chudlite
𝕯𝖝𝕯 𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖜 𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖓 𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖜
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yet, my soul is so warm
my soul is so tender, so gentle
im not the average incel, my heart is so empathetic and amicable
people don’t understand me, they think i don’t care for them, im a deeply caring man
i yearn for friendship, i yearn for warm laughter with people i enjoy, friends and whatnot
i think all this would not be as heavy to my heard had i not had such strong friendship in the past, i had a good friend back in ye olden days,
i wont dox him here, all i will say is
he was a good kind hearted man, a fond memory i have of us two is
this afternoon, we both liked deathnote alot so we would play tenis while talking about how his brother’s girlfriend was a whore
it was all chatter and lighthearted, on that specific day
he asked me “Let’s go play tenis. You wanna bomb the hill ill ride on the back of the bike, you know how to ride a bike, right?”
i having rode a bike previously, said “yes” albeit it’d been 8 years since i’d last riden a bike
oozing with confidence we walked to the hill, which the tenis court lied at the end
i start riding the bike, so he runs after me, successfully gets on, standing on the hind frame
one of my first thoughts was about how a bike really only needs to go 8MPH to stand upright, i assumed it would be easy
as the bike went downhill, i froze
my youngen mind thought not to apply the breaks
as the speed built up and the wobble intensified, I made a harrowing confession
i screamed “DUDE I LIED I DONT KNOW HOW TO RIDE A BIKE”
i remember not what my dearest friend said afterwards, only that we arrived at a 4 way intersection
on the top right corner, coming in from the bottommost entry, i saw a big skeleton
it was really big, this was for october 2022 if my feeble mind must reminisce
so we continue forwards, the wobble steady
more pronounced in the hind wheel which is why he was so frightened
i dont know why the skeleton is so prominent in this memory, maybe because we joked about it heavily afterwards
it had spooked the both of us maybe, i couldn’t really tell you
it was prominent in his memory back in ye olden 2023 we spoke for the last time
he too remembered the skeleton very well
we played tenis that day, we had much fun
my soul is so tender, so gentle
im not the average incel, my heart is so empathetic and amicable
people don’t understand me, they think i don’t care for them, im a deeply caring man
i yearn for friendship, i yearn for warm laughter with people i enjoy, friends and whatnot
i think all this would not be as heavy to my heard had i not had such strong friendship in the past, i had a good friend back in ye olden days,
i wont dox him here, all i will say is
he was a good kind hearted man, a fond memory i have of us two is
this afternoon, we both liked deathnote alot so we would play tenis while talking about how his brother’s girlfriend was a whore
it was all chatter and lighthearted, on that specific day
he asked me “Let’s go play tenis. You wanna bomb the hill ill ride on the back of the bike, you know how to ride a bike, right?”
i having rode a bike previously, said “yes” albeit it’d been 8 years since i’d last riden a bike
oozing with confidence we walked to the hill, which the tenis court lied at the end
i start riding the bike, so he runs after me, successfully gets on, standing on the hind frame
one of my first thoughts was about how a bike really only needs to go 8MPH to stand upright, i assumed it would be easy
as the bike went downhill, i froze
my youngen mind thought not to apply the breaks
as the speed built up and the wobble intensified, I made a harrowing confession
i screamed “DUDE I LIED I DONT KNOW HOW TO RIDE A BIKE”
i remember not what my dearest friend said afterwards, only that we arrived at a 4 way intersection
on the top right corner, coming in from the bottommost entry, i saw a big skeleton
it was really big, this was for october 2022 if my feeble mind must reminisce
so we continue forwards, the wobble steady
more pronounced in the hind wheel which is why he was so frightened
i dont know why the skeleton is so prominent in this memory, maybe because we joked about it heavily afterwards
it had spooked the both of us maybe, i couldn’t really tell you
it was prominent in his memory back in ye olden 2023 we spoke for the last time
he too remembered the skeleton very well
we played tenis that day, we had much fun
