Im sad :(

[Deleted member 2607]

I feel completely apathetic to the world

Yesterday I was at a party and this girl I was hooking up with started flirting with a guy and I just lost all feeling in my face and I could feel my soul leave my body for a moment...

I just dont have the fucking ability to detach feels from girls I fuck and it hurts ow ow ow ow

I keep having out of body experiences and I hear angels when I close my eyes

I only feel jealousy and sadness now all other emotions have dulled fuck fucj

 

[Patrick Baitman]

Even I used to be attracted to every girl on the street who even looked at my general direction. But nowadays I don't even care about them even when I'm mired or approached.

You just have to realize that these emotions and thoughts you feel are not you since you're the one who's feeling/thinking them.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Even I used to be attracted to every girl on the street who even looked at my general direction. But nowadays I don't even care about them even when I'm mired or approached.

You just have to realize that these emotions and thoughts you feel are not you since you're the one who's feeling/thinking them.

It's weird it's like I dont give a single fcuk about girls at all until I put my dick in them ots like I cant detach sex from emotional attachment so I feel like I'm following this pattern of hooking up with a girl that is basically like a friend and then catching feelings and then getting jealous when they show literally any sign of them not worshipping me and only me and then

I either block them to avoid further pain or I scare them off by being a fucking psycho wtf is wrong with me nothing works

 

[Patrick Baitman]

It's weird it's like I dont give a single fcuk about girls at all until I put my dick in them ots like I cant detach sex from emotional attachment so I feel like I'm following this pattern of hooking up with a girl that is basically like a friend and then catching feelings and then getting jealous when they show literally any sign of them not worshipping me and only me and then

I either block them to avoid further pain or I scare them off by being a fucking psycho wtf is wrong with me nothing works

Maybe the promiscuous life is not for you, try being in a relationship.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Maybe the promiscuous life is not for you, try being in a relationship.

It hurts me so much because the girl that I loved is gone for now and ow and it's been 6 months since I've seen her and she wants me and I want her and

She's fucking 16 years old I'm 19 so I got arrested for it and I'm out on bond and bond condition is i cant talk to her and i miss her so much she's 17 now but the bond condition still wont let me talk to her and i might be going to jail for loving someone that's like 2 and a half years younger than me in a consensual relationship ship and fuck the cops and fuck the government and fuck the patriot act and

Fuck everything

 

[Patrick Baitman]

It hurts me so much because the girl that I loved is gone for now and ow and it's been 6 months since I've seen her and she wants me and I want her and

She's fucking 16 years old I'm 19 so I got arrested for it and I'm out on bond and bond condition is i cant talk to her and i miss her so much she's 17 now but the bond condition still wont let me talk to her and i might be going to jail for loving someone that's like 2 and a half years younger than me in a consensual relationship ship and fuck the cops and fuck the government and fuck the patriot act and

Fuck everything

tbh, I lose interest in someone if they don't have any interest in me. You have to understand that you like someone who doesn't even exists. Sure the girl has the exact same body of the girl you like. But they are not the same person.

We often create a version of a person in our mind and start obsessing over them. That's how so many faggots ends up having a oneitis.