Im one more bad day from killing myself

[Tealovingfool]

Just had the most stressful worst day today first found out that some foid i accidentally hit when throwing my sandwich snitched and is trying to get me in trouble I was waiting and I didnt get pulled out the whole day I probably will tommorow I got hit with a wave of sadness midday too it was worse due to the high cortisol hopefully this joint I have to smoke will help me but if I green out then it'll make it worse way worse the main reason ive started to think about killing myself is because I have nobody to talk to about my feelings I cant cry to let out my emotions and I cant find anyone who cares about me as much as I care about them I had a shit day today so the thoughts are 2 times louder I also found out someone has made fake screenshots of me on tiktok messages you can see theyre edited one is me being racist which im less concerned about and one is me trying to hit up a girl saying shes hot I dont text any girls on my phone at all btw im a nobody no one knows me yet this shit of course has to happen to me life is beating the shit out of me and I dont want to go to school tommorow I just cant deal with it my mental health is just getting worse and worse I genuinely might look up ways to kill myself without pain (not that gas shit it causes painful deaths i heard)

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[chudpiller]

i accidentally hit when throwing my sandwich

 

[c0re]

Just had the most stressful worst day today first found out that some foid i accidentally hit when throwing my sandwich snitched and is trying to get me in trouble I was waiting and I didnt get pulled out the whole day I probably will tommorow I got hit with a wave of sadness midday too it was worse due to the high cortisol hopefully this joint I have to smoke will help me but if I green out then it'll make it worse way worse the main reason ive started to think about killing myself is because I have nobody to talk to about my feelings I cant cry to let out my emotions and I cant find anyone who cares about me as much as I care about them I had a shit day today so the thoughts are 2 times louder I also found out someone has made fake screenshots of me on tiktok messages you can see theyre edited one is me being racist which im less concerned about and one is me trying to hit up a girl saying shes hot I dont text any girls on my phone at all btw im a nobody no one knows me yet this shit of course has to happen to me life is beating the shit out of me and I dont want to go to school tommorow I just cant deal with it my mental health is just getting worse and worse I genuinely might look up ways to kill myself without pain (not that gas shit it causes painful deaths i heard)

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ya allah pls grant him one bad day

 

[onfoenem]

Man if you need to vent hit me up in PM
Dont do it, i know its easily said but trust me there is more solutions to this. Youre getting fucked in the bum hard rn Jesus

 

[Yitzhak]

Just had the most stressful worst day today first found out that some foid i accidentally hit when throwing my sandwich snitched and is trying to get me in trouble I was waiting and I didnt get pulled out the whole day I probably will tommorow I got hit with a wave of sadness midday too it was worse due to the high cortisol hopefully this joint I have to smoke will help me but if I green out then it'll make it worse way worse the main reason ive started to think about killing myself is because I have nobody to talk to about my feelings I cant cry to let out my emotions and I cant find anyone who cares about me as much as I care about them I had a shit day today so the thoughts are 2 times louder I also found out someone has made fake screenshots of me on tiktok messages you can see theyre edited one is me being racist which im less concerned about and one is me trying to hit up a girl saying shes hot I dont text any girls on my phone at all btw im a nobody no one knows me yet this shit of course has to happen to me life is beating the shit out of me and I dont want to go to school tommorow I just cant deal with it my mental health is just getting worse and worse I genuinely might look up ways to kill myself without pain (not that gas shit it causes painful deaths i heard)

IF YOU DNR JUST LEAVE THE THREAD

If U ropemax =loser
Nö suicide for U buddy if U Wanne Talk my discord is @Ostylezene

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Sucks to hear you’re going through a bad time. Fuck those assholes who are editing your screenshots to make you look bad. Don’t rope bhai, this will be in the past soon enough and you won’t care anymore.

 

[imontheloose]

Sucks to hear you’re going through a bad time. Fuck those assholes who are editing your screenshots to make you look bad. Don’t rope bhai, this will be in the past soon enough and you won’t care anymore.

OP is 14. This is an attention stunt: he can’t even tie a noose

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

OP is 14. This is an attention stunt: he can’t even tie a noose

I couldn’t even tie my shoelaces at 14.

 

[imontheloose]

I couldn’t even tie my shoelaces at 14.

> r/im14andthisisdeep

 

[Joss42]

I couldn’t even tie my shoelaces at 14.

what a loser

 

[Joss42]

What would tony montana do if he was in your situation ?

 

[Tealovingfool]

What would tony montana do if he was in your situation ?

Crash the fuck out which im doing as well

 

[KKKuroiso]

You are only 14 bruh, you don't know what's gonna happen in the future what if you become Chadlite in the future and you ruin it by hanging yourself rn?

 

[Tealovingfool]

You are only 14 bruh, you don't know what's gonna happen in the future what if you become Chadlite in the future and you ruin it by hanging yourself rn?

Nigga im lltn my ratios are fucked my my skull is downgrown

 

[bibisilover41]

why did you throw your sandwich

 

[Tealovingfool]

why did you throw your sandwich

There was a tiny bit left

 

[tfsxythe]

Just had the most stressful worst day today first found out that some foid i accidentally hit when throwing my sandwich snitched and is trying to get me in trouble I was waiting and I didnt get pulled out the whole day I probably will tommorow I got hit with a wave of sadness midday too it was worse due to the high cortisol hopefully this joint I have to smoke will help me but if I green out then it'll make it worse way worse the main reason ive started to think about killing myself is because I have nobody to talk to about my feelings I cant cry to let out my emotions and I cant find anyone who cares about me as much as I care about them I had a shit day today so the thoughts are 2 times louder I also found out someone has made fake screenshots of me on tiktok messages you can see theyre edited one is me being racist which im less concerned about and one is me trying to hit up a girl saying shes hot I dont text any girls on my phone at all btw im a nobody no one knows me yet this shit of course has to happen to me life is beating the shit out of me and I dont want to go to school tommorow I just cant deal with it my mental health is just getting worse and worse I genuinely might look up ways to kill myself without pain (not that gas shit it causes painful deaths i heard)

IF YOU DNR JUST LEAVE THE THREAD

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