I’m officially addicted now. I can’t stop jacking it. I feel so lost(venting)

[wishIwasSalludon]

I want to vent about something that's been troubling me lately and that is my dirty little "habit". I jack it everyday at night until morning, i dont sleep, i'm always tired and i can't stop. im starting to lose control. my mind is completely consumed by sexual thoughts. seeing a lot of female costumers in the store that i work triggers me. (theres also some hot cuties working here too, but theres one in particular that i cant take my eyes of her, shes very pretty and got a huge ass, not fat, not skinny, medium build, wide hips and a cute smile and shes also very sweet. oh man, i could look at her all day. and i have a lot of dirty and lustful thoughts about her.) it doesnt help that they're all so fucking hot and sexy wearing tight clothes, revealing their mouthwatering form, enphasizing their big asses and titties. (its even better if they're wearing tight pants. their lady part area looks so sweet with that accentuated V shape. oh god) then i can't help but imagine them naked and fucking the shit out of them in every position, exploding all over their sweet bodies, painting them with my "milk". it's all i think about all day. but they're not IG model looks level, no. they're regular women, mostly chubby, short, but curvy, usually with fat titties. (a lot of you guys would rate them as 4/10s but to me they're perfect) they all date oofy doofys. i feel so jealous of their oofy doofy partners, they're so lucky, they're so blessed, they get all the action, imagining them touching, grabbing and squeezing their girls bodies makes me want to die. and thats how i feel everytime i see a guy in these "films" that i watch at night. its not porn, by the way, its mostly camgirl recordings and OF clips, and its absolute suicidefuel everytime i see a guy there. thats why i take so long looking for good solo fap material. it seems like all these women want to do it live on camera and do hardcore content. just to make people like me suffer even more. i go to work all sleepy and tired because of this bullshit. and when i drive to work i almost fall asleep while driving everytime. im so sick and tired of this shit. im tired of being horny and wet all the time (even at work). i feel so lost. i dont know what to do anymore. this is my life now. man, what inceldom does to a motherfucker...

(sorry for my bad english and this incoherent rambling. i had to get this out)

@Jatt @DBDR

 

[ascension]

I want to vent about something that's been troubling me lately and that is my dirty little "habit". I jack it everyday at night until morning, i dont sleep, i'm always tired and i can't stop. im starting to lose control. my mind is completely consumed by sexual thoughts. seeing a lot of female costumers in the store that i work triggers me. (theres also some hot cuties working here too, but theres one in particular that i cant take my eyes of her, shes very pretty and got a huge ass, not fat, not skinny, medium build, wide hips and a cute smile and shes also very sweet. oh man, i could look at her all day. and i have a lot of dirty and lustful thoughts about her.) it doesnt help that they're all so fucking hot and sexy wearing tight clothes, revealing their mouthwatering form, enphasizing their big asses and titties. (its even better if they're wearing tight pants. their lady part area looks so sweet with that accentuated V shape. oh god) then i can't help but imagine them naked and fucking the shit out of them in every position, exploding all over their sweet bodies, painting them with my "milk". it's all i think about all day. but they're not IG model looks level, no. they're regular women, mostly chubby, short, but curvy, usually with fat titties. (a lot of you guys would rate them as 4/10s but to me they're perfect) they all date oofy doofys. i feel so jealous of their oofy doofy partners, they're so lucky, they're so blessed, they get all the action, imagining them touching, grabbing and squeezing their girls bodies makes me want to die. and thats how i feel everytime i see a guy in these "films" that i watch at night. its not porn, by the way, its mostly camgirl recordings and OF clips, and its absolute suicidefuel everytime i see a guy there. thats why i take so long looking for good solo fap material. it seems like all these women want to do it live on camera and do hardcore content. just to make people like me suffer even more. i go to work all sleepy and tired because of this bullshit. and when i drive to work i almost fall asleep while driving everytime. im so sick and tired of this shit. im tired of being horny and wet all the time (even at work). i feel so lost. i dont know what to do anymore. this is my life now. man, what inceldom does to a motherfucker...

(sorry for my bad english and this incoherent rambling. i had to get this out)

@Jatt @DBDR

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

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[jgrey080]

I just got bored of jerking off at one point