigga just be ignorant about his own feelings and thought goddamn

Bro ur probably drunk delete that shit whe n u wake up

 

[vqrbb]

get therapy or something