I’m scared of not looking good even after hardmaxing

[perfection is law]

I already know what my major flaws that can be fixed with surgery are and I know what surgeries I need to get for the most part and I’m currently working to save up enough money to pay for it myself in maybe a year hopefully because my parents won’t pay for it.

However, I have this fear in the back of my head that even after all the surgeries I’ll be barely HTN or maybe even lower. This fear has been causing me to hyper analyze my face and look at models faces to see if I can possess the same attractiveness as them. ( I know how gay that sounds lol)

Anyway I just need any advice on how to let this go, I still obviously care about my looks, I’m not trying to completely get rid of caring about my looks, I just wanna stop caring temporarily until I have money, since there’s nothing I can do right now other than softmaxes that will help ascend me very slightly. I’m doing anything I currently can to look better, such as, working out, accutane, eating healthier, sleeping better, etc.

I just need to stop caring so much about my looks until I have enough money to hardmax and recently I’ve been spending hours just worrying and being depressed about the idea of not looking how I want to even after surgery and I’ve been super unproductive because of it.

 

[perfection is law]

@wishIwasSalludon thanks for the rep

 

[svarddre]

There’s always a risk with surgery. Put your mind at ease and spend the extra money on a good, experienced doctor who cares about his patients. On the other hand, you can do therapy or some shit to teach you to not give a fuck about your looks

 

[griffithmaxer]

i know this isn't reassuring but same here. I'm impatient and just want to get surgery already but I'm too young and I fear the same happening to me; however if that does happen I'm legitimately ending it

I already know what my major flaws that can be fixed with surgery are and I know what surgeries I need to get for the most part and I’m currently working to save up enough money to pay for it myself in maybe a year hopefully because my parents won’t pay for it.

However, I have this fear in the back of my head that even after all the surgeries I’ll be barely HTN or maybe even lower. This fear has been causing me to hyper analyze my face and look at models faces to see if I can possess the same attractiveness as them. ( I know how gay that sounds lol)

Anyway I just need any advice on how to let this go, I still obviously care about my looks, I’m not trying to completely get rid of caring about my looks, I just wanna stop caring temporarily until I have money, since there’s nothing I can do right now other than softmaxes that will help ascend me very slightly. I’m doing anything I currently can to look better, such as, working out, accutane, eating healthier, sleeping better, etc.

I just need to stop caring so much about my looks until I have enough money to hardmax and recently I’ve been spending hours just worrying and being depressed about the idea of not looking how I want to even after surgery and I’ve been super unproductive because of it.

 

[perfection is law]

i know this isn't reassuring but same here. I'm impatient and just want to get surgery already but I'm too young and I fear the same happening to me; however if that does happen I'm legitimately ending it

nah don’t end it, honestly if that happens to me I’m just gonna accept my fate and just try to live the rest of my life without caring about it.

 

[perfection is law]

There’s always a risk with surgery. Put your mind at ease and spend the extra money on a good, experienced doctor who cares about his patients. On the other hand, you can do therapy or some shit to teach you to not give a fuck about your looks

The therapist would likely just tell me something cope like “looks don’t matter” or “you already look good”